What In The World Is Wrong With Me ?

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Hi Bee & Friends,

Can any of you tell me if you've ever heard of this or experienced

this before? I will try to make this short and not bore you with the

entire story.

I was put on an ssri and benzo for situational anxiety in college (

too much coffee, not enough sleep, and lots of pressure with public

speaking ). I was never sick. Outside of school, I was fine.

I could tell my health was not as good as it used to be once I

started these drugs, and when I came off them, my world fell apart.

I was never ever depressed before taking them, nor sick, but I sure

am now and have been for 3 years next month. I had to quit my job,

and I have no life. My full time job now is trying to get well and

reading and learning about natural healing. I've hit rock bottom and

I feel this is the only way I stand a chance, because coventional

medicine will kill me for sure by throwing more drugs at me.

Anyway, I have been on the diet going on three weeks, and have slowly

started incorporating the supplements. My problem is, I feel sooo

bad, but when I take the supplements I feel even worse. I wake up in

the middle of the night feeling electrocuted, and I feel like my

insides are vibrating...kind of like a tuning fork. Yesterday I took

a liquid B-Complex ( Eniva ), cod liver oil, calcium/Mag, Vit. C,

trace minerals, and 3 tbsp of coconut oil. Today I feel like I've

been plugged into an electrical socket.

I got the results of bloodwork Friday. I am just a tad anemic, I

have an elevated SED rate, and high HDL ( 193 ). LDL and

triglycerides and all that other stuff was good. I know high

cholesterol means nothing and I'm not worried about it. The doc was

not concerned at all that I have an elevated SED rate...said it could

be anything.

Anyway, I was just wondering if any others feel jittery and slightly

worse when taking supplements. I used to tolerate them well before I

got sick from these drugs. Not anymore! Also, does anyone know why I

had such a horrible experience with these rotten pills, when so many

other people out there do well and think they are the greatest things

ever? I took 25mgs of Zoloft and 1mg of Ativan for a little less

than a year.

I rue the day I ever went to the doctor and accepted those scripts.

Is there hope for me, or am I screwed?

Thank you sooo much for this website. I am learning lots. Bee, if it

would be best I pay for a phone consult, please let me know.

Pam