Re: cont'd DOCS look at MOLDS!!!!!!

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Christa,

You have an amazing spirit. I dont know how sick you are but you muster amazes me. I was like that for a long time. I am getting tired... Janet

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No, you can do it too!! IF not for yourself, do it for the people/victims of the molds. They need each an everyone one of us to be positive and knowledgeable for them. Focu your anger on develpoing knowledge for others, it works. You will have satisfaction that you have made a difference for somone else. Remember others in this group where here for you, you need to be here for the New Victms!! A group does not stay a group if people drop out, hang in there as we all have trials and tribulations, Janet.

Look at , he has spoken to many people. He has anger as is wife,Sharon is sick! Turn the anger to helping not destroying. You gave me a piece of unique information yourseld earlier this week. Both of us had a rash on the right side of our body only. That links somthing to gether for others. I have heard this 3 times now, odd, yes, truth, yes!!

Remember this group I understand to be about knowledege not curing people or winning their battles for them. Giving each other knowledge.

Quote:

What is the difference between a smart man and wise man?

A smart man has an answer for everything.

A wise man knows when to speak!

Prayers,

Christa

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You are right and and Sharon are absolutely wonderful. I help when I can. You are right. I told my Mom if I have to be THIS sick and go through THIS much hell with the Federal Government, that I would do what I could for the next one. And there will be. Thanks for the pep talk. Just sick and tired I guess. I have involved many senators lately. Im just tired. Now YOU are my inspiration and I need to get back there sometime. Hugs and Prayers, Janet

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What I wrote to the shipyard after the counselor left with all my papers to apply for disability ...Janet

Good afternoon ladies and gentlemen,

I hope you are happy Commander Mccoy. You have FORCED me to apply for disability. I am sick from THE PORTSMOUTH NAVAL SHIPYARD, and you are making a single Mom live on nothing. I hope you sleep well knowing that. The leave was for that and I know it. It could have been till Workmen's Comp came through too. I am also sure the Shipyard disability will go through QUITE fast as the Social Security Disability will take four to six months. So I will NOT have both together to live on.

May God help you who lied, covered up and ignored me and tried to make me sound like a crazy hysterical woman. If Washington is calling to shut up my last help, the NAVY wants to make darn sure I am gone.

Phil picked up his today and my mother mailed the one to Portsmouth. I have only ONE friend left through all of this. I guess for the last 16 years and last few years, it was all a show. I am BAD news now. I hope to God none of you or any of your loved ones suffer loss of health, loss of job, loss of home, loss of car, loss of friends, loss of loved ones because they got sick from something the Portsmouth Shipyard and the Federal Government want to hide. It is a horrible thing to go through. I am lucky for my family as I am at a total loss for all that has happened.

, , Mari...DO NOT call me for any questions on what I used to do. There will be NO answers to those who left me behind. Or those that have lied to cover themselves and make it worse for me.

I will not be quiet. I am outraged at this whole situation and people.,and reports hidden and sickness from Mold.

I loved my job and my career. NOW look where it got me. Hope you are all happy. Especially those who threw me out and left me hanging as couldn't handle mold illness. I am so disgusted and scared at the same time that I am not sure what to do with it. Dont worry, I know none of you care. I could have worked at home and gotten a salary after all the experience and computer and technical skills I have.

You all have a nice day now,

Janet s

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This is me AFTER mold. Before this I weighed 40 pounds heavier, no glasses, long blonde hair and make up and suits and heels to work. I wanted all those friends who havent bothered with me or bosses to see me now. This is taken with my best friend Dan. The only one who has stuck by me. I sent this to work today. Thanks, Janet

Look a little different guys? Since no one has seen me? Look what Toxic Mold has done to me...I really could have used some support. And Mari? Thanks for blocking my teleworking as well. Janet

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Janet,

You are a very attracative lady!! I know you feel ugly on the inside, you look great on the outside!! I bet if you focued all that negative energy into positive, your stress level would drop to half and you would feel so much better on the outside. I agree, you look very stressed in the picture. Thank God for what you have at this moment, you could be worse as we speak.

Have your hair stylsit color your hair, blonde. Get smaller eye glasses. Minimize what you do not like about yourself, such as the glasses. Color the hair! Make the time to add a little color to your face, start with a touch of lip color and mascara. Do this for you. You are still you, Janet! I believe you can look even better than before.

When you first arise in the morning shower and primp as if you were going to meet the man of your life. You deserve to pamper yourself, this will make you feel much better and help to get you off of the negative track to the positive track. Just do it!!!

Take time out of Janet and think positive. Get this book: "The Power of a Positive Woman," it helped me a lot to regain my confidence and bury the anger.

DO not tell your coworkers how bad you feel. THis only gives them more satisfaction, tell them how wonderful it is to be breathing and living in a clean environment.

It is nice to put a face with my e-mails. The pictures of me when I was so sick would really scare you!!! Yours looks great>

Prayers,

Christa

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Bless you Christa. That was a good day. I look much worse at times and when I leave the house I wear a 3m mask to not get asthma attacks. I had to stop bleach. No chemicals. Contacts started to hurt my eyes.....I am afraid of the chemicals in make up. I am allergic to 100 percent of anything right now. I shouldnt say allergic but I react strongly. Bless you again. I am keeping your email in new mail so I can read it again. Today is a bad day... God Bless, Janet