Re: Janet s Letter to my employer today...no one replied

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Good morning,

I have been pretty quiet lately. Today is Friday the 13th. My daughter Kari Urquhart, is graduating today from Marshwood High School with honors. Because of the weather and my condition, I will most likely not be able to go. I worked in that basement at Portsmouth Naval Shipyard as a GS 3 to raise her alone and at night cleaning houses. So the moldy hell hole was good for that but now all I have is an empty nest and a very sick body and a disenchanted mind, heart and soul.

I have asked for help, friendship and compassion for over a year. Instead it is lies from HRO to Senators, enough insults in some of these letters that make me look and feel bad. And I have allowed it to make m feel bad. But I keep fighting.

I have been taken in with head games from people in my life that I thought loved me. I feel lost without #320-35301.

I miss "Janet." The mold, the treatment from bosses at the shipyard and the treatment of the government through OWCP have made me a shell of what I used to be. A prisoner in four walls with hepa air cleaners.

I know we are not supposed to wish bad things. But for every one of you who have lied about me, made sure I couldn't work at home so cut off my livelihood, who wishes I would go away and shut up........which is mean and selfish and I have been taught not to be like that...Have bailed on me when you said you wouldnt....I hope you all feel the hurt I feel someday so you will know why I write these emails.

Anyway, most wont read this. I raised my daughter alone with low money from moldy basement, and I did it well and with dignity. Too proud to go on welfare.None of you can take that from me. I see it on her face and in her Honor Society Sash.

But I cannot go see her graduate tonight with Honors because of what you all want to hide .........did to me.

Thanks and Happy Friday the 13th.

Janet s

[Guest guest]

NO one replied at all. I guess people do not have hearts anymore but a few of us. Thanks for ketting me vent and share

Janet

[Guest guest]

> Hi Janet,

All I have to say to that is " What goes around, comes around. " They

will someday get thiers 3 fold.

I too am home bound and need HEPA filters(could only afford one big

one and take it from room to room with me).........It was an awfully

build home from before 1906 and a grain elevator that released the

mold/mycotoxins (in large amounts) that flew over to a wet heaven

(that house).....

Went to a new doctor I found near me....and weighed in at a whopping

92.4 lbs (had been back down to 85lbs cause of throwing up spell

that was triggered by items brought in here from a moldy place

(threw up for 3 weeks til got the crap cleaned out of my

place....got blood tests back yesterday.......fusarium-pullularia-

cladosporium- high postives.. the numbers where off the chart......

alternaria-epicoccum-helminthosporium-rhizopus-botrytis-stemphylium-

penicillium-mucor-dust mite (D pterony)- postive.......the doctor

told me that I'm allergic to red molds and the only thing he knew

for me to do is " AVOIDENCE " from them.....and I have MCS too, that

something has destroyed my immune system.....he is now checking me

for parasites and stomach cancer.........as he believe's that

parasites might be what's causing such havoc in my

intestines........he also told me that the pathology reports he read

from the surgery (most of my stomach and part of my intestines

removed and re-routed) that I had done in 2001 did not justify such

an extensive action.....now I'm left to deal with the " dumping

syndrome " that is caused from the surgery........then I read: Molds

are parasitic micro-organisms that appear as black, white or multi-

colored stain or fuzz. In addition to causing asthma, they can cause

other allergies and serious health problems. There are tens of

thousand of varieties of molds and are difficult and expensive to

identify, even for experts.....this came form http://www.mold-

survivor.com/toxicmolddisease.htm

I believe that I need these molds removed from my body ........not

just only avoidence (which I already know and try to do).........he

had me take CT scan of chest for lymphoma, cause of heavy night

sweats and the pain in my chest on the right side.......scan came

back ok so he said " we are dealing with something else " ........HE

DOSEN'T KNOW YET...........This doctor is a DO and MS....he already

studies toxins.......hopely he'll be open mined on the toxins that

can be produced from these everyday, everywhere molds.......

My prays have always been with you........I haven't wrote

much.....but I read every post, this is such a shame that we are

being poisoned like we are, May God have mercy on our gov for what

they have caused....(sigh)......the best of luck.

Pat

>

> Good morning,

> I have been pretty quiet lately. Today is Friday the 13th. My

daughter Kari

> Urquhart, is graduating today from Marshwood High School with

honors.

> Because of the weather and my condition, I will most likely not be

able to go. I

> worked in that basement at Portsmouth Naval Shipyard as a GS 3 to

raise her

> alone and at night cleaning houses. So the moldy hell hole was

good for that but

> now all I have is an empty nest and a very sick body and a

disenchanted mind,

> heart and soul.

> I have asked for help, friendship and compassion for over a

year. Instead

> it is lies from HRO to Senators, enough insults in some of these

letters that

> make me look and feel bad. And I have allowed it to make m feel

bad. But I keep

> fighting.

> I have been taken in with head games from people in my life

that I

> thought loved me. I feel lost without #320-35301.

> I miss " Janet. " The mold, the treatment from bosses at the

shipyard and

> the treatment of the government through OWCP have made me a shell

of what I

> used to be. A prisoner in four walls with hepa air cleaners.

> I know we are not supposed to wish bad things. But for

every one of

> you who have lied about me, made sure I couldn't work at home so

cut off my

> livelihood, who wishes I would go away and shut up........which is

mean and

> selfish and I have been taught not to be like that...Have bailed

on me when you

> said you wouldnt....I hope you all feel the hurt I feel someday so

you will know

> why I write these emails.

> Anyway, most wont read this. I raised my daughter alone with

low money

> from moldy basement, and I did it well and with dignity. Too proud

to go on

> welfare.None of you can take that from me. I see it on her face

and in her Honor

> Society Sash.

> But I cannot go see her graduate tonight with Honors because of

what you

> all want to hide .........did to me.

> Thanks and Happy Friday the 13th.

> Janet s