Sister got a boob job

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Well I am pretty upset, basically my family decided not to tell me

that my sister went and got implants. I guess she did not think it

was a slap in my face, but to me it is. A total slap in the face. I

am not dealing with it too well at all either. I don't know, I guess

I totally overreacted but the way I found out was really mean and I

think humiliating too. I mean I guess they actually thought that I

would not notice or at least would not say anything to her. I new it

the minute I saw her( i was going to get my hair done) and she had on

an apron that she uses when she colors hair, but I new right away, I

mean no one can pull off implants without us knowing, those of us

that have had them, we know it all too well ya know. The whole thing

was pretty pathetic, that they thought I would not know. I kept

telling myself I was imagining it but I new, and then I finally just

decided to ask her, I said are you wearing a really good bra cause

your boobs look big, and she just kind of smiled and said I got

implants. Can you imagine after all I went through that she would do

that? To me it is just like slaping me in the face, but at the same

time I feel like I also acted like a total loser because of being in

that position of haviing to ask. I don't know, I mean why did they do

that to me? My mother thought they look so small no one would notice,

please. Oh well anyhow, that is my day, pretty rotten way to find

out. I had a funny feeling that she was gonna do it, even with the

fact that she has breast calcification too, I mean they did not want

to put them in her before because of that, and to top it off I am

pretty sure she got silicone gel too. I just am disgusted by this. I

think at least if they would have told me ahead of time I would have

been prepared. I guess they think I am just the freak statistic and

my sister will be different. Maybe she will, maybe I am the freak ya

know. Either way it is pretty upsetting to find out that way.

I dont know, I just don't even want to be here, if it was not for the

fact that I am here to see my kid I would be on the next plain out of

here.

can anyone give me some kind of sane advice or make me feel better so

that I can at least try to put this into perspective cause I am

really not doing too well right now.

thanks guys,