Re: Dear Kim/Explant

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Thanks Dimonds,

this was an awesome post girl, I love hearing from you!

I am so glad you have improved the way you have, and it will keep getting better, I promise!

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From: dimonds68

Sent: Tuesday, June 24, 2003 8:26 PM

Subject: Dear Kim/Explant

Hi Kim, I was reading your posts!! You are so doing the right thing by getting your implants out. I too was in the same boat as you. Debating what to do. I had my smooth salines removed three years ago. I remember being so terrified. To boot I was so ill, I could not even walk a half of block. I was COMPLETLEY disabled for almost 2 years. I mean BEDRIDDEN. I could not even pay my bills(couldn't balance a check book) I too was single,and thougth I would NEVER ever meet anyone !! Well now my health has improved SO MUCH.!! Granted I am still not well, BUT I have come such a long way. I have a LIFE. I RARELY need to ask people for help!! AND to boot I have a GREAT boyfriend who is really really compasionate, and understanding. He is cool, funny and cute too!!! So you see Kim...Right now you seem like you are in a rut, but one day you will look back and realize you can improve and will make a good life for yourself. I DID!!! I REALLY thought at one point my life was over, and I would never be able to do anything but lay in bed. BUT I do remember those really nice women who would email me and tell me how there life went on, and there was light at the end of the tunnel. Of course back then, I did not belive them.(LOL), but I know now they were right. I even saved their emails to read, when I was feeling hopeless. It will take time, and some soul searching, but you must be patient. And you know what is funny Kim?? when I had my implants and an awesome body, I never had a boyfriend! Also some women have awesome results after explant, and love the way they look. You may be one of them. Everyones outcome is different. Anyway I hope this makes you feel better. If you would like to write me, feel free. Hang in there. You are not alone. There are more of us out there than you know..xoxoxoxxxo dimonds68 XENA6881@... :)