miserable-

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Hi, i would just like to say that i have had my breast implants for 7

years now, and because of them i am absolutely miserable! 7 years

ago i went from a 36 small C to a 36 D. after two children my own

breast i thought needed to look fuller. it has been seven years and

within that 7 years i have gained 50 pounds, which i take most if not

all the blame for. i am going thru menopause and my metabolism isn't

what it use to be, so that does not help. when i gained 50 pounds,

my breast now are a 40 DD and i am absolutely miserable. i always

experinced head aches, but now i feel a constant pulling on my neck

and i cannot stand to wear a bra, i absolutely hate it!! and when i

do wear one i feel like i look like a freak! i am 5'1 " and i am so

out of proportioned. i hate it when people stare at me as though i

am a freak. i have allot of health issues such as fatigue, and back

pain and my feet hardly want to bend to walk. my husband and i have

discussed of having my implants removed, however, we really do not

have the money, and i am afraid of what i will look like afterwards.

there are so many times where i wish i had no breast at all, they are

sooo uncomfortable. my husband thinks i should just lose the weight,

i do walk every day and try to watch what i eat but it is so hard to

lose weight any more. i feel so hopeless, so depressed. i cannot

get comfortable to sleep, and i cannot stand to go out because there

isn't any clothes out there that will fit my chest to the size of the

rest of my body. i totally blame myself for theis mess i am in, but

it does not make my problem go away. i cry allot over this, i just

feel like my back is going to break. anyone have this same problem?