Dear Kim/Explant

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Hi Kim, I was reading your posts!! You are so doing the right thing

by getting your implants out. I too was in the same boat as you.

Debating what to do. I had my smooth salines removed three years ago.

I remember being so terrified. To boot I was so ill, I could not even

walk a half of block. I was COMPLETLEY disabled for almost 2 years. I

mean BEDRIDDEN. I could not even pay my bills(couldn't balance a

check book) I too was single,and thougth I would NEVER ever meet

anyone !! Well now my health has improved SO MUCH.!! Granted I am

still not well, BUT I have come such a long way. I have a LIFE. I

RARELY need to ask people for help!! AND to boot I have a GREAT

boyfriend who is really really compasionate, and understanding. He is

cool, funny and cute too!!! So you see Kim...Right now you seem like

you are in a rut, but one day you will look back and realize you can

improve and will make a good life for yourself. I DID!!! I REALLY

thought at one point my life was over, and I would never be able to

do anything but lay in bed. BUT I do remember those really nice women

who would email me and tell me how there life went on, and there was

light at the end of the tunnel. Of course back then, I did not belive

them.(LOL), but I know now they were right. I even saved their emails

to read, when I was feeling hopeless. It will take time, and some

soul searching, but you must be patient. And you know what is funny

Kim?? when I had my implants and an awesome body, I never had a

boyfriend! Also some women have awesome results after explant, and

love the way they look. You may be one of them. Everyones outcome is

different. Anyway I hope this makes you feel better. If you would

like to write me, feel free. Hang in there. You are not alone. There

are more of us out there than you know..xoxoxoxxxo dimonds68

XENA6881@... :)