Guest guest Posted January 28, 2011 Report Share Posted January 28, 2011 Oh TrudyI am sure very grateful that you fought a way out of that addiction! That's what it is and it must have been very hard work to put it into your past.Luv Gloria Ok, here's my deep dark secret. I was widowed at 39. I had to build a life and intended it to be Good and Strong. Which I did. By the time I was Bulimic/Anorexic. I only allowed very little food( at least it was healthy ) and then I knew how long I had to throw up. Couldn't allow it to stay. Then I would take a full bottle of s laxatives each night in case something slipped by. During the day at work medical sales in ok. I lived near Denton tx ) I knew where the public bathroom were that offered privacy. I would do two enemas evrything day while at work. I would so look forward to those chances to get out the tiny bit of food. I ran 4-5 miles each night after working two jobs. Each morning before work I did wieghts for one hour. There, that's it. At 47 I struggled to climb out of that. Hubby was ery patient. And now at 210 pounds I laugh at the memory! Having to throw up on tx was hard. And yes it re awakened those monsters. But I'm ok. No more of that stuff. What started this post was someone remarking about enamas and teenage girls. It's not just teenagers.http://facebook.com/people/andTrudy-Kinsey/1340460877 " "A well- behaved woman never made history"...Mae Westhttp://oktravels.wordpress.com http://allrecipes.com/cook/TrudyK/profile.aspx On Jan 27, 2011, at 6:13 AM, "Rod" <rodgis44@...> wrote: I read the addition of #11 to Coffee enema reasons not to. Bulimia? Why are young girls using enemas concerning bulimia? This seems bizarre, and I would love to know more and see something written about this problem. Just really curious! Can you send me more info please? Sorry, I lost who sent it. Rod Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 28, 2011 Report Share Posted January 28, 2011 You know Gloria, I think maybe I have so-called addictive personality. But with several different issues, when I decide to quit , II just quit. That simple . Actually that was the one that gave me the hardest time. That and cigerrets ( sp?). LoL. I quess I was fast becoming an alcoholic when I was about 20. While fixing my then husbands lunch in the morning, I would well into a 12 pack. And I just never seemed to be not drinking. Then I found out I was pregnant. Never touched any drinks for the next 20 years. I fooled with what was the crack of that era. Quess that may be when I got HCV. Coupla a weeks, then walked away from it. Same with loosing wieght. I'll decide to loose and then commence to do just that. Yeah, the bulimia was the hardest. Took the longest. I remember going to different stores and buying every s pills and enamas they had. Yeah the clerk would look at me strangely. Then I wouldn't go back to that store for about 3 weeks; give them time to restock. I was buying in Tx then OK. Kinda does sound like an addiction. I'll take being heavy anytime over bulimic.http://facebook.com/people/andTrudy-Kinsey/1340460877 " "A well- behaved woman never made history"...Mae Westhttp://oktravels.wordpress.com http://allrecipes.com/cook/TrudyK/profile.aspx On Jan 27, 2011, at 8:26 PM, Gloria <gadamscan@...> wrote: Oh TrudyI am sure very grateful that you fought a way out of that addiction! That's what it is and it must have been very hard work to put it into your past.Luv Gloria Ok, here's my deep dark secret. I was widowed at 39. I had to build a life and intended it to be Good and Strong. Which I did. By the time I was Bulimic/Anorexic. I only allowed very little food( at least it was healthy ) and then I knew how long I had to throw up. Couldn't allow it to stay. Then I would take a full bottle of s laxatives each night in case something slipped by. During the day at work medical sales in ok. I lived near Denton tx ) I knew where the public bathroom were that offered privacy. I would do two enemas evrything day while at work. I would so look forward to those chances to get out the tiny bit of food. I ran 4-5 miles each night after working two jobs. Each morning before work I did wieghts for one hour. There, that's it. At 47 I struggled to climb out of that. Hubby was ery patient. And now at 210 pounds I laugh at the memory! Having to throw up on tx was hard. And yes it re awakened those monsters. But I'm ok. No more of that stuff. What started this post was someone remarking about enamas and teenage girls. It's not just teenagers.http://facebook.com/people/andTrudy-Kinsey/1340460877 " "A well- behaved woman never made history"...Mae Westhttp://oktravels.wordpress.com http://allrecipes.com/cook/TrudyK/profile.aspx On Jan 27, 2011, at 6:13 AM, "Rod" <rodgis44@...> wrote: I read the addition of #11 to Coffee enema reasons not to. Bulimia? Why are young girls using enemas concerning bulimia? This seems bizarre, and I would love to know more and see something written about this problem. Just really curious! Can you send me more info please? Sorry, I lost who sent it. Rod Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 28, 2011 Report Share Posted January 28, 2011 TeriYou can bet she is not the only child with these issues!!! There is far too much stock paid in younger and younger girls thinking they need to be pencil thin. It is so terribly sad that one's self-esteem is still based on their looks or their weight.I was fortunate as a teenage because I certainly did not suffer from being overweight. However, I also did not develop along with my peers. To me, that was just shameful. So, I wore big sweaters or tops, to hide that fact. It's such a horrible age group to find where you really belong, right??Needless to say, I developed all at once just before I turned 18. In fact, I tried to wear my grad dress to a function 2 yrs later. My Mom zipped it up and said there you go, it still fits!! So, I turned around and said; but, I can't breath. You see, she had made that dress and there was no need to leave enough room for the boobs. LOLGloria That info came from Trudy I believe but it is a problem. My niece has been in an inpatient treatment center for the past 3 years for bulemia. She is now 18 and weighs less than 60 pounds. She forces herself to throw up, she uses laxatives and enemas. It is a very sad situation and we have been dealing with her impeding death for the past 2 years. She can't go on much longer like this... So I have personal experience with this one Rod. Yes, it's sad and surprising.. She has been doing this since she was 12.. no one had any idea..... I tend to doubt she is the only child who has these issues... Hugs,TeriOn Thu, Jan 27, 2011 at 6:13 AM, Rod <rodgis44@...> wrote: I read the addition of #11 to Coffee enema reasons not to. Bulimia? Why are young girls using enemas concerning bulimia? This seems bizarre, and I would love to know more and see something written about this problem. Just really curious! Can you send me more info please? Sorry, I lost who sent it. Rod Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 28, 2011 Report Share Posted January 28, 2011 TrudyI have to wonder if you are more bull-headed than having an addictive personality. Being able to walk away from booze and drugs, is something that addicts and alcoholics can not do. Even if it means we could lose people, places or things that are really dear to us.My addictive nature can still give me some really weird thinking and I've been sober for over 24 years. But, it is not alcohol that I think of, it's likely that crack. Only because, everyone I know that have been on it, got skinny. Stupid, hey??The worst part is, why do us ladies still worry so much about our weight when we get to our middle years? How many skinny 60 year olds look good??? I always say that it's the extra fat the puffs out the wrinkles.Gloria You know Gloria, I think maybe I have so-called addictive personality. But with several different issues, when I decide to quit , II just quit. That simple . Actually that was the one that gave me the hardest time. That and cigerrets ( sp?). LoL. I quess I was fast becoming an alcoholic when I was about 20. While fixing my then husbands lunch in the morning, I would well into a 12 pack. And I just never seemed to be not drinking. Then I found out I was pregnant. Never touched any drinks for the next 20 years. I fooled with what was the crack of that era. Quess that may be when I got HCV. Coupla a weeks, then walked away from it. Same with loosing wieght. I'll decide to loose and then commence to do just that. Yeah, the bulimia was the hardest. Took the longest. I remember going to different stores and buying every s pills and enamas they had. Yeah the clerk would look at me strangely. Then I wouldn't go back to that store for about 3 weeks; give them time to restock. I was buying in Tx then OK. Kinda does sound like an addiction. I'll take being heavy anytime over bulimic.http://facebook.com/people/andTrudy-Kinsey/1340460877 " "A well- behaved woman never made history"...Mae Westhttp://oktravels.wordpress.com http://allrecipes.com/cook/TrudyK/profile.aspx On Jan 27, 2011, at 8:26 PM, Gloria <gadamscan@...> wrote: Oh TrudyI am sure very grateful that you fought a way out of that addiction! That's what it is and it must have been very hard work to put it into your past.Luv Gloria Ok, here's my deep dark secret. I was widowed at 39. I had to build a life and intended it to be Good and Strong. Which I did. By the time I was Bulimic/Anorexic. I only allowed very little food( at least it was healthy ) and then I knew how long I had to throw up. Couldn't allow it to stay. Then I would take a full bottle of s laxatives each night in case something slipped by. During the day at work medical sales in ok. I lived near Denton tx ) I knew where the public bathroom were that offered privacy. I would do two enemas evrything day while at work. I would so look forward to those chances to get out the tiny bit of food. I ran 4-5 miles each night after working two jobs. Each morning before work I did wieghts for one hour. There, that's it. At 47 I struggled to climb out of that. Hubby was ery patient. And now at 210 pounds I laugh at the memory! Having to throw up on tx was hard. And yes it re awakened those monsters. But I'm ok. No more of that stuff. What started this post was someone remarking about enamas and teenage girls. It's not just teenagers.http://facebook.com/people/andTrudy-Kinsey/1340460877 " "A well- behaved woman never made history"...Mae Westhttp://oktravels.wordpress.com http://allrecipes.com/cook/TrudyK/profile.aspx On Jan 27, 2011, at 6:13 AM, "Rod" <rodgis44@...> wrote: I read the addition of #11 to Coffee enema reasons not to. Bulimia? Why are young girls using enemas concerning bulimia? This seems bizarre, and I would love to know more and see something written about this problem. Just really curious! Can you send me more info please? Sorry, I lost who sent it. Rod Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 28, 2011 Report Share Posted January 28, 2011 Then I should be wrinkle free!  Actually I am...  Just call me the Sta Puff Marshmallow Lady!  I am not fat I am FLUFFY.On Thu, Jan 27, 2011 at 10:34 PM, Gloria <gadamscan@...> wrote:  TrudyI have to wonder if you are more bull-headed than having an addictive personality. Being able to walk away from booze and drugs, is something that addicts and alcoholics can not do. Even if it means we could lose people, places or things that are really dear to us. My addictive nature can still give me some really weird thinking and I've been sober for over 24 years. But, it is not alcohol that I think of, it's likely that crack. Only because, everyone I know that have been on it, got skinny. Stupid, hey?? The worst part is, why do us ladies still worry so much about our weight when we get to our middle years? How many skinny 60 year olds look good??? I always say that it's the extra fat the puffs out the wrinkles.Gloria  You know Gloria, I think maybe I have so-called addictive personality. But with several different issues, when I decide to quit , II just quit. That simple . Actually that was the one that gave me the hardest time. That and cigerrets ( sp?). LoL. I quess I was fast becoming an alcoholic when I was about 20. While fixing my then husbands lunch in the morning, I would well into a 12 pack. And I just never seemed to be not drinking. Then I found out I was pregnant. Never touched any drinks for the next 20 years. I fooled with what was the crack of that era. Quess that may be when I got HCV. Coupla a weeks, then walked away from it. Same with loosing wieght. I'll decide to loose and then commence to do just that. Yeah, the bulimia was the hardest. Took the longest. I remember going to different stores and buying every s pills and enamas they had.  Yeah the clerk would look at me strangely. Then I wouldn't go back to that store for about 3 weeks; give them time to restock. I was buying in Tx then OK. Kinda does sound like an addiction. I'll take being heavy anytime over bulimic.http://facebook.com/people/andTrudy-Kinsey/1340460877  "     " A well- behaved woman never made history " ...Mae Westhttp://oktravels.wordpress.com  http://allrecipes.com/cook/TrudyK/profile.aspx   On Jan 27, 2011, at 8:26 PM, Gloria <gadamscan@...> wrote:  Oh TrudyI am sure very grateful that you fought a way out of that addiction! That's what it is and it must have been very hard work to put it into your past. Luv Gloria  Ok, here's my deep dark secret. I was widowed at 39. I had to build a life and intended it to be Good and Strong. Which I did. By the time I was Bulimic/Anorexic. I only allowed very little food( at least it was healthy ) and then I knew how long I had to throw up. Couldn't allow it to stay. Then I would take a full bottle of s laxatives each night in case something slipped by. During the day at work medical sales in ok. I lived near Denton tx ) I knew where the public bathroom were that offered privacy. I would do two enemas evrything day while at work. I would so look forward to those chances to get out the tiny bit of food. I ran 4-5 miles each night after working two jobs. Each morning before work I did wieghts for one hour.   There, that's it. At 47 I struggled to climb out of that. Hubby was ery patient. And now at 210 pounds I laugh at the memory! Having to throw up on tx was hard. And yes it re awakened those monsters. But I'm ok. No more of that stuff.  What started this post was someone remarking about enamas and teenage girls. It's not just teenagers.http://facebook.com/people/andTrudy-Kinsey/1340460877  "     " A well- behaved woman never made history " ...Mae Westhttp://oktravels.wordpress.com  http://allrecipes.com/cook/TrudyK/profile.aspx   On Jan 27, 2011, at 6:13 AM, " Rod " <rodgis44@...> wrote:  I read the addition of #11 to Coffee enema reasons not to. Bulimia? Why are young girls using enemas concerning bulimia? This seems bizarre, and I would love to know more and see something written about this problem. Just really curious! Can you send me more info please? Sorry, I lost who sent it. Rod Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 28, 2011 Report Share Posted January 28, 2011 LOL but, you have competition with the title! I'm still fairly FLUFFY; but, I don't care one iota now. I yam what I yam!!! Then I should be wrinkle free! Actually I am... Just call me the Sta Puff Marshmallow Lady! I am not fat I am FLUFFY.On Thu, Jan 27, 2011 at 10:34 PM, Gloria <gadamscan@...> wrote: TrudyI have to wonder if you are more bull-headed than having an addictive personality. Being able to walk away from booze and drugs, is something that addicts and alcoholics can not do. Even if it means we could lose people, places or things that are really dear to us. My addictive nature can still give me some really weird thinking and I've been sober for over 24 years. But, it is not alcohol that I think of, it's likely that crack. Only because, everyone I know that have been on it, got skinny. Stupid, hey?? The worst part is, why do us ladies still worry so much about our weight when we get to our middle years? How many skinny 60 year olds look good??? I always say that it's the extra fat the puffs out the wrinkles.Gloria You know Gloria, I think maybe I have so-called addictive personality. But with several different issues, when I decide to quit , II just quit. That simple . Actually that was the one that gave me the hardest time. That and cigerrets ( sp?). LoL. I quess I was fast becoming an alcoholic when I was about 20. While fixing my then husbands lunch in the morning, I would well into a 12 pack. And I just never seemed to be not drinking. Then I found out I was pregnant. Never touched any drinks for the next 20 years. I fooled with what was the crack of that era. Quess that may be when I got HCV. Coupla a weeks, then walked away from it. Same with loosing wieght. I'll decide to loose and then commence to do just that. Yeah, the bulimia was the hardest. Took the longest. I remember going to different stores and buying every s pills and enamas they had. Yeah the clerk would look at me strangely. Then I wouldn't go back to that store for about 3 weeks; give them time to restock. I was buying in Tx then OK. Kinda does sound like an addiction. I'll take being heavy anytime over bulimic.http://facebook.com/people/andTrudy-Kinsey/1340460877 " "A well- behaved woman never made history"...Mae Westhttp://oktravels.wordpress.com http://allrecipes.com/cook/TrudyK/profile.aspx On Jan 27, 2011, at 8:26 PM, Gloria <gadamscan@...> wrote: Oh TrudyI am sure very grateful that you fought a way out of that addiction! That's what it is and it must have been very hard work to put it into your past. Luv Gloria Ok, here's my deep dark secret. I was widowed at 39. I had to build a life and intended it to be Good and Strong. Which I did. By the time I was Bulimic/Anorexic. I only allowed very little food( at least it was healthy ) and then I knew how long I had to throw up. Couldn't allow it to stay. Then I would take a full bottle of s laxatives each night in case something slipped by. During the day at work medical sales in ok. I lived near Denton tx ) I knew where the public bathroom were that offered privacy. I would do two enemas evrything day while at work. I would so look forward to those chances to get out the tiny bit of food. I ran 4-5 miles each night after working two jobs. Each morning before work I did wieghts for one hour. There, that's it. At 47 I struggled to climb out of that. Hubby was ery patient. And now at 210 pounds I laugh at the memory! Having to throw up on tx was hard. And yes it re awakened those monsters. But I'm ok. No more of that stuff. What started this post was someone remarking about enamas and teenage girls. It's not just teenagers.http://facebook.com/people/andTrudy-Kinsey/1340460877 " "A well- behaved woman never made history"...Mae Westhttp://oktravels.wordpress.com http://allrecipes.com/cook/TrudyK/profile.aspx On Jan 27, 2011, at 6:13 AM, "Rod" <rodgis44@...> wrote: I read the addition of #11 to Coffee enema reasons not to. Bulimia? Why are young girls using enemas concerning bulimia? This seems bizarre, and I would love to know more and see something written about this problem. Just really curious! Can you send me more info please? Sorry, I lost who sent it. Rod Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 28, 2011 Report Share Posted January 28, 2011 I have stopped worrying about it.  FOREVER.On Thu, Jan 27, 2011 at 11:24 PM, Gloria <gadamscan@...> wrote:  LOL but, you have competition with the title! I'm still fairly FLUFFY; but, I don't care one iota now. I yam what I yam!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 28, 2011 Report Share Posted January 28, 2011 I still worry about. And I'm loosing that Worry Battle! I will say that I feel a lot of pressure cause current Hubby is 15 yrs younger. We share so much ( when I can ) perfect couple it would seem. But I always stress A LOT about my wieght and " looks ". Even tho I ve clearly been unsuccessful the past year. Tx really does a number on skin & creating wrinkles and just makes some of us look really old. And since I have the # 1 most perfect Hubby, he never makes me feel bad and never hesitates to be with me. He says it's all hogwash about age & image.http://facebook.com/people/andTrudy-Kinsey/1340460877 " "A well- behaved woman never made history"...Mae Westhttp://oktravels.wordpress.com http://allrecipes.com/cook/TrudyK/profile.aspx On Jan 27, 2011, at 11:29 PM, Theresa Gottlieb <theresagottlieb@...> wrote: I have stopped worrying about it. FOREVER.On Thu, Jan 27, 2011 at 11:24 PM, Gloria <gadamscan@...> wrote: LOL but, you have competition with the title! I'm still fairly FLUFFY; but, I don't care one iota now. I yam what I yam!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 28, 2011 Report Share Posted January 28, 2011 My 6'3 190 pound stringbean of a husband doesn't care if I'm skinny or fluffy!  And I have the #1 most perfect Hubs there kiddo!  LOL!On Fri, Jan 28, 2011 at 12:08 AM, trudykinsey@... <trudykinsey@...> wrote:  I still worry about. And I'm loosing that Worry Battle! I will say that I feel a lot of pressure cause current Hubby is 15 yrs younger. We share so much ( when I can ) perfect couple it would seem. But I always stress A LOT about my wieght and " looks " . Even tho I ve clearly been unsuccessful the past year. Tx really does a number on skin & creating wrinkles and just makes some of us look really old. And since I have the # 1 most perfect Hubby, he never makes me feel bad and never hesitates to be with me. He says it's all hogwash about age & image. http://facebook.com/people/andTrudy-Kinsey/1340460877  "     " A well- behaved woman never made history " ...Mae West http://oktravels.wordpress.com http://allrecipes.com/cook/TrudyK/profile.aspx   On Jan 27, 2011, at 11:29 PM, Theresa Gottlieb <theresagottlieb@...> wrote:  I have stopped worrying about it.  FOREVER.On Thu, Jan 27, 2011 at 11:24 PM, Gloria <gadamscan@...> wrote:  LOL but, you have competition with the title! I'm still fairly FLUFFY; but, I don't care one iota now. I yam what I yam!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 28, 2011 Report Share Posted January 28, 2011 TrudyNow, you are definitely one lucky cougar!!! Fifteen years younger and doesn't care what you look like. Who could beat that??? I'm jealous I still worry about. And I'm loosing that Worry Battle! I will say that I feel a lot of pressure cause current Hubby is 15 yrs younger. We share so much ( when I can ) perfect couple it would seem. But I always stress A LOT about my wieght and " looks ". Even tho I ve clearly been unsuccessful the past year. Tx really does a number on skin & creating wrinkles and just makes some of us look really old. And since I have the # 1 most perfect Hubby, he never makes me feel bad and never hesitates to be with me. He says it's all hogwash about age & image.http://facebook.com/people/andTrudy-Kinsey/1340460877 " "A well- behaved woman never made history"...Mae Westhttp://oktravels.wordpress.com http://allrecipes.com/cook/TrudyK/profile.aspx On Jan 27, 2011, at 11:29 PM, Theresa Gottlieb <theresagottlieb@...> wrote: I have stopped worrying about it. FOREVER.On Thu, Jan 27, 2011 at 11:24 PM, Gloria <gadamscan@...> wrote: LOL but, you have competition with the title! I'm still fairly FLUFFY; but, I don't care one iota now. I yam what I yam!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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