Re: ny and Marie - check in time

[Guest guest]

Thanks for posting been worried about you. And yes it will end. Are you still drinking alot of water? I was in the same boat for about 6-7 mths after being pulled from tx. Couldnt sleep to tried to get up. So depressed I wanted it all to end. No help from the docs.

Please keep fighting you will feel better soon......

Hi and Marie

I need to know that you both are ok.

Could you both just say hi soon?

Please?

We all love you bunches, and are blasting you with everything good.

love

don in ks

[Guest guest]

ny, I'm just a newbie who's already in trouble but I gotta stick my neck out on this one. My brother committed suicide in '97. He was my best friend in this world. Not a day went by that we didn't talk on the phone, have lunch or just hang out with family. I knew he was having suicidal thoughts. He was an alcoholic, very depressed, paranoid, (not necessarily in that order) and wife and kids left him for their own safety. I made more than one trip after a phone call in the middle of the night to find him passed out with a pistol in his hand. I finally had him involuntarily committed in '95 but apparently they didn't get to the root of his issues.Christmas '96 proved to be too much for him. This time he accomplished his mission. My husband found him in his bed two days after the fact. I'm only telling you this because I know there are people in this world who care for you and vice versa. Please do talk with your doctors and get to the bottom of this before it's too late. We are all here for you! Trouble-making newbies and all! Here's a hug!! S. Colette Wise From: theresagottlieb@...Date: Thu, 24 Feb 2011 13:05:47 -0600Subject: Re: [ ] ny and Marie - check in time Holy crap ny.... When are you going back to New Jersey? Is that set up yet? Really thinking you need some different doctors and quickly.... I would call your psych immediately and tell him you are having thoughts of suicide.. he needs to fix that.. that's from the medications or lack there of... there is a chemical imbalance somewhere that they need to fix post haste... I wish you weren't so far away... What can I do to help dude.. just name it... Hugs,TeriOn Thu, Feb 24, 2011 at 12:42 PM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote: Hi,I am sorry I have been so quit lately, have not been sleeping and been very depressed. actually been awake for about 2 days, got some sleep but not much.The pysc dude took me off trazodone, and lexapro and put me on Bupropion but when this made me very paranoid he took me off this until I stopped feeling like this, but I am worse, I am on no antis now, I feel suicidal. I am told you can't go to the hospital and get a shot and not wake up.On top of all this I have been having more medical issues stomach, bladder, teeth are rotten away, and now super high glucose which may be diabetes. this never is never going to end :(Love you guys,nyHugs♥nyOn Wednesday, February 23, 2011 at 4:32 PM, Christ wrote: Hi and Marie I need to know that you both are ok.Could you both just say hi soon?Please? We all love you bunches, and are blasting you with everything good. lovedon in ks

[Guest guest]

Hi Teri,thanks so much!I will not back to New Jersey April until now, and it is the whole family now Dad, Mom and my real brother(have not seen Mom or my brother in 20 years). When I called Dad to see if you found a doctor, he now says he does not know who to call. He like everybody else is trying to turn this into a Science Research Project. I am not even sure if I will see doctors anymore, there really are good ones I don't think.I have don't the Pysc doctor and the therapist for a while about these feelings, and on Friday I told the therapist that all I want to do is go to the hospital so they could give me a shot and I will not wake up. I have to be careful what I say or they will call the police, a few weeks back the police kicked in my doors as people thought I was going to commit suicide. I hate all these people, and wish I could just go to Fiji.I don't know what you can do, but thanks so much! Is that doctor you went to any good maybe I will move to Chicago.

Hugs♥

ny

On Thursday, February 24, 2011 at 9:05 AM, Theresa Gottlieb wrote:

Holy crap ny.... When are you going back to New Jersey? Is that set up yet? Really thinking you need some different doctors and quickly.... I would call your psych immediately and tell him you are having thoughts of suicide.. he needs to fix that.. that's from the medications or lack there of... there is a chemical imbalance somewhere that they need to fix post haste... I wish you weren't so far away...

What can I do to help dude.. just name it...

Hugs,Teri

On Thu, Feb 24, 2011 at 12:42 PM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote:

Hi,I am sorry I have been so quit lately, have not been sleeping and been very depressed. actually been awake for about 2 days, got some sleep but not much.

The pysc dude took me off trazodone, and lexapro and put me on Bupropion but when this made me very paranoid he took me off this until I stopped feeling like this, but I am worse, I am on no antis now, I feel suicidal. I am told you can't go to the hospital and get a shot and not wake up.

On top of all this I have been having more medical issues stomach, bladder, teeth are rotten away, and now super high glucose which may be diabetes. this never is never going to end

Love you guys,ny

Hugs♥

ny

On Wednesday, February 23, 2011 at 4:32 PM, Christ wrote:

Hi and Marie

I need to know that you both are ok.

Could you both just say hi soon?

Please?

We all love you bunches, and are blasting you with everything good.

love

don in ks

[Guest guest]

Hi Beth,thanks so much ;)yes I have not been sleeping, as I no longer have the pills to get to sleep, the ambient does not work, I was up for almost 2 days last week, not sure why. I am so depressed & paranoid, just don't know what to do.

Hugs♥

ny

On Thursday, February 24, 2011 at 2:25 PM, Beth Frey wrote:

Thanks for posting been worried about you. And yes it will end. Are you still drinking alot of water? I was in the same boat for about 6-7 mths after being pulled from tx. Couldnt sleep to tried to get up. So depressed I wanted it all to end. No help from the docs.

Please keep fighting you will feel better soon......

Hi and Marie

I need to know that you both are ok.

Could you both just say hi soon?

Please?

We all love you bunches, and are blasting you with everything good.

love

don in ks

[Guest guest]

Hi,thanks so much!I am sorry to hear about your brother.I also was so depressed in 2000, I almost commit suicide,and sometimes I think that I never got over that issue, at the time I went to Costa Rica to surf. I was happy there and was able to forget about everything. Right now I can't seem to forget. Like in 2000 I don't think that I have it in me to do anything, which is why I would like to go to the hospital and have them do it, something without pain.I know this is not the answer, and I would hurt a lot of people in the end. You can't really talk to the doctors and tell them how you really feel or they call the police, I hate cops!thanks so much for your e-mail

Hugs♥

ny

On Thursday, February 24, 2011 at 3:34 PM, Colette Wise wrote:

ny, I'm just a newbie who's already in trouble but I gotta stick my neck out on this one.

My brother committed suicide in '97. He was my best friend in this world. Not a day went by that we didn't talk on the phone, have lunch or just hang out with family. I knew he was having suicidal thoughts. He was an alcoholic, very depressed, paranoid, (not necessarily in that order) and wife and kids left him for their own safety. I made more than one trip after a phone call in the middle of the night to find him passed out with a pistol in his hand. I finally had him involuntarily committed in '95 but apparently they didn't get to the root of his issues.

Christmas '96 proved to be too much for him. This time he accomplished his mission. My husband found him in his bed two days after the fact.

I'm only telling you this because I know there are people in this world who care for you and vice versa. Please do talk with your doctors and get to the bottom of this before it's too late. We are all here for you! Trouble-making newbies and all!

Here's a hug!!

S. Colette Wise

From: theresagottlieb@...Date: Thu, 24 Feb 2011 13:05:47 -0600Subject: Re: [ ] ny and Marie - check in time

Holy crap ny.... When are you going back to New Jersey? Is that set up yet? Really thinking you need some different doctors and quickly.... I would call your psych immediately and tell him you are having thoughts of suicide.. he needs to fix that.. that's from the medications or lack there of... there is a chemical imbalance somewhere that they need to fix post haste... I wish you weren't so far away...

What can I do to help dude.. just name it...

Hugs,Teri

On Thu, Feb 24, 2011 at 12:42 PM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote:

Hi,

I am sorry I have been so quit lately, have not been sleeping and been very depressed. actually been awake for about 2 days, got some sleep but not much.

The pysc dude took me off trazodone, and lexapro and put me on Bupropion but when this made me very paranoid he took me off this until I stopped feeling like this, but I am worse, I am on no antis now, I feel suicidal. I am told you can't go to the hospital and get a shot and not wake up.

On top of all this I have been having more medical issues stomach, bladder, teeth are rotten away, and now super high glucose which may be diabetes. this never is never going to end

Love you guys,

ny

Hugs♥

ny

On Wednesday, February 23, 2011 at 4:32 PM, Christ wrote:

Hi and Marie

I need to know that you both are ok.

Could you both just say hi soon?

Please?

We all love you bunches, and are blasting you with everything good.

love

don in ks

[Guest guest]

Hi Gloria,thanks so much!How I wish the doctors could figure something out to get me a pill that would help me sleep & stay asleep and to mask all this depression. Everybody tells me that I take too many pills now, but they are not enough for a bird, and don't help.thanks so much!

Hugs♥

ny

On Thursday, February 24, 2011 at 7:18 PM, Gloria wrote:

Oh nyYou know that we all hurt for you!!! I'm not even going to try to blow smoke up your behind, because depression is just depression. Sometimes it takes trying several drugs before they find the one that works for you. Personally, trazadone did absolutely nothing for me and it was prescribe for me to get some sleep.So, I take Celexa and Wellbutrin for depression! For me, I believe that the Wellbutrin works the best and often forget to take the Celexa now. Also, I have Zopiclone as my very best bed buddy. Been taking those little blue pills for many years now and they still work...Hope you start to get through some of this crap! How's it going about moving back to the mainland?Luv

Gloria

Hi,I am sorry I have been so quit lately, have not been sleeping and been very depressed. actually been awake for about 2 days, got some sleep but not much.The pysc dude took me off trazodone, and lexapro and put me on Bupropion but when this made me very paranoid he took me off this until I stopped feeling like this, but I am worse, I am on no antis now, I feel suicidal. I am told you can't go to the hospital and get a shot and not wake up.On top of all this I have been having more medical issues stomach, bladder, teeth are rotten away, and now super high glucose which may be diabetes. this never is never going to end :(Love you guys,ny

Hugs♥

ny

On Wednesday, February 23, 2011 at 4:32 PM, Christ wrote:

Hi and Marie

I need to know that you both are ok.

Could you both just say hi soon?

Please?

We all love you bunches, and are blasting you with everything good.

love

don in ks

[Guest guest]

Hi Gloria,I have told the pysc docs for weeks that I feel suicidal. On Friday I told the therapist its all I think about, but still nothing. I did have t tell her that I am not going to go home and slice my wrist or anything. She tells me my thinking about going to the hospital and having them give me a shot and not wake up is a fantasy.I have thought about going to the ER and telling them I feel this way, but then they will arrest me. I wish there was a Pysc doctor that you could be honest with, without fear of going to jail. I am depressed, not a criminal!Yes the have taken me off most of the pills that I am taking, soon I will have to buy even the pain killers of the streets.thanks so much!

Hugs♥

ny

On Thursday, February 24, 2011 at 7:31 PM, Gloria wrote:

nyI agree with Teri wholeheartedly!!! You tell that psych Dr. that you are suicidal. Then you will see a whole lot of action from them.Please, please - do not be too proud to tell the Dr. loud and clear!!! I know that most men don't like to admit they are suffering from depression. But, like Teri says, there is an imbalance and it's damn frightening to think that they have taken you off everything. Luv Gloria

Holy crap ny.... When are you going back to New Jersey? Is that set up yet? Really thinking you need some different doctors and quickly.... I would call your psych immediately and tell him you are having thoughts of suicide.. he needs to fix that.. that's from the medications or lack there of... there is a chemical imbalance somewhere that they need to fix post haste... I wish you weren't so far away...

What can I do to help dude.. just name it...

Hugs,Teri

On Thu, Feb 24, 2011 at 12:42 PM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote:

Hi,I am sorry I have been so quit lately, have not been sleeping and been very depressed. actually been awake for about 2 days, got some sleep but not much.

The pysc dude took me off trazodone, and lexapro and put me on Bupropion but when this made me very paranoid he took me off this until I stopped feeling like this, but I am worse, I am on no antis now, I feel suicidal. I am told you can't go to the hospital and get a shot and not wake up.

On top of all this I have been having more medical issues stomach, bladder, teeth are rotten away, and now super high glucose which may be diabetes. this never is never going to end

Love you guys,ny

Hugs♥

ny

On Wednesday, February 23, 2011 at 4:32 PM, Christ wrote:

Hi and Marie

I need to know that you both are ok.

Could you both just say hi soon?

Please?

We all love you bunches, and are blasting you with everything good.

love

don in ks

[Guest guest]

ny, we have great doctors here.  Some of the best health care providers in the country are here and the top hospitals in the country are here as well.  

Your dad needs to realize this isn't a science project.  You need a good Hepatologist and a good GP to start with.. probably a good Urologist as well.  That's all you need.  And actually, all you really need is a good teaching hospital and all those doctors will be under the one roof.

s Hopkins is close to NJ.  Why the delay til April now..  the longer you wait to go back the worse shape you are going to be in.  

Hugs,Teri

On Sun, Feb 27, 2011 at 9:46 PM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote:

 

Hi Teri,

thanks so much!I will not back to New Jersey April until now, and it is the whole family now Dad, Mom and my real brother(have not seen Mom or my brother in 20 years). When I called Dad to see if you found a doctor, he now says he does not know who to call. He like everybody else is trying to turn this into a Science Research Project. I am not even sure if I will see doctors anymore, there really are good ones I don't think.

I have don't the Pysc doctor and the therapist for a while about these feelings, and on Friday I told the therapist that all I want to do is go to the hospital so they could give me a shot and I will not wake up. I have to be careful what I say or they will call the police, a few weeks back the police kicked in my doors as people thought I was going to commit suicide. I hate all these people, and wish I could just go to Fiji.

I don't know what you can do, but thanks so much! Is that doctor you went to any good maybe I will move to Chicago.

 

Hugs♥

ny

On Thursday, February 24, 2011 at 9:05 AM, Theresa Gottlieb wrote:

 

Holy crap ny....  When are you going back to New Jersey?  Is that set up yet?  Really thinking you need some different doctors and quickly....    I would call your psych immediately and tell him you are having thoughts of suicide..  he needs to fix that..  that's from the medications or lack there of...  there is a chemical imbalance somewhere that they need to fix post haste...    I wish you weren't so far away... 

What can I do to help dude..  just name it...  

Hugs,Teri

On Thu, Feb 24, 2011 at 12:42 PM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote:

 

Hi,I am sorry I have been so quit lately, have not been sleeping and been very depressed. actually been awake for about 2 days, got some sleep but not much.

The pysc dude took me off trazodone, and lexapro and put me on Bupropion but when this made me very paranoid he took me off this until I stopped feeling like this, but I am worse, I am on no antis now, I feel suicidal. I am told you can't go to the hospital and get a shot and not wake up.

On top of all this I have been having more medical issues stomach, bladder, teeth are rotten away, and now super high glucose which may be diabetes. this never is never going to end

Love you guys,ny

Hugs♥

ny

On Wednesday, February 23, 2011 at 4:32 PM, Christ wrote:

 

Hi and Marie

 

I need to know that you both are ok.

Could you both just say hi soon?

Please?

 

We all love you bunches, and are blasting you with everything good.

 

love

don in ks

--  

Teri Gottlieb

MOVE ON.  It's just a chapter in the past, but don't close the book.  Just turn the page.