Guest guest Posted February 28, 2011 Report Share Posted February 28, 2011 Hi Gloria,thanks so much!I wish I could say I felt better, but I don't.I know this is true, but friends & family, and this is not my first time thinking this way, in 2000 I thought that I was going to commit suicide, I called the crisis hotline, but they called the police on me. Why would anybody call that hotline if they just plan to arrest you! Hugs♥ ny On Thursday, February 24, 2011 at 8:44 PM, Gloria wrote: ny and ColetteMy husband used to say "suicide is a long time answer, for a short term problem". It just leaves a whole bunch of friends and loved ones, scratching thier heads and feeling horribly guilty. ny, I'm just a newbie who's already in trouble but I gotta stick my neck out on this one. My brother committed suicide in '97. He was my best friend in this world. Not a day went by that we didn't talk on the phone, have lunch or just hang out with family. I knew he was having suicidal thoughts. He was an alcoholic, very depressed, paranoid, (not necessarily in that order) and wife and kids left him for their own safety. I made more than one trip after a phone call in the middle of the night to find him passed out with a pistol in his hand. I finally had him involuntarily committed in '95 but apparently they didn't get to the root of his issues. Christmas '96 proved to be too much for him. This time he accomplished his mission. My husband found him in his bed two days after the fact. I'm only telling you this because I know there are people in this world who care for you and vice versa. Please do talk with your doctors and get to the bottom of this before it's too late. We are all here for you! Trouble-making newbies and all! Here's a hug!! S. Colette Wise From: theresagottlieb@...Date: Thu, 24 Feb 2011 13:05:47 -0600Subject: Re: [ ] ny and Marie - check in time Holy crap ny.... When are you going back to New Jersey? Is that set up yet? Really thinking you need some different doctors and quickly.... I would call your psych immediately and tell him you are having thoughts of suicide.. he needs to fix that.. that's from the medications or lack there of... there is a chemical imbalance somewhere that they need to fix post haste... I wish you weren't so far away... What can I do to help dude.. just name it... Hugs,Teri On Thu, Feb 24, 2011 at 12:42 PM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote: Hi, I am sorry I have been so quit lately, have not been sleeping and been very depressed. actually been awake for about 2 days, got some sleep but not much. The pysc dude took me off trazodone, and lexapro and put me on Bupropion but when this made me very paranoid he took me off this until I stopped feeling like this, but I am worse, I am on no antis now, I feel suicidal. I am told you can't go to the hospital and get a shot and not wake up. On top of all this I have been having more medical issues stomach, bladder, teeth are rotten away, and now super high glucose which may be diabetes. this never is never going to end Love you guys, ny Hugs♥ ny On Wednesday, February 23, 2011 at 4:32 PM, Christ wrote: Hi and Marie I need to know that you both are ok. Could you both just say hi soon? Please? We all love you bunches, and are blasting you with everything good. love don in ks Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2011 Report Share Posted February 28, 2011 ny, Believe it or not, in some states, attempted suicide is a crime.  Yep.  Dumb but true.  In California if you attempt suicide you are immediately placed on a 72 hour hold in a locked down ward of a medical facility.  After that 72 hours if they think you are a danger to yourself or others they can keep you there....  They arrest you to keep you from harming yourself.  It's the only thing they know to do...  It's the only thing you can do..  put someone in that state of mind in a medical facility so they can get help.  Usually it works out for the best. I know it sounds stupid, but... Hugs,Teri On Sun, Feb 27, 2011 at 9:38 PM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote:  Hi Gloria,thanks so much!I wish I could say I felt better, but I don't.I know this is true, but friends & family, and this is not my first time thinking this way, in 2000 I thought that I was going to commit suicide, I called the crisis hotline, but they called the police on me. Why would anybody call that hotline if they just plan to arrest you! Hugs♥ ny On Thursday, February 24, 2011 at 8:44 PM, Gloria wrote:  ny and ColetteMy husband used to say " suicide is a long time answer, for a short term problem " . It just leaves a whole bunch of friends and loved ones, scratching thier heads and feeling horribly guilty.  ny, I'm just a newbie who's already in trouble but I gotta stick my neck out on this one.  My brother committed suicide in '97. He was my best friend in this world.  Not a day went by that we didn't talk on the phone, have lunch or just hang out with family. I knew he was having suicidal thoughts. He was an alcoholic, very depressed, paranoid, (not necessarily in that order) and wife and kids left him for their own safety. I made more than one trip after a phone call in the middle of the night to find him passed out with a pistol in his hand. I finally had him involuntarily committed in '95 but apparently they didn't get to the root of his issues. Christmas '96 proved to be too much for him. This time he accomplished his mission. My husband found him in his bed two days after the fact.  I'm only telling you this because I know there are people in this world who care for you and vice versa. Please do talk with your doctors and get to the bottom of this before it's too late.  We are all here for you! Trouble-making newbies and all!  Here's a hug!!  S. Colette Wise  From: theresagottlieb@...Date: Thu, 24 Feb 2011 13:05:47 -0600 Subject: Re: [ ] ny and Marie - check in time  Holy crap ny....  When are you going back to New Jersey?  Is that set up yet?  Really thinking you need some different doctors and quickly....   I would call your psych immediately and tell him you are having thoughts of suicide..  he needs to fix that..  that's from the medications or lack there of...  there is a chemical imbalance somewhere that they need to fix post haste...   I wish you weren't so far away... What can I do to help dude..  just name it...  Hugs,Teri On Thu, Feb 24, 2011 at 12:42 PM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote:  Hi, I am sorry I have been so quit lately, have not been sleeping and been very depressed. actually been awake for about 2 days, got some sleep but not much. The pysc dude took me off trazodone, and lexapro and put me on Bupropion but when this made me very paranoid he took me off this until I stopped feeling like this, but I am worse, I am on no antis now, I feel suicidal. I am told you can't go to the hospital and get a shot and not wake up. On top of all this I have been having more medical issues stomach, bladder, teeth are rotten away, and now super high glucose which may be diabetes. this never is never going to end Love you guys, ny Hugs♥ ny On Wednesday, February 23, 2011 at 4:32 PM, Christ wrote:  Hi and Marie  I need to know that you both are ok. Could you both just say hi soon? Please?  We all love you bunches, and are blasting you with everything good.  love don in ks --  Teri Gottlieb MOVE ON. It's just a chapter in the past, but don't close the book. Just turn the page. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 28, 2011 Report Share Posted February 28, 2011 nyEvery one of us has gone through problems that seemed insurmountable. I know that I've certainly had my share in this last 1-1/2 yrs never mind the rest of my life. However, just since tx, I took to staying in bed when I was depressed. You would not have heard me say that I was depressed; but, that's what it was.Even now, I get so tired of being strong that I take a total day off every now and then. I stay in bed and my dog loves it. Even the cat will eventually come up because he hasn't seen us yet.So, please, talk about your problems and don't keep it all in. Feel some really good anger at how you have been treated - then, you'll know that you've got other feelings. You know that anyone of us is here for you!! Don't forget, we all feel for you and what you've had to go through.Luv Gloria Hi Gloria,thanks so much!I wish I could say I felt better, but I don't.I know this is true, but friends & family, and this is not my first time thinking this way, in 2000 I thought that I was going to commit suicide, I called the crisis hotline, but they called the police on me. Why would anybody call that hotline if they just plan to arrest you! Hugs♥ ny On Thursday, February 24, 2011 at 8:44 PM, Gloria wrote: ny and ColetteMy husband used to say "suicide is a long time answer, for a short term problem". It just leaves a whole bunch of friends and loved ones, scratching thier heads and feeling horribly guilty. ny, I'm just a newbie who's already in trouble but I gotta stick my neck out on this one. My brother committed suicide in '97. He was my best friend in this world. Not a day went by that we didn't talk on the phone, have lunch or just hang out with family. I knew he was having suicidal thoughts. He was an alcoholic, very depressed, paranoid, (not necessarily in that order) and wife and kids left him for their own safety. I made more than one trip after a phone call in the middle of the night to find him passed out with a pistol in his hand. I finally had him involuntarily committed in '95 but apparently they didn't get to the root of his issues. Christmas '96 proved to be too much for him. This time he accomplished his mission. My husband found him in his bed two days after the fact. I'm only telling you this because I know there are people in this world who care for you and vice versa. Please do talk with your doctors and get to the bottom of this before it's too late. We are all here for you! Trouble-making newbies and all! Here's a hug!! S. Colette Wise From: theresagottlieb@...Date: Thu, 24 Feb 2011 13:05:47 -0600Subject: Re: [ ] ny and Marie - check in time Holy crap ny.... When are you going back to New Jersey? Is that set up yet? Really thinking you need some different doctors and quickly.... I would call your psych immediately and tell him you are having thoughts of suicide.. he needs to fix that.. that's from the medications or lack there of... there is a chemical imbalance somewhere that they need to fix post haste... I wish you weren't so far away... What can I do to help dude.. just name it... Hugs,Teri On Thu, Feb 24, 2011 at 12:42 PM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote: Hi, I am sorry I have been so quit lately, have not been sleeping and been very depressed. actually been awake for about 2 days, got some sleep but not much. The pysc dude took me off trazodone, and lexapro and put me on Bupropion but when this made me very paranoid he took me off this until I stopped feeling like this, but I am worse, I am on no antis now, I feel suicidal. I am told you can't go to the hospital and get a shot and not wake up. On top of all this I have been having more medical issues stomach, bladder, teeth are rotten away, and now super high glucose which may be diabetes. this never is never going to end Love you guys, ny Hugs♥ ny On Wednesday, February 23, 2011 at 4:32 PM, Christ wrote: Hi and Marie I need to know that you both are ok. Could you both just say hi soon? Please? We all love you bunches, and are blasting you with everything good. love don in ks Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 1, 2011 Report Share Posted March 1, 2011 nyI know that it's none of my business; but, why will you not be going to where your Dad is. You certainly would be able to get a whole lot better Drs. checking into your health.Gloria Hi Gloria,thanks!I know many people have gone through things like this were they feel trapped.yes I think that it is a good idea to talk about problems and not keep in.I know everybody is here for me, and I really appreciate it very much.I have been keeping to myself, and just shutting everything out.had to send Dad a message telling him that I will not e going back there, it will turn out to be too much too handle.thanks so much Hugs♥ ny On Sunday, February 27, 2011 at 7:43 PM, Gloria wrote: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 2, 2011 Report Share Posted March 2, 2011 Hi Gloria,Control is why, he wants to control me, and when I don't listen there is hell to pay. I already found this out the other day.I agree the doctors would be better, but I really don't want to to back to New Jersey.I am thinking about going back to California, I hear there are good doctors there.thanks Hugs♥ ny On Monday, February 28, 2011 at 5:26 PM, Gloria wrote: nyI know that it's none of my business; but, why will you not be going to where your Dad is. You certainly would be able to get a whole lot better Drs. checking into your health.Gloria Hi Gloria,thanks!I know many people have gone through things like this were they feel trapped.yes I think that it is a good idea to talk about problems and not keep in.I know everybody is here for me, and I really appreciate it very much.I have been keeping to myself, and just shutting everything out.had to send Dad a message telling him that I will not e going back there, it will turn out to be too much too handle.thanks so much Hugs♥ ny On Sunday, February 27, 2011 at 7:43 PM, Gloria wrote: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 2, 2011 Report Share Posted March 2, 2011 ny,  Just get off that stupid island.  I understand the control thing and I can definitely understand you not wanting to go back to that.  Do you have friends and/or family in Cali?  I want to move back there so bad I can taste it.  I want to head right to Laguna Beach again.  I just have to win the damn lottery first. Hugs,TeriOn Wed, Mar 2, 2011 at 12:17 AM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote:  Hi Gloria,Control is why, he wants to control me, and when I don't listen there is hell to pay. I already found this out the other day.I agree the doctors would be better, but I really don't want to to back to New Jersey. I am thinking about going back to California, I hear there are good doctors there.thanks Hugs♥ ny On Monday, February 28, 2011 at 5:26 PM, Gloria wrote:  nyI know that it's none of my business; but, why will you not be going to where your Dad is. You certainly would be able to get a whole lot better Drs. checking into your health. Gloria  Hi Gloria, thanks!I know many people have gone through things like this were they feel trapped. yes I think that it is a good idea to talk about problems and not keep in.I know everybody is here for me, and I really appreciate it very much. I have been keeping to myself, and just shutting everything out. had to send Dad a message telling him that I will not e going back there, it will turn out to be too much too handle.thanks so much Hugs♥ ny On Sunday, February 27, 2011 at 7:43 PM, Gloria wrote:  --  Teri Gottlieb MOVE ON. It's just a chapter in the past, but don't close the book. Just turn the page. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 5, 2011 Report Share Posted March 5, 2011 thanks Teri,Yeah I have friends in San Diego, I liked it there.ny Hugs♥ ny On Tuesday, March 1, 2011 at 8:25 PM, Theresa Gottlieb wrote: ny, Just get off that stupid island. I understand the control thing and I can definitely understand you not wanting to go back to that. Do you have friends and/or family in Cali? I want to move back there so bad I can taste it. I want to head right to Laguna Beach again. I just have to win the damn lottery first. Hugs,TeriOn Wed, Mar 2, 2011 at 12:17 AM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote: Hi Gloria,Control is why, he wants to control me, and when I don't listen there is hell to pay. I already found this out the other day.I agree the doctors would be better, but I really don't want to to back to New Jersey. I am thinking about going back to California, I hear there are good doctors there.thanks Hugs♥ ny On Monday, February 28, 2011 at 5:26 PM, Gloria wrote: nyI know that it's none of my business; but, why will you not be going to where your Dad is. You certainly would be able to get a whole lot better Drs. checking into your health. Gloria Hi Gloria, thanks!I know many people have gone through things like this were they feel trapped. yes I think that it is a good idea to talk about problems and not keep in.I know everybody is here for me, and I really appreciate it very much. I have been keeping to myself, and just shutting everything out. had to send Dad a message telling him that I will not e going back there, it will turn out to be too much too handle.thanks so much Hugs♥ ny On Sunday, February 27, 2011 at 7:43 PM, Gloria wrote: -- Teri Gottlieb MOVE ON. It's just a chapter in the past, but don't close the book. Just turn the page. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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