Guest guest Posted January 26, 2011 Report Share Posted January 26, 2011 TrudyAs I just was saying to SuziQ, I'm not always calm or very accepting. Sometimes lately, I rage at the ceiling in my truck because my husband left such a huge mess for me to clean up. But then, that's nothing new for him anyway. Then there are the times that I just climb into bed and turn the world off for a long stretch.So, don't be putting me up on no pedestal for sure. I think that so much has happened in this last year, that I might be beginning to get somewhat none caring! Also, I think I was telling Teri in a recent private post; but, the people that are around me face-to-face here are getting really fed up listening to the next problem in my life. So, I find that I'm really enjoying being all alone out here before dinner time.Gloria LOL... What? Shoot your mouth off? I never!..Quess I will try this.I would like very much to achieve your level of calm and acceptance. Take care; always with Ya....http://facebook.com/people/andTrudy-Kinsey/1340460877 " "A well- behaved woman never made history"...Mae Westhttp://oktravels.wordpress.com http://allrecipes.com/cook/TrudyK/profile.aspx On Jan 25, 2011, at 1:58 AM, Gloria <gadamscan@...> wrote: TrudyThank you for your very kind words. I found out last Friday that the reason I have been called for the 2nd CT Scan, is because I was supposed to get this certain blood test. So, I was there today. That should now speed things along a little.I just try not to think about it now. With the horrible news about my baby brother, I don't want anyone in my family suddenly remembering about my next CT Scan. Plus, my son wants to come with me on my next trip and I'm going to let him.Now, stress!! That is certainly not an easy thing to conquer and especially when we are not feeling well. The biggest thing of it is - why do we worry about tomorrow, it's not here yet!! Then dwelling on our past is useless too, because we can't change it. So, the only day that is important is today. Or, if you have one leg in yesterday and the other in tomorrow what are you doing to the today??Something else about stress, is to learn how to meditate!! Long before any of this HepC came into my life, I was ADHD lots of times. I get spinning so fast that I even irritated myself. But, I learned this little meditation. Don't be driving while you are learning. Lie on your bed and take several deep deep breaths and let them out slowly. Then, picture a healing light descending on you. Mine happens to be blue for some reason. Starting with your head, slowly down see that light descending, then to the eyes (let them relax) then down to your chin. As it is coming down don't forget your mouth. A lot of folks will be very surprised how locked up their mouth can be, when in stress. It's enough to give a person a headache. Anyway, you continue to see the light and free up all the parts of the body that are reacting to the stress. Finally, be aware when it leaves your body through your toes. When I'm driving now and know that I'm getting uptight about so much to do, I can actually do that little exercise for a couple of seconds really and force myself to relax. However, the time that I probably need it most is just before I shoot my mouth off and of course, it never enters my head and off I go.Gloria When do you go to Drs again ? Wanted you to know that you are always on my mind. You may be alone physically , but not in spirit. You can't get rid of us that easy. Teach me how to " de-stress ". I've always been a worry wart; this stuttering isn't gonna quit till I learn how to not worry...ummm, seeing four specialist in Feb and March, now how was I gonna de-stress? http://facebook.com/people/andTrudy-Kinsey/1340460877 " "A well- behaved woman never made history"...Mae West http://oktravels.wordpress.com http://allrecipes.com/cook/TrudyK/profile.aspx Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 8, 2011 Report Share Posted February 8, 2011 VeraYup, my husband passed away on Christmas Eve; but, I chose not to go to the service because of controversyHowever, it was such an intensely warm feeling, that sooo many people came!! Now we know that we have to give his girls all the support possible until they get a long stronger.Gloriasounds like u took a trip down memory lane! and sounds like ur brother was very loved by many! My condolences to you n yours! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 8, 2011 Report Share Posted February 8, 2011 You should see the way he keeps the trailer house right now. makes me sick. Yep he wanted a housekeeper from the beginiing that was before he wanted me to work and paid for higher learning so I could make more so I could work way more hours. He pisses me off. He justifys it with he works on the misslebase. I work get to bed work get to bed then on days off get up pack clean cook all his weeks meals now. He refuses to cook anything. His family is strange. His step mom she never learned to cook ever and doesn't want to. Someone always has to go out to eat with her or take her food or she don't eat. She is anerexic skinny. She works on her tredmill sometimes a whole day at a time almost daily. She don't know how to stop. She cleans house every day with no one else there. She has a huge house. She is a millionaire thanks to Ricks dad. Kids got zeltch. The boys are still going over there helping her. Anyway I get what you are saying. I have gone off on him about it a bunch of times. I will be dog tired and he will ask for something. I will have given him his meal in the living room. I take mine into the bedroom so I can get on the computer and he will call from there is there any dessert. I will say Ice cream. For crist sake he can't get it. I told him he will be getting it hisself during tx or going without. I am not cleaning or serving him meals during tx. I am not doing any more than I feel like on tx. That is it. I told him with him selling our cars. He is talking about us having just one car. That would mean I have to drive him to town and drop him off on the times I have appts. I hope I feel good enough for it. Other wise I will be 30 miles from anywhere. We are downsizing. Told him two cars will have to be available. We can sell the more expensive ones. They are already paid for. But we can get junkers as he says. I hope they run. I hope they are dependable. I don't want to go in to get checked and be coming home sick and the car break down while he is at work. We are getting rid of the cell phones so won't have emergency phone. May have to buy a trac pay as you go phone for emergencies. Who would I call. He won't have a phone. lol. Shit. Ain't love fun. From: Gloria <gadamscan@...>Subject: Re: [ ] Gloria/Teri I must be feeling better. Date: Saturday, January 29, 2011, 8:22 PM CinderRight off the start, I'd be up in your hubby's face - how dare he suggest it's woman's work in this day and age. Take a look at just what you wrote yourself! He works 8 hours while you work 13 - 15?? Hello!! Then he wants you to come home and keep a pretty little house?? I told my husband really early in the relationship,that if he was looking for the happy little homemaker, I'm not it and he'd better keep looking. Honestly, I don't think there is anything wrong with defining your relationship preferences and see the truth. If say the man does picture himself with the type of woman who enjoys that, then fill your boots. What's really bad, is being together for years and suddenly he wants to change you (happened in mine). Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 10, 2011 Report Share Posted February 10, 2011 Hi Gloria, Thanks I appreciate that. This is how the doctor said it...'s results are grade 1 (lowest inflammation score) and stage 1 (lowest scarring/fibrosis score). This means she's has very little progression of her liver disease over the past 19 years! So this news is such a relief, now I can finish tx and not be so worried about her. I could complain everyday about the itching, aches, chills, nausea, fatigue, hair loss, etc. I just figure it takes up too much of my energy thinking about it. I just get through day by day. I have never hated winter more than I have this year, it has been so hard on me while doing tx. I watch 6 kids under the age of 5 everyday and I am lucky that if I am not feeling well, I tend to them, get them busy doing something then I will lay on the couch and rest as much as I need. My house is suffering, but that is all. LOL I keep it straight, but good lord does it need a good spring cleaning!! Hugs, Cheryl Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 18, 2011 Report Share Posted February 18, 2011 I think we need to have another corn dog party. From: Gloria <gadamscan@...>Subject: [ ] New Topic"Hep C Web Warriors" < >Date: Thursday, February 17, 2011, 7:11 PM Hay GangWell, I'm back from my Dr visit and guess what??? It looks like I'm going to live after all!! LOLThe CT Scan showed that the little spot on the liver has not grown or done anything, so it's likely not cancer.This being sick for the last 10 days is really the shits; but, Dr. couldn't even hear it in my lungs now, because it's just about gone. I hate taking antibiotics anyway and she knows that.So, now it's just that I have to get my energy back because the list of things to do is growing by the hour.Gloria Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 18, 2011 Report Share Posted February 18, 2011 Count me in.From: Beth Frey <bethfrey42301@...>Sent: Thursday, February 17, 2011 7:12 PM Subject: Re: [ ] Gloria I think we need to have another corn dog party.From: Gloria <gadamscan@...>Subject: [ ] New Topic"Hep C Web Warriors" < >Date: Thursday, February 17, 2011, 7:11 PM Hay GangWell, I'm back from my Dr visit and guess what??? It looks like I'm going to live after all!! LOLThe CT Scan showed that the little spot on the liver has not grown or done anything, so it's likely not cancer.This being sick for the last 10 days is really the shits; but, Dr. couldn't even hear it in my lungs now, because it's just about gone. I hate taking antibiotics anyway and she knows that.So, now it's just that I have to get my energy back because the list of things to do is growing by the hour.Gloria[The entire original message is not included] Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 18, 2011 Report Share Posted February 18, 2011 Yea!! So very awesome! I've been checking my email constantly wanting to hear from you. So glad all is well. Now just get over that nasty cold you have. PS. Here it was 80 degrees today. Having an early spring. Course Mother Nature will probably surprise us with something cold for a day or two. Hard to believe that one week ago we had temps of -27 degrees. Crazy! " A well-behaved woman never made history " Mae West http://facebook.com/people/andTrudy-Kinsey/1340460877 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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