Re: ny -ALL

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Hi,yes nobody believes me that U have the pains that i do, they think it is in my head. I think all these doctors are morons! They only goal is to get my off ALL drugs, but no other plan, and the liver center is using this to blame this on something else besides the treatment/trial.I am so angry about everything, as they will not look into the cause, and now I am told I have to stop all meds, and doing so as made me suicidal :(I will go downtown to see if I can find some pot.Hugs,nyOn Jan 27, 2011, at 6:57 AM, vew459 wrote:

OMG, when tx failed for me, I was taken off all meds at once put in a mental hospitol for monitering, it took a kind hearted atty to get me out. The mental health hosp had no idea that I was going thru tx for hepC, and thought I was a danger to myself b/c my weight had dropped to dangerous levels, I was covered in bruises b/c I was severly anemic, n tx made me go blind, they did not believe me thought I was faking it?. I was at the point they were gonna feed me intravansouly. I force fed myself with the coaxing of other patients. My fault, back then I did not even research tx, I jumped into tx like do or die.I was also in a place I was not getting the care I needed to make it thru tx. I was living in fear the whole time. I pray that all your medical issues are met, that your meds are re-evaluated & administerd so you can get thru this. I made it, it was tough, but here I still stand today,6 yrs later! God willing. PS: I have gained my weight back (n than some)(my sight did re-turn before leaving the hosp.)

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You need to get out of that stupid asinine state you live in and get some good medical treatment...  post haste!  That liver center has been bad news from the word " go " .  If you have meds left, just ration them out so you're not running out of everything at once..  maybe they can last long enough to get you home and to a real doctor.

Hang in there buddy...  God this sucks.Hugs,TeriOn Sat, Jan 29, 2011 at 10:03 PM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote:

 

Hi,yes nobody believes me that U have the pains that i do, they think it is in my head. I think all these doctors are morons! They only goal is to get my off ALL drugs, but no other plan, and the liver center is using this to blame this on something else besides the treatment/trial.

I am so angry about everything, as they will not look into the cause, and now I am told I have to stop all meds, and doing so as made me suicidal

I will go downtown to see if I can find some pot.

Hugs,nyOn Jan 27, 2011, at 6:57 AM, vew459 wrote:

 

OMG, when tx failed for me, I was taken off all meds at once put in a mental hospitol for monitering, it took a kind hearted atty to get me out. The mental health hosp had no idea that I was going thru tx for hepC, and thought I was a danger to myself b/c my weight had dropped to dangerous levels, I was covered in bruises b/c I was severly anemic, n tx made me go blind, they did not believe me thought I was faking it?. I was at the point they were gonna feed me intravansouly. I force fed myself with the coaxing of other patients. My fault, back then I did not even research tx, I jumped into tx like do or die.I was also in a place I was not getting the care I needed to make it thru tx. I was living in fear the whole time. I pray that all your medical issues are met, that your meds are re-evaluated & administerd so you can get thru this. I made it, it was tough, but here I still stand today,6 yrs later! God willing. PS: I have gained my weight back (n than some)(my sight did re-turn before leaving the hosp.)

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I agree! I just send that pain management a very nasty e-mail, with lots of cursing. I want to ill all these doctors, I feel I would justified too! I have a ton of pills left, when I get home I think that I need to start taking them again.nyOn Jan 29, 2011, at 6:12 PM, Theresa Gottlieb wrote:

You need to get out of that stupid asinine state you live in and get some good medical treatment... post haste! That liver center has been bad news from the word "go". If you have meds left, just ration them out so you're not running out of everything at once.. maybe they can last long enough to get you home and to a real doctor.

Hang in there buddy... God this sucks.Hugs,TeriOn Sat, Jan 29, 2011 at 10:03 PM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote:

Hi,yes nobody believes me that U have the pains that i do, they think it is in my head. I think all these doctors are morons! They only goal is to get my off ALL drugs, but no other plan, and the liver center is using this to blame this on something else besides the treatment/trial.I am so angry about everything, as they will not look into the cause, and now I am told I have to stop all meds, and doing so as made me suicidal :(I will go downtown to see if I can find some pot.

Hugs,nyOn Jan 27, 2011, at 6:57 AM, vew459 wrote:

OMG, when tx failed for me, I was taken off all meds at once put in a mental hospitol for monitering, it took a kind hearted atty to get me out. The mental health hosp had no idea that I was going thru tx for hepC, and thought I was a danger to myself b/c my weight had dropped to dangerous levels, I was covered in bruises b/c I was severly anemic, n tx made me go blind, they did not believe me thought I was faking it?. I was at the point they were gonna feed me intravansouly. I force fed myself with the coaxing of other patients. My fault, back then I did not even research tx, I jumped into tx like do or die.I was also in a place I was not getting the care I needed to make it thru tx. I was living in fear the whole time. I pray that all your medical issues are met, that your meds are re-evaluated & administerd so you can get thru this. I made it, it was tough, but here I still stand today,6 yrs later! God willing. PS: I have gained my weight back (n than some)(my sight did re-turn before leaving the hosp.)

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So they told you to stop taking what you had and you did.. and you're in pain.. and you have pills left?  TAKE THE GOD DAMNED PAIN PILLS BUT ONLY TAKE ONE!  Don't make  yourself crazy and you have to limit the amount you take because you have to make what you have left last until you can find a doctor that is worth his weight in salt!

On Sat, Jan 29, 2011 at 10:20 PM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote:

 

I agree! I just send that pain management a very nasty e-mail, with lots of cursing. I want to ill all these doctors, I feel I would justified too! I have a ton of pills left, when I get home I think that I need to start taking them again.

nyOn Jan 29, 2011, at 6:12 PM, Theresa Gottlieb wrote:

 

You need to get out of that stupid asinine state you live in and get some good medical treatment...  post haste!  That liver center has been bad news from the word " go " .  If you have meds left, just ration them out so you're not running out of everything at once..  maybe they can last long enough to get you home and to a real doctor.

Hang in there buddy...  God this sucks.Hugs,TeriOn Sat, Jan 29, 2011 at 10:03 PM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote:

 

Hi,yes nobody believes me that U have the pains that i do, they think it is in my head. I think all these doctors are morons! They only goal is to get my off ALL drugs, but no other plan, and the liver center is using this to blame this on something else besides the treatment/trial.

I am so angry about everything, as they will not look into the cause, and now I am told I have to stop all meds, and doing so as made me suicidal

I will go downtown to see if I can find some pot.

Hugs,nyOn Jan 27, 2011, at 6:57 AM, vew459 wrote:

 

OMG, when tx failed for me, I was taken off all meds at once put in a mental hospitol for monitering, it took a kind hearted atty to get me out. The mental health hosp had no idea that I was going thru tx for hepC, and thought I was a danger to myself b/c my weight had dropped to dangerous levels, I was covered in bruises b/c I was severly anemic, n tx made me go blind, they did not believe me thought I was faking it?. I was at the point they were gonna feed me intravansouly. I force fed myself with the coaxing of other patients. My fault, back then I did not even research tx, I jumped into tx like do or die.I was also in a place I was not getting the care I needed to make it thru tx. I was living in fear the whole time. I pray that all your medical issues are met, that your meds are re-evaluated & administerd so you can get thru this. I made it, it was tough, but here I still stand today,6 yrs later! God willing. PS: I have gained my weight back (n than some)(my sight did re-turn before leaving the hosp.)

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I will do this tonight!! Otherwise I will end up in the physc ward :(thanks so much,hugs,johnnyOn Jan 29, 2011, at 6:37 PM, Theresa Gottlieb wrote:

So they told you to stop taking what you had and you did.. and you're in pain.. and you have pills left? TAKE THE GOD DAMNED PAIN PILLS BUT ONLY TAKE ONE! Don't make yourself crazy and you have to limit the amount you take because you have to make what you have left last until you can find a doctor that is worth his weight in salt!

On Sat, Jan 29, 2011 at 10:20 PM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote:

I agree! I just send that pain management a very nasty e-mail, with lots of cursing. I want to ill all these doctors, I feel I would justified too! I have a ton of pills left, when I get home I think that I need to start taking them again.

nyOn Jan 29, 2011, at 6:12 PM, Theresa Gottlieb wrote:

You need to get out of that stupid asinine state you live in and get some good medical treatment... post haste! That liver center has been bad news from the word "go". If you have meds left, just ration them out so you're not running out of everything at once.. maybe they can last long enough to get you home and to a real doctor.

Hang in there buddy... God this sucks.Hugs,TeriOn Sat, Jan 29, 2011 at 10:03 PM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote:

Hi,yes nobody believes me that U have the pains that i do, they think it is in my head. I think all these doctors are morons! They only goal is to get my off ALL drugs, but no other plan, and the liver center is using this to blame this on something else besides the treatment/trial.I am so angry about everything, as they will not look into the cause, and now I am told I have to stop all meds, and doing so as made me suicidal :(I will go downtown to see if I can find some pot.

Hugs,nyOn Jan 27, 2011, at 6:57 AM, vew459 wrote:

OMG, when tx failed for me, I was taken off all meds at once put in a mental hospitol for monitering, it took a kind hearted atty to get me out. The mental health hosp had no idea that I was going thru tx for hepC, and thought I was a danger to myself b/c my weight had dropped to dangerous levels, I was covered in bruises b/c I was severly anemic, n tx made me go blind, they did not believe me thought I was faking it?. I was at the point they were gonna feed me intravansouly. I force fed myself with the coaxing of other patients. My fault, back then I did not even research tx, I jumped into tx like do or die.I was also in a place I was not getting the care I needed to make it thru tx. I was living in fear the whole time. I pray that all your medical issues are met, that your meds are re-evaluated & administerd so you can get thru this. I made it, it was tough, but here I still stand today,6 yrs later! God willing. PS: I have gained my weight back (n than some)(my sight did re-turn before leaving the hosp.)