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I am okay, I went to physc docs today he put me back on Lexopro and gave me something for my paranoid feelings. He thinks in the long run I put take celxapro. I will be on pysc meds most likely forever he says.I will talk to the therapist tomorrow.still not sleeping, hope this improves the physc doc stays he did not want to make too many changes at once, but will put be back on trazodone next week I think.it is raining here, very scary.

Hugs♥

ny

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nyI'm really glad about this news!! To cut anyone off, cold turkey, is criminal. Especially while the issues still have not been resolved. I was told over 10 yrs ago, when I needed a little calming pill, that I would likely be on them for at least a year. Three months and I had built them up in my system and then weaned off. Sadly, that was before learning about my Hep C.Why is it scary because it's raining??Gloria

I am okay, I went to physc docs today he put me back on Lexopro and gave me something for my paranoid feelings. He thinks in the long run I put take celxapro. I will be on pysc meds most likely forever he says.I will talk to the therapist tomorrow.still not sleeping, hope this improves the physc doc stays he did not want to make too many changes at once, but will put be back on trazodone next week I think.it is raining here, very scary.

Hugs♥

ny

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Hi Teri,yes on Wednesday the physc dude put be back on lexapro and something for my paranoid thoughts(I forget the name) Yes it is pouring today too, so scary!they are on Kona, that is such a beautiful place`-`thanks so much, still hanging in`-`

Hugs♥

ny

On Friday, March 4, 2011 at 6:40 AM, Theresa Gottlieb wrote:

ny,SO glad to hear that your Psych doc is fixing things...Sometimes they have to take you off everything and start again. It's a pain in the butt, however, when there are too many drugs in the mix they can react off each other.

Raining huh? My kid is out there. He's been in Kona on Hawaii for over a week now. Class trip with the college... 600 bucks took care of his plane fare, his lodging and his meals for 2 weeks. They were in Captain Cook for awhile studying the reefs and they've been in volcano's the past several days. This week they are staying on some Military Base out there.. last week they were in some hotel in Captain Cook. He's sunburn big time! That kid has never been so close to the Equator before!

Hang in there ny... the meds will start working pretty quickly.Hugs,TeriOn Fri, Mar 4, 2011 at 7:56 AM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote:

I am okay, I went to physc docs today he put me back on Lexopro and gave me something for my paranoid feelings. He thinks in the long run I put take celxapro. I will be on pysc meds most likely forever he says.

I will talk to the therapist tomorrow.still not sleeping, hope this improves the physc doc stays he did not want to make too many changes at once, but will put be back on trazodone next week I think.

it is raining here, very scary.

Hugs♥

ny

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Teri Gottlieb

MOVE ON. It's just a chapter in the past, but don't close the book. Just turn the page.

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Hi Beth,thanks so much!I am glad they but me back o the pysc meds this is the 2nd time they take me off, and each time I fell like, well you know. I was told I will most likely me on some form of them forever, but I guess that is okay.

Hugs♥

ny

On Friday, March 4, 2011 at 7:59 AM, Beth Frey wrote:

I am glad you are seeing someone and taking something to help. I know you have been through alot, but hang on it will get better. BethFrom: Barrett <barrjohnm@...>Subject: [ ] from ny Date: Friday, March 4, 2011, 8:56 AM

I am okay, I went to physc docs today he put me back on Lexopro and gave me something for my paranoid feelings. He thinks in the long run I put take celxapro. I will be on pysc meds most likely forever he says.

I will talk to the therapist tomorrow.

still not sleeping, hope this improves the physc doc stays he did not want to make too many changes at once, but will put be back on trazodone next week I think.

it is raining here, very scary.

Hugs♥

ny

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Hi Gloria,thank you so much!Yes I agree, It turned out they put me back on the same ones, but added one for paranoid thoughts.The rain, especially the heavy rain has always scared me! I used to hide whenever it rained as a kid. you are not scared of the rain?

Hugs♥

ny

On Friday, March 4, 2011 at 5:32 PM, Gloria wrote:

nyI'm really glad about this news!! To cut anyone off, cold turkey, is criminal. Especially while the issues still have not been resolved. I was told over 10 yrs ago, when I needed a little calming pill, that I would likely be on them for at least a year. Three months and I had built them up in my system and then weaned off. Sadly, that was before learning about my Hep C.Why is it scary because it's raining??Gloria

I am okay, I went to physc docs today he put me back on Lexopro and gave me something for my paranoid feelings. He thinks in the long run I put take celxapro. I will be on pysc meds most likely forever he says.I will talk to the therapist tomorrow.still not sleeping, hope this improves the physc doc stays he did not want to make too many changes at once, but will put be back on trazodone next week I think.it is raining here, very scary.

Hugs♥

ny

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ny,I am not a fan of storms myself.  I used to be a lot worse than I am about them but it's still pretty bad.  It's a really long story on why... one day I'll tell the world. 

Hugs,TeriOn Sat, Mar 5, 2011 at 7:16 AM, Barrett <barrjohnm@...> wrote:

 

Hi Gloria,thank you so much!Yes I agree, It turned out they put me back on the same ones, but added one for paranoid thoughts.The rain, especially the heavy rain has always scared me! I used to hide whenever it rained as a kid. you are not scared of the rain?

Hugs♥

ny

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wow, i must be abnormal cause i love a good storm. my old house had a huge front porch and i would sit there through the thunder and lightnening just loving it all. my grandmother, mother and aunt use to hide in closed and under beds.

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ny,

I am not a fan of storms myself. I used to be a lot worse than I am about them but it's still pretty bad. It's a really long story on why... one day I'll tell the world.

Hugs,Teri

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I am better than I used to be...  much better.  I have been known to sit in the garage with the door up during summer storms lately..  but that's just changed since I met the hubs.  I think it has to do with feeling " safe " .  As a kid I can remember my parents arguing when I was in bed one night... I was young.  My mom told my dad an outright lie and I knew she was lying cause I had been with her earlier that day.  Dad called her out on the lie and she said " If I'm lying may God strike my daughter dead. "  Oops!  It was storming out that night and just after she said that there was this LOUD crack of lightening.  I screamed bloody murder and went under the bed.  Dad came running and I was crying.  I kept telling him " She's lying and now I'm gonna die! "  From then on, anytime there was a storm in the night, before the storm woke me up my dad was sitting on my bed waiting for me to wake up scared.  I made the mistake of telling my now ex-husband this story.. way back before he was my ex.  When the marriage got bad and it would storm at night, he'd wake me up and say " Wake up bitch, it's storming out...  now you're gonna die! "  Kinda stuck with me for a very very long time.  As I said, it's not as bad as it was but I'm still uncomfortable during a storm.

Hugs,TeriNot many people know that story folks......On Sat, Mar 5, 2011 at 2:43 PM, <dmgarr@...> wrote:

 

wow, i must be abnormal cause i love a good storm. my old house had a huge front porch and i would sit there through the thunder and lightnening just loving it all. my grandmother, mother and aunt use to hide in closed and under beds.

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ny,

I am not a fan of storms myself.  I used to be a lot worse than I am about them but it's still pretty bad.  It's a really long story on why... one day I'll tell the world. 

Hugs,Teri

--  

Teri Gottlieb

MOVE ON.  It's just a chapter in the past, but don't close the book.  Just turn the page.

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Oh nyThat is a very interesting fear!! I'd better not be afraid of the rain. LOL Neither should Debbie or Steve for sure. We all live on the west coat of the continent. Our winters, as a rule, are just rain, rain and more rain. I feel that we are blessed where I live; because, yup it rains; but, it will be snowing up at the mountain, where they ski and whatever else for winter sports.With all the rain, ny - if someone around me complains, there is two things I will say. Either - so, why do you think that we have such big trees or hey, at least you are not shovelling it. LOLGloria

Hi Gloria,thank you so much!Yes I agree, It turned out they put me back on the same ones, but added one for paranoid thoughts.The rain, especially the heavy rain has always scared me! I used to hide whenever it rained as a kid. you are not scared of the rain?

Hugs♥

ny

On Friday, March 4, 2011 at 5:32 PM, Gloria wrote:

nyI'm really glad about this news!! To cut anyone off, cold turkey, is criminal. Especially while the issues still have not been resolved. I was told over 10 yrs ago, when I needed a little calming pill, that I would likely be on them for at least a year. Three months and I had built them up in my system and then weaned off. Sadly, that was before learning about my Hep C.Why is it scary because it's raining??Gloria

I am okay, I went to physc docs today he put me back on Lexopro and gave me something for my paranoid feelings. He thinks in the long run I put take celxapro. I will be on pysc meds most likely forever he says.I will talk to the therapist tomorrow.still not sleeping, hope this improves the physc doc stays he did not want to make too many changes at once, but will put be back on trazodone next week I think.it is raining here, very scary.

Hugs♥

ny

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That whole story is very sad!! First of all, why do parents (yup I'm guilty) have loud arguments and expect the kids to sleep through it??Then, a husband, any husband, that gets his jollies by using your extremely private fears against you!! Been there and got the T-Shirt.Gloria

I am better than I used to be... much better. I have been known to sit in the garage with the door up during summer storms lately.. but that's just changed since I met the hubs. I think it has to do with feeling "safe". As a kid I can remember my parents arguing when I was in bed one night... I was young. My mom told my dad an outright lie and I knew she was lying cause I had been with her earlier that day. Dad called her out on the lie and she said "If I'm lying may God strike my daughter dead." Oops! It was storming out that night and just after she said that there was this LOUD crack of lightening. I screamed bloody murder and went under the bed. Dad came running and I was crying. I kept telling him "She's lying and now I'm gonna die!" From then on, anytime there was a storm in the night, before the storm woke me up my dad was sitting on my bed waiting for me to

wake up scared. I made the mistake of telling my now ex-husband this story.. way back before he was my ex. When the marriage got bad and it would storm at night, he'd wake me up and say "Wake up bitch, it's storming out... now you're gonna die!" Kinda stuck with me for a very very long time. As I said, it's not as bad as it was but I'm still uncomfortable during a storm.

Hugs,TeriNot many people know that story folks......On Sat, Mar 5, 2011 at 2:43 PM, <dmgarr@...> wrote:

wow, i must be abnormal cause i love a good storm. my old house had a huge front porch and i would sit there through the thunder and lightnening just loving it all. my grandmother, mother and aunt use to hide in closed and under beds.

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ny,

I am not a fan of storms myself. I used to be a lot worse than I am about them but it's still pretty bad. It's a really long story on why... one day I'll tell the world.

Hugs,Teri

--

Teri Gottlieb

MOVE ON. It's just a chapter in the past, but don't close the book. Just turn the page.

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Over here, we're shoveling it!  Friggin snowed again today!  Yesterday it was 59 and storming today 29 and snowing WTF?On Sat, Mar 5, 2011 at 9:46 PM, Gloria <gadamscan@...> wrote:

 

Oh nyThat is a very interesting fear!!  I'd better not be afraid of the rain.  LOL  Neither should Debbie or Steve for sure.  We all live on the west coat of the continent.  Our winters, as a rule, are just rain, rain and more rain.  I feel that we are blessed where I live; because, yup it rains; but, it will be snowing up at the mountain, where they ski and whatever else for winter sports.

With all the rain, ny - if someone around me complains, there is two things I will say.  Either - so, why do you think that we have such big trees  or  hey, at least you are not shovelling it.  LOLGloria

 

Hi Gloria,thank you so much!Yes I agree, It turned out they put me back on the same ones, but added one for paranoid thoughts.The rain, especially the heavy rain has always scared me! I used to hide whenever it rained as a kid. you are not scared of the rain?

Hugs♥

ny

On Friday, March 4, 2011 at 5:32 PM, Gloria wrote:

 

nyI'm really glad about this news!!  To cut anyone off, cold turkey, is criminal.  Especially while the issues still have not been resolved. 

I was told over 10 yrs ago, when I needed a little calming pill, that I would likely be on them for at least a year.  Three months and I had built them up in my system and then weaned off.  Sadly, that was before learning about my Hep C.

Why is it scary because it's raining??Gloria

 

I am okay, I went to physc docs today he put me back on Lexopro and gave me something for my paranoid feelings. He thinks in the long run I put take celxapro. I will be on pysc meds most likely forever he says.

I will talk to the therapist tomorrow.still not sleeping, hope this improves the physc doc stays he did not want to make too many changes at once, but will put be back on trazodone next week I think.

it is raining here, very scary.

Hugs♥

ny

--  

Teri Gottlieb

MOVE ON.  It's just a chapter in the past, but don't close the book.  Just turn the page.

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My mother and my ex husband are of about the same caliber.  My dad however, he was a saint.  On Sat, Mar 5, 2011 at 10:10 PM, Gloria <gadamscan@...> wrote:

 

That whole story is very sad!!  First of all, why do parents (yup I'm guilty) have loud arguments and expect the kids to sleep through it??

Then, a husband, any husband, that gets his jollies by using your extremely private fears against you!!  Been there and got the T-Shirt.Gloria

 

I am better than I used to be...  much better.  I have been known to sit in the garage with the door up during summer storms lately..  but that's just changed since I met the hubs.  I think it has to do with feeling " safe " .  As a kid I can remember my parents arguing when I was in bed one night... I was young.  My mom told my dad an outright lie and I knew she was lying cause I had been with her earlier that day.  Dad called her out on the lie and she said " If I'm lying may God strike my daughter dead. "  Oops!  It was storming out that night and just after she said that there was this LOUD crack of lightening.  I screamed bloody murder and went under the bed.  Dad came running and I was crying.  I kept telling him " She's lying and now I'm gonna die! "  From then on, anytime there was a storm in the night, before the storm woke me up my dad was sitting on my bed waiting for me to

wake up scared.  I made the mistake of telling my now ex-husband this story.. way back before he was my ex.  When the marriage got bad and it would storm at night, he'd wake me up and say " Wake up bitch, it's storming out...  now you're gonna die! "  Kinda stuck with me for a very very long time.  As I said, it's not as bad as it was but I'm still uncomfortable during a storm.

Hugs,TeriNot many people know that story folks......On Sat, Mar 5, 2011 at 2:43 PM, <dmgarr@...> wrote:

 

wow, i must be abnormal cause i love a good storm. my old house had a huge front porch and i would sit there through the thunder and lightnening just loving it all. my grandmother, mother and aunt use to hide in closed and under beds.

Re: [ ] from ny 

ny,

I am not a fan of storms myself.  I used to be a lot worse than I am about them but it's still pretty bad.  It's a really long story on why... one day I'll tell the world. 

Hugs,Teri

--  

Teri Gottlieb

MOVE ON.  It's just a chapter in the past, but don't close the book.  Just turn the page.

--  

Teri Gottlieb

MOVE ON.  It's just a chapter in the past, but don't close the book.  Just turn the page.