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CJ,

I'm so happy for you. I wish I could take back the years I wasted

being sick. I hope that you'll see that you're beautiful just as you

are. Take care.

Lena

--- In , " cjvon666 " <cjvon666@y...>

wrote:

> Thanks Carla, , Patty, Dee, Barb , ,....all of you who

took

> the time to reply to me to give me your experiences.

>

> Yesterday (Monday) I called the surgeon's office manager to

cancel

> and she tried to talk me out of it-she was like " oh, the problems

are

> with silicone ones -not saline " I replied well saline are made

with

> silicone shell. She said Carla Dr.--- has done this for 18 years

we

> HAVE NEVER had any patient come back and complain of anything -it

is

> always other doctors patients that come to us. She asked me to

sleep

> on it and call her today.

>

> I slept on it -I called her today and CANCELED-I just forfeited

300

> dollars. But I do not feel bad at all.

>

> I figure I could always do it later IF I REALLY WANT IT THAT BAD.

> Maybe re-evaluate my breasts after I have kids if I ever have kids.

>

> For now, I really do not want to worry about two big water sacks

in

> my chest causing me problems. SO IF I EVER LOOK AT TV AND FASHION

> MAGAZINES AND SEE THE BUSTY LADIES AND GET JEALOUS OR FEEL

INADEQUATE

> I will remind myself that there is no telling what these ladies

are

> really experiencing regarding the implants or are yet to

experience.

>

> I am going to enjoy my little boobies!! I am actually glad that

they

> are not going to be sliced open!!

>

> Thanks again to all of you-if I had not come across this site I

> probably would have gone through a major surgery just on a whim or

> because I was feeling a bit down on myself or felt

like " rewarding "

> myself.

>

> I wish you all the best with your recoveries and recuperation.

You

> have prevented at least me from getting implanted.

>

> CJ