Lordy, Look Out !

March 1, 2011

Went to GP yesterday. Expained to him my frustration being sent to ALL my Docs

ASAP. But no one says why. He explained that until there is a confirmed dx they

won't. But he did look at my labs just ordered by Nuero. He said what jumped

out at him is my B-12 didn't even register. So back on the weekly injection. He

read the report of the back MRI. Said I have degenerative Sumth' sumth'. But

it's the lower disk in spine are loosing the squishy padding. And (back to

labs; sorry ) Dr said my red blood cells are abnormally large and misshaped. Not

the nice perfect roundness.we dindnt talk about that. I quess I'm scared cause

the Myaloma is a cancer in the bone marrow. Isn't that where RBC's come from?

Oh, ready? Wait ..wait for it...he's weaning me off my " Bitch " pills Ha! Also

called anti-dep! Look Out World! I told him I've been struggling with

frustration,rage & deppession. So much so that with the currant dose ( 75 twice a

day)I have to call Becky

and reload from her Sanity and calmness.

Doc thinks my tremors and jerking may be drug induced. And he looked up Side

Effects and thinks it may be from Elavil

So now no help from my Lttle Pills.

I come home to Butt Head, formerly known as Hubby, who is pissed that I have all

these drs and tests and nobody has Fixed Me yet. He said it's simple...go to bed

on time, get up at daylight. Quit the naps. Stay busy and push each day to do

more. Awww, hears the part that hurts the most...He says the weight I've put on

is what's holding back.

A lot of what he said is true. Just not yet. I nap cause the jerks and big

time tremors get to be too much. And I do know for a fact that they are brought

on by fatigue.

Today I got up a 7 and Im almost done with raking leaves from the 1/4 acre

where we entertain. Wonder what he will eat tonight when I'm all done in? And

did I mention that we are hosting two cookouts & enterainment back-to-back? Sat

, and another bigger on Sun.

Oh Well as Butt Head would say, Im done with tx and cured.

" A well-behaved woman never made history " Mae West

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