Guest guest Posted February 16, 2011 Report Share Posted February 16, 2011 TrudyThank you for your words! You are right - when I hear my own words coming back at me, everything just is!! No rhyme or reason - it just is!Ya and when I think back to what I was doing just a year ago and this time - I was fighting to not worry about the cancer. Well, I'm still here so worrying sure wasn't going to do much good. Then, who could have guessed that the husband would have done what he did?? Nobody that knew him would even think that. However, now he's gone!! Some days I feel so angry at him for leaving me such a mess to clean up as usual and others, it just doesn't seem real.Actually, the surgeon from Vancouver did set the appt up to have the CT Scan locally. When I went in for it, I requested that my GP be given the results. Now I have to go see her tomorrow for prescription renewal and I know she will have the results. She is just down in town about 10 mins away.Hmmm trying to think how I can describe the lay of the land here. It can be described as almost exactly like Washington State where Steve and Debbie are. Even when Steve goes to Alaska, that's just colder!! Where I grew up could have been Washington State, if the border had just gone straight across the island. But, someone away back then, had the forethought not to make it any more difficult. There is one spot on the mainland where, honestly, there is a border crossing and all. Once you go through the crossing, there is no place to go without a boat; but, there is this little junk of land belonging to Washington State. We loved it!!! We could go there and drink on a Sunday!!!Only problem was that, our beer is much stronger than the beer down there and so, in order to get a buzz, we'd mix it with the wine!! Ughhh Today it makes me shudder.GloriaTomorrow Wednesday ?? I will be anxiously awaiting your return home and hearing from you. Gloria, you have had so many trials in your life. Some from rather ill-willed people. Some from within your body. Many a time I have wanted to ask your secret for staying on-course and with a positive outlook. But then I hear this little voice ( you )saying how there's really no choice. You deal with what comes your way; what else could you do? My goodness, you have dealt with so much in less than a year! But thru it all it sounds as if you have remained true to yourself . So tomorrow is just another bump in your life. Remember what you have told so many of us ? Stay strong, stay positive. And know that we are here for you. Don't feel so alone. Do you remember last spring when you had that surgery? Do you remember how much we missed you and the flood of messages to you? So ya gotta hang in here with us cause sometimes we are all we have. Us & your " pups " who I bet really enjoyed your attention the past week. Careful though with the dogs. Seems once they are spoiled they never remember how to be dogs again. LoL Do you have to travel a great distance to see Dr on Wednesday? I get so confused with the lay of the land up there. But I recall the travels you have made in the past and what a pain it can be. So remember we are all waiting to here from when you can answer P.S. The past week staying home was not being " crazy ", it was just a sabbatical to heal your spirit. " A well-behaved woman never made history " Mae West http://facebook.com/people/andTrudy-Kinsey/1340460877 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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