reply to don- it never got sent it went to my drafts. so disregard it today we are back to the same old story.

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Hi Guys,

It's me, Donna, getting ready for shot 17 tomorrow night. Since I got words of wisdom from our friend, don, i started taking a new pill called risperidone. It is only point 5 mils and i split it in half and take half in the am and the other half in the pm. I have been on celexa for a couple years and they lowered the dose on that while i take the new stuff. I will only be on it during tx then they will get me off of it. I don't know what it's is or isn't doing but i am a different person already. I have my mind back and can think without the brain fog. I am much less exhausted and now feel tired instead. Right this second my liver is screaming at me in pain for some reason but other than that i feel like there is a light at the end of this tx and i am beginning to see it. i also am looking forward to it. These are the first positive thoughts I've had in 4 months. None of those kind of thoughts had entered my mind since I started tx. All I would think is "one day at a time" but maybe this little pill is exactly what i needed.

Also, don mentioned i need more water and i know i do but as it is i wet the bed every night and i peed my panties at work today so i am trying to find a better balance. i drink water from the time i get up until i go to bed so i better start measuring it and when i get to the gallon mark stop. lol Not to worry I had spare undies in my desk. (omg i even made a funny) thats also a first in a long time.

So, i wish everyone well in their struggle. We all have our own story and i am happy to report my is getting better everyday.