made it!!

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made it through yesterdays storm, it was a rough one, I had one of those days of

feeling so sick and felt so awful, thank God for answering my prayers and

sending a friend to my rescue. A storm was moving in, the day before was sunny

but windy, I felt well enough to ride my bike to the pier and have coffee with a

friend, went home and cooked up some cornbread and chicken veggie soup for the

week, just a few days prior a storm came through knocking me for a loop (I began

cannabis tx.) I felt so good upon rising at 6 am, i went for the bike ride

feeling like i had been re-born. 2 weeks past my detox from hydromorphone. next

mourning woke up hurting took my mourning dose of eatable.A friend called to

verify my staus, how ya feeling girl? not so good, ok! I'll pick u up, gather

your laundry, bring ur canna butter n will bake up a bunch of cookies with lots

of nuts, stock the freezer with meds for u. OK, I don't have the ingredients nor

the money to do this, don't worry abt it, girl i got ur back, Really? cool! Ok!

i'll be ready. I was fed the most marvelous pasta alfredo/veggie dish i ever

had, in between fruit smoothies n cookie, I mnaged to go back n forth from the

wash machine n couch, by late afternoon, needed to walk n stretch, took a walk

arnd a beautiful neighborhood park, utilized the monkey bars to hang n pop out

my connective tissues knots that were tightening due to the approaching storm,

my spine inflamed and radiating with pain but begging for the torturing needing

to stretch n breath, I am dealing with out a pain med, which began to give me

signs of kidney trouble(constant thirst,licking lips constantly,thick

saliva/phlem,)water & biotene n stopping as many meds as can *!*, thats why i

stopped using pharma pain med.afraid of kidney problems, common with liver

disease. I made it. I am feeling tired, but good, today the sun is out for now

and another rain storm approaches but again i will ride it and dance in the

rain.Someday i will cross that rainbow and get to the other brillant side but

for now i must endure the storms until my rainbow comes along and believe me I

will be slipping outta this skin n flying like peter pan to ride the rainbow

over! What the hell would i do without the help of my true friends that look

after me like angels, Now, as i put a scrumptous cookie in my mouth n leave my

pain behind, now the mood stabilizer is going, i will rid my body of the toxins

of pharma that poisons my veins, soaking my blood to levels of toxins that my

body cannot endure! i refuse the long painful death which follows. I have found

another way that works, is healthy and releases free radical antioxidants into

my bloodstream in the form of cannaboids. I feels as though i just might have a

chance of survivial until a cure.this dragon may burn my butt with the breath of

his fire but he'll never have my spirit! to survive! NEVer givE up...water,

friut,veggies,proteins,exercise(even*forced) even if it's just deep

breathing/stretching it all helps, hot baths/showers, drink lots of water keep

the filtering, work up a sweat if u can do walks keep the blood always

moving,heating pads,hand held massage units,,,I will check back in and let u all

know how my new care is helping me! it has to work because my spirit says so!