Do not give up on me yet- I am still vacillating

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I am seriously thinking of at least postponing this thing to another

time. maybe right now I am doing it for all the wrong reasons

anyway. I know I sound annoying to you guys after you have been

kind to tell me all your stories.

Even now I was on the other website implantinfo.com reading other

people's messages and they are talking about all kinds of problems

to each other like :hey my boob is flat what do I do " someone

responds -oh that happened to me twice- then someone else

says " well my boob is going into my armpit " or " help I am depressed

they are really hard-what do I do "

And you know what Lena YOU ARE RIGHT!!! My mother is missing one

breast!! and it does not even look flat and nice but the skin looks

bad and all because at 32 she wanted bigger breasts after going

through a divorce with my father. If she had never been injected

with silicone in the first place then she would still have two small

perky breasts and would never had to have gone through three

surgeries in her life. I was looking at her breasts today.

I THINK I NEED TO TAKE MY THOUSANDS OF DOLlARS AND TAKE A NICE

VACATION TO CLEAR MY HEAD-- or have my head examined!!

A lifetime of padded bras is starting to sound real good right

now!