Just need some reassurance I guess

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Bee/Moderators,

I keep getting this intermittent.. numbness seems like it is on my left side..my

left leg sometimes feels like it wants to drag however it never has but I feel

like I am dragging both of my feet like I just walk awkward. My left hand feels

clumsy when I type.. mostly left side related.. I remember someone saying about

keeping a journal I think I will try that to see if it helps with the anxiety..

Yesterday my jaw was so tight it felt hard to chew. These symptoms have been

coming and going for like five years but I know if I don't quit it with the

hershey kisses they will progress..

I have the magnesium and calcium citrate the NOW brands but I have a devil of a

time with the ratios..anyone tell me exactly how much you use to get that 300 mg

twice a day.. I fear I am getting too much of one and not the other.

I know its probably the candida..and I didn't have any chocolate for three days-

I am the one who has the two hershey kisses a day..so weird lol.. today I had

one hershey kiss but it didn't even taste satisfying and I didn't get that

addict urge to eat more so there is some progress.

This has been such a journey so far as many have said before..its not just about

our physical bodies but encompasses body mind and spirit..

Can anyone give me any other pointers when you have a strong urge to cheat.. I

try to think of positive things..instead of how whatever I want to cheat on is

going to damage my body I feel like fear is not the way to combat my addictive

behavior..in the past that is probably what I have done and it doesn't work for

me at least.

Thank you!

Abbie