RA, ankylosing spondolitis, fibro, ostio

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i have hit the jackpot. i take so many drugs so to be able to funtion that it

sucks. i am so tired of not being able to do what i want when i want. it takes 2

days of planning to have a damn beer because of all the drugs i take. little by

little i am losing the ability to do the things i want. befor i do anything i

have to take the time and wonder if the pain i'm going to suffer is worth the

enjoyment i'm going to get. walking has turned into a chore, from my feet

hurting to my hips hurting. i have no flexability in my spine and my ribs don't

expand, the pain in my uper spine and neck is a constant. and now my hands are

starting to get so stiff that handling a knife is a chore. cooking was the way i

depresured. thanks to this shit i don't even have that any more.

thanks for letting me vent.

Mad Man