Guest guest Posted July 20, 2004 Report Share Posted July 20, 2004 Don you bring such warmth and hope to me (a tear or two too). You are a very warm person who's words exude lots of love. I completely understand what you say about 'two people away'. I have had the personal fortune of being a very outgoing, verbal, say what I mean regardless type of person. Being this way has made my life very intersting to say the least/double edge sword. I use to say to people when asked about my regrets which ones I regret most. My only regret then 'was' not doing things sooner. But ironically I'm not doing those things I was doing then sooner at that time (make sense), so as I get older that doesn't even make sense anymore because I am not doing it as my passion/job any longer in a full time capacity, or even have the same dreams than as now. I am in a transition period right now and I could be very scared for my future and how I will support myself but I know everything will be taken care of, I don't know how but I do know that being o.k. w/ it at my age, single, childless that I have become at peace for the most part and things can only get better if I have let go of the worry, the hurry, the lonely and the rage that is born into people from these insecurities if they continue to allow them to. I punished myself hard when I was younger, day after day, blaming everyone but myself for my problems. What a waste of my life those years were. But I wouldn't be who I am now w/o suffering as I made myself suffer. I know now tho that alot of my suffering was the consumption of the wrong things be it food, people, thoughts etc. I grew up fast because of the people I met, trusted and learned from. Ironically when I was younger people told me I looked far older than my age. Now that I am 38 people tell me in disbeleif that I look 28. The reason I am telling you this is because my younger years were soo hard on me for many reasons. But when people tell me I look younger it is god's blessing to me that my years of emotional misery had a purpose. I could look far older than my chronological age but I have done somethings to preserve my youth. I was told more than once to never loose the child within myself, and I never did. In fact being the way I am (impossible for me to describe) is exactly what they meant ! Gosh I am rambler!! So acheiving better health (simple is best). And staying a goofball and not giving a sh*t what others think, or how embarassed they are for you/me, or how misunderstood you make yourself, Never be ashamed of who you are, embrace it with all you've got. Be a rebel amongst the majority that don't have the gutts. Boy I am a rambler. (k-gonna push 'send' and hide under something )(NOT!) Pam **What I want in my life is compassion, a flow between myself and others based on a mutual giving from the heart.** -- Marshall B. Rosenberg, Ph.D., A Language of Life **************************************************************************** **************************************************************************** Hi Pam, An old man once told me that anything you need or desire is only two people away from you. This is a very profound statement that I have found to be quite true. You need to start talking about your dream to people. Guaranteed that someone, somewhere at some point will have just what you are looking for or they will know who does. You have to take that first step of realizing your dreams before they will ever materialize. Yes, your dreams will materialize eventually. But you must keep them in the forefront. Success is sweet in deed but usually is hard won by your sweat, blood and tears, so to speak. I am glad that you are remaining positive about this. I guess it would be kind of difficult to do this in your mothers garage on a full time basis. But hey, you never know. Keep your dreams alive and continue to work towards their realization. Like you said it can happen at the drop of a hat. The physical reality of your dream is only two people away. Peace be with you Pam. -- Peace, love and light, Don Quai " Spirit sleeps in the mineral, breathes in the vegetable, dreams in the animal and wakes in man. " _________________________________________________________________ Don’t just search. Find. Check out the new MSN Search! http://search.msn.click-url.com/go/onm00200636ave/direct/01/ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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