Hip aspiration results & feeling a little down

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Hi all just got the results back for my hip aspiration and it is clear

of all signs on infection which is great - I think. Between the results

and nothing showing on xrays my surgeon booked me for my next visit with

him in June which is ok, but my patience is gone. I am tired of it all

at the moment not being able to do much except for lie in bed most of

the time due to the pain/discomfort sucks.

I am going to see red riding hood on Saturday with my sister even though

it is most likely that I will get stuck in the chair and a 50/50 chance

of needing an ambulance to get up but no everything is ok. Really things

are great - I would go for a second opinion but I need a referral from

my family doctor who takes a month to see him anyway and a few months to

get into a new surgeon so in a way it is rather pointless because I

would be in the same spot of waiting and being miserable. I can only

sleep 3 to 4 hours at a time and the odd day I can actually sleep 6

hours striaght - ugh I just want this fixed so I can focus on my last

remaining dream of having a baby or two since it is the only I have ever

truly wanted - well that and marriage but with 32 sneaking up on me and

still have not held hands with a guy or date or anything that just

doesn't look like it is going to happen. But the knowledge of having a

baby someday has gotten me through so much and it will get me through

this I just need a little more patience but it is hard.

Anyway that is all for now

~Contessica

left hip replaced