Moving onwards

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Hi all! I haven't posted in a month or two but I have improved a little

bit I have been able to sit up through two movies in the few months and

still get up afterwards really sore and painful for the next two days

but hey it is better than nothing.

Anyway now I am at a really weird place where I need to figure out where

I am going with my life. I am thinking of possible college but have no

clue what I can really handle. I am considering medical admin. but that

seems a popular choice for many. With two known disabilities and having

no experience in anything except having surgeries done on me with many

people after the same jobs I really don`t see me getting a job.

Then there is the fear that I will get the college money and start the

course and the hip acts up - after attempting to do things three or four

times in the past and the hip acting up I guess this is rational fear

but paying back the loan on disability will be difficult.

As my hip slowly (and I mean slowly) stregthens I have a plan to go on

two trips next year and going into 2013. Where I hope to find a nice guy

to have a baby or two if not, one of my surgeons interns said that I

coud take the medical route - ai. So having a baby is a must but I want

to be on my way with something you know - the governement has business

grants for people on disability too so opening a small business

(possibly with my mother) is a possiblity as well.

I think I am just mostly wondering what jobs have anyone been able to

work with after surgery - well with a hip that has like no muscles so it

don`t work the greatest think still having a bad hip about three months

before surgery time is what the hip is like currently. Maybe I am just

dreaming when it comes to getting a job, but just because I have

physical doesn`t mean i can`t do anything. I have a brain that I use -

just no numbers - seriously numbers and me hate each other always have.

At the very least does anyone have any clues what I can do to keep

myself busy computer games are getting kind of boring. Any options,

ideas are welcome