Re: [ from Rosemary

[Guest guest]

Hi to all my wonderful MGB friends and DrR,

I cam online a little tonight I am alone now at night, I told my

children I have to start to be myself, It is ok. I am finding that I feel

like Vinnie is out and will be coming home soon, I go to say I have to tell

Vinnie this, or I think when he comes home I must remember to tell him this

or that. I do not think it has really hit me, I have to go to set up a 30

day mass tomorrow morning, we use that 30 days after the death we have a

mass , and to some that is more important that the funeral mass. Most of the

closest friends and relations come to that the way they came to the funeral.

After that I can then send out the thank you notes to everyone who came or

sent flowers or masses or something. I am making up my list and trying to

get all the address in order , I am still in a fog. I do take my vitamins

and citercel everyday, and the zma at night, a few days I tried the iron

pills DrR ordered me to buy cause my iron is low. I will gradually go back

on everything else. I am still going down in my weight, Vinnie would be so

happy cause I am getting close to be under 200 now. I finally went under the

210 mark, he kept telling my kids when your mother hit 200 we will give her

a party. I am 209 now. It is hard for me to eat, I try to force myself,

but I know I am not really drinking enough or eating enough, but I am ok.

The 22nd I have to go to my doctor. He has been wonderful, he came to the

funeral home, and he told the kids that in all his time as a doctor this was

only the second time he ever went when a patient has died. But for Vinnie he

had to come. And he has been in touch often, the daughter hasn't been well

since she heard about Vinnie and he sent her for tests and keeps in touch

all the time. I am praying it is just her nerves and nothing serious. Well,

I will close and try to see if I can sleep a little tonight, after the 30

days I will be on line again.

I WOULD LIKE TO THANK ALL OF YOU WHO HAVE CALLED OR SENT CARDS OR

GIFTS AND IN TIME I WILL WRITE TO YOU ALL INDIVIDUAL. I HAVE TRULY FOUND OUT

HOW MUCH YOU ALL TRULY CARE, WE HAVE ALL BECOME SO CLOSE IT IS WONDERFUL,

VINNIE WAS SO HAPPY TO SEE THAT I HAVE MADE SO MANY FRIENDS. YOU ALL MADE

HIS LAST DAYS VERY HAPPY. I LOVE YOU ALL.

ROSEMARY COMMISSO

[Guest guest]

Hey,

If you want to chat some evenings, let us know. the chat room is always open.

aW

Re: [ from Rosemary

Hi to all my wonderful MGB friends and DrR,

I cam online a little tonight I am alone now at night,