We are NOT Butterflys Re: What do YOU do?

March 21, 2011

since this post, i had 2 what i call 'near' experiences as i am not sure if they

were really true ones to begin with. i was leaving the library and on my way on

thru the electric doors i saw 2 teen couples looking at me and the females had

their phones out. so, before i left i stopped and sat opposite them and they

didnt know what to, but then again maybe they were doing nothing too. so then i

left at angle, out a side door and i even zig zagged while walking, haha, cuz i

figurd if they got me they just got the back side of me and maybe even out of

focus too. lol last night, i was in a diner with my mom and i noticed 2 senior

women turned around purposely to look at me, one had their phone, but who knows?

that bothered me too, but a part of me, even tho i am acutely aware most of the

time:p when people are checking me out, i refuse to get paranoid over it,

wondering who's you tube or flickr.com account i am on... but it's hard to tho.

i am like this, even if you want to take a 'positive' pic of me, if there is

such a thing as that, cuz you think i am the most gorgeous lp male out there,

haha;)... still, ask me. why, because that's the right thing to do. cuz if

you're my friend, i could care less if u have 50 pics of me on your cam as i

must have ok-ed it, but a total stranger? have i ever wanted to take a pic of

someone i didnt know? YES. i am out there a lot and see what i think, my

opinion, beautiful women whose photo i'd like to take, but i dont. i'd rather

become a friend first as there is sooo much more joy in knowing someone who you

may find interesting or wanting to know than sneakily taking a pic of them and

never truly knowing them. because it always come down to this for me, why do u

want my pic only? and not try to know me?? am i just a butterfly for your

collection of photos??? if so, then that is really creepy and you need help.

~grady

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