Guest guest Posted January 16, 2008 Report Share Posted January 16, 2008 first i want to say i saw pictures of cyrena and they inspired me to post because i usually only read. i always thought i would be okay with just being 230. chubby, still somewhat normal size. that was my GOAL, to be not overly fat to where life was a burden. but cyrena, you have showed me i can indeed reach even a more intense goal. its funny how pictures and events all coalesce at certain moments. my victory is this. i have lost 134 pounds (as of today)and am now the same size as my husband. since we met as teenagers ive never been smaller than him. from the very first day we met, i got looks from girls and heard " why is he with HER " ..... (so many countless times) fast forward 18 years. hahahahaahah. the other day, my husband got into the car and was very upset and i asked why and he said " you didnt see the way that guy was looking at you? " ..... (i didnt because i am trained to look down.) and i stopped and made him stop the car so i was sure i heard it right......and i know it is silly but.... i felt the redemption of 18 years worth of scowls from other women and nasty comments. that night, january 4, 2007.......i became free and i dont know exactly why...but i just finally.....finally...felt normal. i laughed hard and loud and screamed YESSSSS!!!!!! FINALLLY!!!!!!!........and then made my husband drive around so i could see this so called " checker outer " ......he obliged because we both are super cool that way and i looked and.........the guy was pretty handsome .....which made my husband that much more wonderful and i know it probably sounds silly and juvenile but.....it just made my heart sing more than any scale number could. i felt worthy of being ....... with my husband with myself on earth i just felt worthy of being for the first time......and it was very powerful to me. i thought i would share that. mina 380/245/160<-------(my new goal)thank you cyrena! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 17, 2008 Report Share Posted January 17, 2008 I can hardly wait till I too am turning heads of those guys that wouldn't give the time of day..LOL, and my husbands is so proud of me and supportive. I'm 5 days out and feeling great, enjoying my broth, water, tea, jello and juice. Never miss a thing. Make your homepage. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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