To Dimonds, Colleen, Rogene, Patty, Please read,

[Guest guest]

IM sitting here crying, cuz I feel like im reading my story when you

all tell me yours. My day consists of my husband forcing me out of

bed around 1pm, helping me w/shower, or making me something to eat,

which I dont cuz Im never hungry. Im ready for my girl to come home

from school at 2PM, and I help her w/homework and play board games or

she invites a friend over. W/in a few hours Im exhausted again, and

can only sit and watch her play.(I use to rollerblade and ride my

bike w/her to the lake or park) Not anymore... Then after shes in

bed, I cant sleep, My mind races all night and I dont even know whats

inside my head.In between , Im taking pain pills(which Im almost

finished w, cuz I hate the way they make me feel) I take antibiotics

100mg of minocycline every night for the mycoplasmas (from my

rheummy).I pray that I get rid of this ASAP. My explant date is in

DEC, and my PS will move me up if any one else cancels. I cant type

much more, cuz I feel so weak. I just sit here and cry becuz Im so

scared................... I want this nightmare to end. I pray to

the Lord that He heal me in Jesus' name, I have had miracles in the

past. But this illness has got me so depressed, I cant even think

straight. Just please pray for me, and I will for all of you... In

Jesus' love and blessings, Iggy