TO ALL--Very Disappointed!

[Guest guest]

To All,

I read an email that was responding to someone who needed support not

A LECTURE ON HER NOT HAVING FAITH IN GOD OR her GIVING IT TO GOD. I

find that very disturbing when you don't even KNOW SOMEONE TO SAY

something so PERSONAL AND SACRED. Just because someone doesn't

believe in the kind of faith that you have or your thoughts on how

God works, doesn't mean WE DON'T HAVE FAITH OR WE DON'T GIVE IT TO

GOD. People's relationship with GOD is sacred and to say such things

when you don't even know someone just because it isn't your way with

God, is so DEGRADING AND PREJUDICE. I know that EVERYONE MEANS WELL

AND WE ARE ALL HER TO HELP EACH OTHER but sometimes it seems like the

emails that are different than some other views on healing or having

faith, don't get help or repsonded to until the frustration is so

OVERWHELMING that you let it all out and vent because you want

support just like everybody else.

I BELIEVE IN GOD AND HAVE FAITH IN GOD but I also believe that God

KNOWS HIS LEADERS AND HIS FIGHTERS. PEOPLE KNOW THEIR CALLING FROM

GOD and some of us can HEAL AND ARE ABLE TO HELP GOD ALITTLE BIT IN

HELPING OUT ALL HIS PRECIOUS ANGELS AND LOST SOULS by embracing

EVERYONE'S FAITH AND WAYS OF GIVING IT TO GOD and FIGHTING FOR WHAT

IS RIGHT AND WRONG. I have healed just fine and I have still MANAGED

TO GET OUT THERE and FIGHT FOR ALL OF US and make a difference

because THAT IS WHAT GOD TELLS ME AND WANTS ME TO DO. God has always

TOLD ME TO BE THIS WAY MY WHOLE LIFE. I have always thought of OTHER

PEOPLE AND RESPECTED OTHER PEOPLES values and because of that HE

Saved me from cancer and he has saved me from this. See, God already

knows his relationship with us and he needs his LEADERS to fight for

MANKIND AND ONE ANOTHER. That to me is what it is all about and that

is my calling from GOD

I came to this website because I wanted support and wanted to express

my frustration and also get opinions on some of the questions I had

and to seek more knowledge on what I should have known but didn't my

saline implants. I understand that you have the right to inform or

educate the way you want but if I knew that I WAS TO BE DEGRADED and

attacked on my " PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD " because I don't " give

it to GOD " or have faith like everybody else, I would have never even

signed up. GOD MADE US ALL DIFFERENT FOR A REASON and that reason is

to help each other out and be STRONG FOR people that can't and that

is what I GIVE BACK TO GOD. It isn't RIGHT OR COMFORTABLE FOR some

people but IT IS TO ME and I don't TELL OR LECTURE PEOPLE THAT HAVE

DIFFERENT VIEWS.

What we all have went thru is very personal and emotional and with

all of that, comes alot of views and opinions and what is right and

wrong. The only thing that WE ALL ARE GOING TO AGREE ON IS IMPLANTS

ARE POISON. I have read emails that other women have expressed their

opinion and it was not welcomed because SOMEBODY OR MANY PEOPLE FELT

DIFFERENTLY OR A DOCTOR WAS CONTROVERSIAL and nobody can mention her

name or talk about her. I didn't see that in the introduction on

this website that you must agree with everybody or have everybody's

views to get support or help. It makes me sad that we are all women

and we can't communicate and RESPECT EACH OTHER FOR BEING WOMEN AND

HAVING OPINIONS without making someone feel LIKE THEY MADE A BAD

CHOICE OR CAN'T BE SUPPORTED JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE HURTING OR HAVE

BEEN HURT FROM IMPLANTS. ISN'T THAT WHAT THIS WEBSITE IS ALL ABOUT?

The doctor who WE can't talk about because some people don't respect

her or she is controversial to some, to me, that is her own demons,

NOT MINE. I am quite sure she has helped and saved many women just

like us and for that I AM THANKFUL FOR HER AND ANY PLASTIC SURGEON

WHO IS THERE TO HELP. At least I know that there is SOME PLASTIC

SURGEONS OUT THERE that DO INFORM AND DO TAKE TESTS before or after

implants are replaced. I LIVE IN DALLAS AND TRUST ME WHEN I SAY

THIS, implants are NEVER GOING TO BE BANNED. Alot of women DON'T

CARE what they hear from their Plastic Surgeons and will do it

anyway. These are the women that NEED ME to get out there and share

my story to save them from implant nightmare. There are some women

that will hear my story and STILL GET THEM, that is realty. I would

rather live in reality and HELP MY SISTERS AND THAT IS WHAT GOD HAS

TOLD ME TO DO. Since plastic surgery is reality, KNOWING WHAT I KNOW

ABOUT PLASTIC SURGEONS and that most don't care and WOULD Not even

give their time to responding to ALL THE MESSAGES THAT ARE EMAILED TO

THEM, if my " sisters " are not going to listen to me or us, I would

rather have a plastic surgeon like the DOCTER ON THIS WEBSITE WHO IS

BANNED, than the plastic surgeons WE ALL GOT. The time that she took

to respond to everybody was maybe her way of KNOWING HER PERSONAL

DEMONS ARE WRONG, and she wants to help other women not HAVE THE

DEMONS SHE IS FIGHTING. Who KNOWS? All I know is no matter what I

think or don't think ABOUT a doctor or GOD or FAITH, to express WHAT

I FEEL IS RIGHT OR WRONG ABOUT ANYTHING MIGHT HINDER SOMEONE ELSES

PAIN OR SAVE THEIR LIVES BY GOING TO THIS DOCTOR, WOULD MAKE ME NOT

HEAL OR SLEEP AT NIGHT.

Anyway, I feel and pray for all of us and I thank all of you that

have prayed for me and supported me.

Teri

[Guest guest]

Teri,

I was going to ask you to clarify exactly who you were blasting in this

post, but I don't really need to....it is quite obvious it is me. I am

sorry you have felt so disappointed. It has never been my intention EVER on

this forum to disappoint the hurting women who come here for help, because I

started this group to help. However, I know the saying is true, you can't

please everyone. That is certainly true here. I am sorry I can't change

that.

As for my response to Kay, I recognized that she needed support, and I was

giving it the way I felt I needed to. I was trying to help her see that her

anger is justified...for the most part, all of us have experienced anger in

this whole ordeal. I did too. I think it is a process we all have to go

through and overcome. But our anger accomplishes nothing. It does not help

us, and it does not help others. It hurts us in the end if we hang on to it,

and the only way I knew how to get rid of my anger was to give it up to God

and lay everything I went through at the foot of the cross. The anger has

been gone, and I feel healing has come as a result. Anger is as Rogene

said...acid...it burns us inside out and WE are the ones who suffer. I only

wanted to help Kay see that, and maybe my words weren't as soothing to the

soul as they needed to be, but my intentions were definitely not to harm or

be arrogant.

It is twisted to call my post a lecture on not having faith in God. The

part about God was one paragraph at the end of the post, and I discussed my

beliefs about God as I have understood them, and as they relate to all

people, not just those of us harmed by breast implants. So many of us have

felt that we were being punished, and that we were so foolish for getting

implants, but I don't believe that we are being punished at all. I believe

God allows us to go through trials to bring us closer to Him. Anger happens

when we feel we have been victimized wrongly, but I believe God can use all

situations for good. The Bible tells us that. But we can't stay angry

about it.

If my view offends any of you, again, I apologize, but I would be

disappointed that you are being so intolerant of me. Maybe some of you

don't like to discuss faith, and while I can appreciate that, I don't feel

that it necessarily means we that none of us can express it.

As to your comment about " giving it to God " , that is exactly what needs to

be done with anger. That is my perspective. You all have your own

perspectives and you are free to share them, just as I share mine. I don't

believe that I have a monopoly on the posts here. If you all have better

ways of dealing with anger, go ahead and share them. Kay, I really do hope

that you can overcome this anger--I hope that you have people in your life

that you can lean on to get you through this hard time in your life. In the

absence of any other avenue that truly is the answer, I can only say, yes,

give it to God.

Teri, I am glad you have had such a wonderful experience with God healing

you and being a part of your life. That would be reason to rejoice! I

guess I am confused then by your anger at me at the same time? Everyone I

know who is truly blessed with God's presence in their life loves to talk

about it--it is a highlight of life.

I want to finally discuss this whole issue about the " banned " doctor, once

again. I thought I had made this quite clear in many previous posts. I

think this keeps getting brought up because things are happening behind the

scenes that get stirred up. I would just like all of you to respect the

fact that the threat of LEGAL ISSUES is the entire reason for this firm

decision on my part. It is not about personal demons. It simply is a

matter of caution, which if you can't understand, let me explain again.

In the past, this particular doctor was a part of the group at my

invitation. You can see her many previous posts in the archives. Without a

doubt, every single time there was a controversy on this group, it was

because of comments made by this doctor. This problem has existed since the

group formed, and in fact, was a source of divisiveness so bad that I told

the members at that time if anyone didn't like her presence to go and form

their own group (which they did, called Saline Info). Over time, and as the

comments continued to create controversy, and personal posts to me gave me

reason to question the appropriateness of having her be a part of the group,

I made a decision, an amicable one, I thought, to just have us take our

questions to this doctor private. This was not done out of any desire to

create more problems, but simply to take all those posts to the private

sector and avoid further controversy. When you consider that all other

doctors we communicate with happen in a private manner as well, this was

just making her access consistent with all others. And in fact, I

encouraged all the members to avail themselves of the opportunity to contact

her--there are phone numbers, email addresses, websites, faxes....there is

no problem here with getting in contact!!! (So, what is the big deal?) I

also wrote to this doctor about my intentions, as I felt we had been

friends, and had hoped that this would be an amicable arrangement.

However, it wasn't. I received a certified letter from this doctor in the

mail telling me to get a lawyer. It also included, for some very odd and

strange reason, the billing records of one of the patients of hers I had

been in contact with. I can only say that something about that whole thing

was just not right, and I felt that this doctor was greatly overreacting,

and unfortunately, in a detrimental way.

I chose to ask our group not to discuss this doctor publicly in order to

prevent any situations in which legal action could take place. I believe

private discussion of this doctor are warranted in light of the situation

that the group has been put in. I want to clarify that I did not have an

agenda here to harm anyone, but only to prevent further upsets to all

members of the group. The presence of the threat of legal action can only do

harm, and it was not my choice, I can assure you!

I want to firmly state here that if you are not in agreement with this

current arrangement as it stands, then I encourage you to leave this group

and please find a source of support where you will feel free to speak your

mind if you don't already feel the freedom to share here in that manner. I

will do my very best to keep this group on an even track, where all members

share in a common goal of encouragement as we overcome our tragic experience

with breast implants.

Once again, I love you all, and pray for our healing, physically,

spiritually, and emotionally.

God bless us, everyone.

Patty

----- Original Message -----

From: " easygoingchickie " <coolchickie@...>

< >

Sent: Monday, October 06, 2003 6:25 AM

Subject: TO ALL--Very Disappointed!

> To All,

>

> I read an email that was responding to someone who needed support not

> A LECTURE ON HER NOT HAVING FAITH IN GOD OR her GIVING IT TO GOD. I

> find that very disturbing when you don't even KNOW SOMEONE TO SAY

> something so PERSONAL AND SACRED. Just because someone doesn't

> believe in the kind of faith that you have or your thoughts on how

> God works, doesn't mean WE DON'T HAVE FAITH OR WE DON'T GIVE IT TO

> GOD. People's relationship with GOD is sacred and to say such things

> when you don't even know someone just because it isn't your way with

> God, is so DEGRADING AND PREJUDICE. I know that EVERYONE MEANS WELL

> AND WE ARE ALL HER TO HELP EACH OTHER but sometimes it seems like the

> emails that are different than some other views on healing or having

> faith, don't get help or repsonded to until the frustration is so

> OVERWHELMING that you let it all out and vent because you want

> support just like everybody else.

>

> I BELIEVE IN GOD AND HAVE FAITH IN GOD but I also believe that God

> KNOWS HIS LEADERS AND HIS FIGHTERS. PEOPLE KNOW THEIR CALLING FROM

> GOD and some of us can HEAL AND ARE ABLE TO HELP GOD ALITTLE BIT IN

> HELPING OUT ALL HIS PRECIOUS ANGELS AND LOST SOULS by embracing

> EVERYONE'S FAITH AND WAYS OF GIVING IT TO GOD and FIGHTING FOR WHAT

> IS RIGHT AND WRONG. I have healed just fine and I have still MANAGED

> TO GET OUT THERE and FIGHT FOR ALL OF US and make a difference

> because THAT IS WHAT GOD TELLS ME AND WANTS ME TO DO. God has always

> TOLD ME TO BE THIS WAY MY WHOLE LIFE. I have always thought of OTHER

> PEOPLE AND RESPECTED OTHER PEOPLES values and because of that HE

> Saved me from cancer and he has saved me from this. See, God already

> knows his relationship with us and he needs his LEADERS to fight for

> MANKIND AND ONE ANOTHER. That to me is what it is all about and that

> is my calling from GOD

>

> I came to this website because I wanted support and wanted to express

> my frustration and also get opinions on some of the questions I had

> and to seek more knowledge on what I should have known but didn't my

> saline implants. I understand that you have the right to inform or

> educate the way you want but if I knew that I WAS TO BE DEGRADED and

> attacked on my " PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD " because I don't " give

> it to GOD " or have faith like everybody else, I would have never even

> signed up. GOD MADE US ALL DIFFERENT FOR A REASON and that reason is

> to help each other out and be STRONG FOR people that can't and that

> is what I GIVE BACK TO GOD. It isn't RIGHT OR COMFORTABLE FOR some

> people but IT IS TO ME and I don't TELL OR LECTURE PEOPLE THAT HAVE

> DIFFERENT VIEWS.

>

> What we all have went thru is very personal and emotional and with

> all of that, comes alot of views and opinions and what is right and

> wrong. The only thing that WE ALL ARE GOING TO AGREE ON IS IMPLANTS

> ARE POISON. I have read emails that other women have expressed their

> opinion and it was not welcomed because SOMEBODY OR MANY PEOPLE FELT

> DIFFERENTLY OR A DOCTOR WAS CONTROVERSIAL and nobody can mention her

> name or talk about her. I didn't see that in the introduction on

> this website that you must agree with everybody or have everybody's

> views to get support or help. It makes me sad that we are all women

> and we can't communicate and RESPECT EACH OTHER FOR BEING WOMEN AND

> HAVING OPINIONS without making someone feel LIKE THEY MADE A BAD

> CHOICE OR CAN'T BE SUPPORTED JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE HURTING OR HAVE

> BEEN HURT FROM IMPLANTS. ISN'T THAT WHAT THIS WEBSITE IS ALL ABOUT?

>

> The doctor who WE can't talk about because some people don't respect

> her or she is controversial to some, to me, that is her own demons,

> NOT MINE. I am quite sure she has helped and saved many women just

> like us and for that I AM THANKFUL FOR HER AND ANY PLASTIC SURGEON

> WHO IS THERE TO HELP. At least I know that there is SOME PLASTIC

> SURGEONS OUT THERE that DO INFORM AND DO TAKE TESTS before or after

> implants are replaced. I LIVE IN DALLAS AND TRUST ME WHEN I SAY

> THIS, implants are NEVER GOING TO BE BANNED. Alot of women DON'T

> CARE what they hear from their Plastic Surgeons and will do it

> anyway. These are the women that NEED ME to get out there and share

> my story to save them from implant nightmare. There are some women

> that will hear my story and STILL GET THEM, that is realty. I would

> rather live in reality and HELP MY SISTERS AND THAT IS WHAT GOD HAS

> TOLD ME TO DO. Since plastic surgery is reality, KNOWING WHAT I KNOW

> ABOUT PLASTIC SURGEONS and that most don't care and WOULD Not even

> give their time to responding to ALL THE MESSAGES THAT ARE EMAILED TO

> THEM, if my " sisters " are not going to listen to me or us, I would

> rather have a plastic surgeon like the DOCTER ON THIS WEBSITE WHO IS

> BANNED, than the plastic surgeons WE ALL GOT. The time that she took

> to respond to everybody was maybe her way of KNOWING HER PERSONAL

> DEMONS ARE WRONG, and she wants to help other women not HAVE THE

> DEMONS SHE IS FIGHTING. Who KNOWS? All I know is no matter what I

> think or don't think ABOUT a doctor or GOD or FAITH, to express WHAT

> I FEEL IS RIGHT OR WRONG ABOUT ANYTHING MIGHT HINDER SOMEONE ELSES

> PAIN OR SAVE THEIR LIVES BY GOING TO THIS DOCTOR, WOULD MAKE ME NOT

> HEAL OR SLEEP AT NIGHT.

>

> Anyway, I feel and pray for all of us and I thank all of you that

> have prayed for me and supported me.

>

> Teri

[Guest guest]

Awesomely put post as always Patty. You never ever asked anyone to

agree with what you said, you were simply stating your

feelings/opinions, etc. What is wrong with that? You have every right

to say how you feel. The whole thing about " this Dr " is getting so

tiring. It is not like people cannot contact her, use her, go to her,

etc etc. Why does it matter if she is or is not a part of this group?

NO OTHER DR IS HERE! This is a group for women to express and voice

their opinions/feelings. When we are threatened with legal action, I

don't see how we can continue to discuss this issue.

I love you Patty and know that your a great person and always have

everyones best interest at heart. If other can not see that, then

that is their own purogative, but it does not need to be mean and

hateful! We all have our own views about religion but I think one

thing is for certain, anger, and trust me I have had plenty of it

myself, is not going to do much to help the cause.

We can chose to hang on to the anger, that is also ones personal

decision. I am in agreement however, that it is not going to help

with healing.

Hugs

In , " *~Patty~* " <fdp@l...> wrote:

> Teri,

> I was going to ask you to clarify exactly who you were blasting in

this

> post, but I don't really need to....it is quite obvious it is me.

I am

> sorry you have felt so disappointed. It has never been my

intention EVER on

> this forum to disappoint the hurting women who come here for help,

because I

> started this group to help. However, I know the saying is true,

you can't

> please everyone. That is certainly true here. I am sorry I can't

change

> that.

>

> As for my response to Kay, I recognized that she needed support,

and I was

> giving it the way I felt I needed to. I was trying to help her see

that her

> anger is justified...for the most part, all of us have experienced

anger in

> this whole ordeal. I did too. I think it is a process we all have

to go

> through and overcome. But our anger accomplishes nothing. It does

not help

> us, and it does not help others. It hurts us in the end if we hang

on to it,

> and the only way I knew how to get rid of my anger was to give it

up to God

> and lay everything I went through at the foot of the cross. The

anger has

> been gone, and I feel healing has come as a result. Anger is as

Rogene

> said...acid...it burns us inside out and WE are the ones who

suffer. I only

> wanted to help Kay see that, and maybe my words weren't as soothing

to the

> soul as they needed to be, but my intentions were definitely not to

harm or

> be arrogant.

>

> It is twisted to call my post a lecture on not having faith in

God. The

> part about God was one paragraph at the end of the post, and I

discussed my

> beliefs about God as I have understood them, and as they relate to

all

> people, not just those of us harmed by breast implants. So many of

us have

> felt that we were being punished, and that we were so foolish for

getting

> implants, but I don't believe that we are being punished at all. I

believe

> God allows us to go through trials to bring us closer to Him.

Anger happens

> when we feel we have been victimized wrongly, but I believe God can

use all

> situations for good. The Bible tells us that. But we can't stay

angry

> about it.

>

> If my view offends any of you, again, I apologize, but I would be

> disappointed that you are being so intolerant of me. Maybe some of

you

> don't like to discuss faith, and while I can appreciate that, I

don't feel

> that it necessarily means we that none of us can express it.

>

> As to your comment about " giving it to God " , that is exactly what

needs to

> be done with anger. That is my perspective. You all have your own

> perspectives and you are free to share them, just as I share mine.

I don't

> believe that I have a monopoly on the posts here. If you all have

better

> ways of dealing with anger, go ahead and share them. Kay, I really

do hope

> that you can overcome this anger--I hope that you have people in

your life

> that you can lean on to get you through this hard time in your

life. In the

> absence of any other avenue that truly is the answer, I can only

say, yes,

> give it to God.

>

> Teri, I am glad you have had such a wonderful experience with God

healing

> you and being a part of your life. That would be reason to

rejoice! I

> guess I am confused then by your anger at me at the same time?

Everyone I

> know who is truly blessed with God's presence in their life loves

to talk

> about it--it is a highlight of life.

>

> I want to finally discuss this whole issue about the " banned "

doctor, once

> again. I thought I had made this quite clear in many previous

posts. I

> think this keeps getting brought up because things are happening

behind the

> scenes that get stirred up. I would just like all of you to

respect the

> fact that the threat of LEGAL ISSUES is the entire reason for this

firm

> decision on my part. It is not about personal demons. It simply

is a

> matter of caution, which if you can't understand, let me explain

again.

>

> In the past, this particular doctor was a part of the group at my

> invitation. You can see her many previous posts in the archives.

Without a

> doubt, every single time there was a controversy on this group, it

was

> because of comments made by this doctor. This problem has existed

since the

> group formed, and in fact, was a source of divisiveness so bad that

I told

> the members at that time if anyone didn't like her presence to go

and form

> their own group (which they did, called Saline Info). Over time,

and as the

> comments continued to create controversy, and personal posts to me

gave me

> reason to question the appropriateness of having her be a part of

the group,

> I made a decision, an amicable one, I thought, to just have us take

our

> questions to this doctor private. This was not done out of any

desire to

> create more problems, but simply to take all those posts to the

private

> sector and avoid further controversy. When you consider that all

other

> doctors we communicate with happen in a private manner as well,

this was

> just making her access consistent with all others. And in fact, I

> encouraged all the members to avail themselves of the opportunity

to contact

> her--there are phone numbers, email addresses, websites,

faxes....there is

> no problem here with getting in contact!!! (So, what is the big

deal?) I

> also wrote to this doctor about my intentions, as I felt we had been

> friends, and had hoped that this would be an amicable arrangement.

>

> However, it wasn't. I received a certified letter from this doctor

in the

> mail telling me to get a lawyer. It also included, for some very

odd and

> strange reason, the billing records of one of the patients of hers

I had

> been in contact with. I can only say that something about that

whole thing

> was just not right, and I felt that this doctor was greatly

overreacting,

> and unfortunately, in a detrimental way.

>

> I chose to ask our group not to discuss this doctor publicly in

order to

> prevent any situations in which legal action could take place. I

believe

> private discussion of this doctor are warranted in light of the

situation

> that the group has been put in. I want to clarify that I did not

have an

> agenda here to harm anyone, but only to prevent further upsets to

all

> members of the group. The presence of the threat of legal action

can only do

> harm, and it was not my choice, I can assure you!

>

> I want to firmly state here that if you are not in agreement with

this

> current arrangement as it stands, then I encourage you to leave

this group

> and please find a source of support where you will feel free to

speak your

> mind if you don't already feel the freedom to share here in that

manner. I

> will do my very best to keep this group on an even track, where all

members

> share in a common goal of encouragement as we overcome our tragic

experience

> with breast implants.

>

> Once again, I love you all, and pray for our healing, physically,

> spiritually, and emotionally.

> God bless us, everyone.

> Patty

>

>

> ----- Original Message -----

> From: " easygoingchickie " <coolchickie@p...>

> < >

> Sent: Monday, October 06, 2003 6:25 AM

> Subject: TO ALL--Very Disappointed!

>

>

> > To All,

> >

> > I read an email that was responding to someone who needed support

not

> > A LECTURE ON HER NOT HAVING FAITH IN GOD OR her GIVING IT TO

GOD. I

> > find that very disturbing when you don't even KNOW SOMEONE TO SAY

> > something so PERSONAL AND SACRED. Just because someone doesn't

> > believe in the kind of faith that you have or your thoughts on how

> > God works, doesn't mean WE DON'T HAVE FAITH OR WE DON'T GIVE IT TO

> > GOD. People's relationship with GOD is sacred and to say such

things

> > when you don't even know someone just because it isn't your way

with

> > God, is so DEGRADING AND PREJUDICE. I know that EVERYONE MEANS

WELL

> > AND WE ARE ALL HER TO HELP EACH OTHER but sometimes it seems like

the

> > emails that are different than some other views on healing or

having

> > faith, don't get help or repsonded to until the frustration is so

> > OVERWHELMING that you let it all out and vent because you want

> > support just like everybody else.

> >

> > I BELIEVE IN GOD AND HAVE FAITH IN GOD but I also believe that God

> > KNOWS HIS LEADERS AND HIS FIGHTERS. PEOPLE KNOW THEIR CALLING FROM

> > GOD and some of us can HEAL AND ARE ABLE TO HELP GOD ALITTLE BIT

IN

> > HELPING OUT ALL HIS PRECIOUS ANGELS AND LOST SOULS by embracing

> > EVERYONE'S FAITH AND WAYS OF GIVING IT TO GOD and FIGHTING FOR

WHAT

> > IS RIGHT AND WRONG. I have healed just fine and I have still

MANAGED

> > TO GET OUT THERE and FIGHT FOR ALL OF US and make a difference

> > because THAT IS WHAT GOD TELLS ME AND WANTS ME TO DO. God has

always

> > TOLD ME TO BE THIS WAY MY WHOLE LIFE. I have always thought of

OTHER

> > PEOPLE AND RESPECTED OTHER PEOPLES values and because of that HE

> > Saved me from cancer and he has saved me from this. See, God

already

> > knows his relationship with us and he needs his LEADERS to fight

for

> > MANKIND AND ONE ANOTHER. That to me is what it is all about and

that

> > is my calling from GOD

> >

> > I came to this website because I wanted support and wanted to

express

> > my frustration and also get opinions on some of the questions I

had

> > and to seek more knowledge on what I should have known but didn't

my

> > saline implants. I understand that you have the right to inform

or

> > educate the way you want but if I knew that I WAS TO BE DEGRADED

and

> > attacked on my " PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD " because I

don't " give

> > it to GOD " or have faith like everybody else, I would have never

even

> > signed up. GOD MADE US ALL DIFFERENT FOR A REASON and that reason

is

> > to help each other out and be STRONG FOR people that can't and

that

> > is what I GIVE BACK TO GOD. It isn't RIGHT OR COMFORTABLE FOR some

> > people but IT IS TO ME and I don't TELL OR LECTURE PEOPLE THAT

HAVE

> > DIFFERENT VIEWS.

> >

> > What we all have went thru is very personal and emotional and with

> > all of that, comes alot of views and opinions and what is right

and

> > wrong. The only thing that WE ALL ARE GOING TO AGREE ON IS

IMPLANTS

> > ARE POISON. I have read emails that other women have expressed

their

> > opinion and it was not welcomed because SOMEBODY OR MANY PEOPLE

FELT

> > DIFFERENTLY OR A DOCTOR WAS CONTROVERSIAL and nobody can mention

her

> > name or talk about her. I didn't see that in the introduction on

> > this website that you must agree with everybody or have

everybody's

> > views to get support or help. It makes me sad that we are all

women

> > and we can't communicate and RESPECT EACH OTHER FOR BEING WOMEN

AND

> > HAVING OPINIONS without making someone feel LIKE THEY MADE A BAD

> > CHOICE OR CAN'T BE SUPPORTED JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE HURTING OR HAVE

> > BEEN HURT FROM IMPLANTS. ISN'T THAT WHAT THIS WEBSITE IS ALL

ABOUT?

> >

> > The doctor who WE can't talk about because some people don't

respect

> > her or she is controversial to some, to me, that is her own

demons,

> > NOT MINE. I am quite sure she has helped and saved many women

just

> > like us and for that I AM THANKFUL FOR HER AND ANY PLASTIC SURGEON

> > WHO IS THERE TO HELP. At least I know that there is SOME PLASTIC

> > SURGEONS OUT THERE that DO INFORM AND DO TAKE TESTS before or

after

> > implants are replaced. I LIVE IN DALLAS AND TRUST ME WHEN I SAY

> > THIS, implants are NEVER GOING TO BE BANNED. Alot of women DON'T

> > CARE what they hear from their Plastic Surgeons and will do it

> > anyway. These are the women that NEED ME to get out there and

share

> > my story to save them from implant nightmare. There are some

women

> > that will hear my story and STILL GET THEM, that is realty. I

would

> > rather live in reality and HELP MY SISTERS AND THAT IS WHAT GOD

HAS

> > TOLD ME TO DO. Since plastic surgery is reality, KNOWING WHAT I

KNOW

> > ABOUT PLASTIC SURGEONS and that most don't care and WOULD Not even

> > give their time to responding to ALL THE MESSAGES THAT ARE

EMAILED TO

> > THEM, if my " sisters " are not going to listen to me or us, I would

> > rather have a plastic surgeon like the DOCTER ON THIS WEBSITE WHO

IS

> > BANNED, than the plastic surgeons WE ALL GOT. The time that she

took

> > to respond to everybody was maybe her way of KNOWING HER PERSONAL

> > DEMONS ARE WRONG, and she wants to help other women not HAVE THE

> > DEMONS SHE IS FIGHTING. Who KNOWS? All I know is no matter what

I

> > think or don't think ABOUT a doctor or GOD or FAITH, to express

WHAT

> > I FEEL IS RIGHT OR WRONG ABOUT ANYTHING MIGHT HINDER SOMEONE ELSES

> > PAIN OR SAVE THEIR LIVES BY GOING TO THIS DOCTOR, WOULD MAKE ME

NOT

> > HEAL OR SLEEP AT NIGHT.

> >

> > Anyway, I feel and pray for all of us and I thank all of you that

> > have prayed for me and supported me.

> >

> > Teri