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Jeanine

I read your message about it being hard to make the explant

decision. I was in your shoes 8 months ago when the news of all of

my illnesses being caused by the implants hit me like a rock. it was

one of the hardest decisions that I had to make. All I could think

about was what if I were wrong?? what was I going to look like? I

finally took the plunge in April and took my implants home. I looked

at them when I woke up the next day and it was very clear that I had

made the right decision - one was yellow with chunks floating in it

while the other actually has black mold growing on it. I sent them

to Dr. Blais in Canada to be analyzed and both were proved to be

leaking as well as severly contaminated with all kinds of nasty

stuff. From that day on I knew I had made the right decision and I

have never doubted it again. It has only been 5 months and I am

still struggling to find ways to feel better and have been searching

for ways to detox my body of all of the stuff that remains. My

implants were textured so I know pieces of Silicone remain in my

system. I had to pay for the explant myself as the insurance wouldn't

cover it but after appealing along with the report from Canada I got

the word last week that they are going to pay me back! I guess my

point is that I know the decision is hard but I made it along with

all if the support from the women I found online and I have never

regretted it. I would be happy to send you or anyone else more info

if you would like. Thanks - I will be praying for all of you