Hello Rogene

[Guest guest]

Good Morning Rogene,

I am really feeling the stress today, I am still dripping sticky

yellowish fluid out of breast, and last night and this morning there

ice cold on the bottom half of breast, the top half is really warm.

I need to go to the business again today, thanks for the prayers. I

have not been driving for three months and trying to keep my life

relaxed and No MAJOR stress. The only thing I can think is that Maybe

I have ruptured the implant again. There so full of Silicone and Hard

on the right side.It's getting harder and harder to breath. I don't

like to complain. I guess with all thats going on now I am really

scared. The Police, Attorney, Wittnesses, Need a new Manager, Surgery

in ten days, the flight, packing, Sybil Goldrich called me asked me

to speak ,taking over a Housing Development (found out yesterday)meet

today, Rogene I think I need a good old fashiond CRY!!! I am used to

having several irons in the fire and always some business deal, now

The people I work around don't understand. I don't want to give it

all up it's my work, It's what I strived for. I feel like If I get

better and loose everything. I know without my health I have nothing.

The closer I get to surgery the heavier the load gets. I saw the

preview for the movie Passion(I don't watch TV or go to movies, I saw

this on the internet. It is non cut true as can get of the sacrifice

of our Lord. I just keep seeing Jesus on the cross and the spikes

being hammered into his hands. I know that my load is light. Wow!

just writing you this I feel a peace already. My Lord is with me

today. Rogene Thank you so very much. You are so special in my life,

It seems like you're always here when I need a lift of faith.

Hugs and Sunshine all day!

K Varni