health improvement

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All my sisters, I was lying in bed, and had to post this message. I have been feeling steadier more well as the days come and go, for these last 6 months, that my hubby was asking when we can start trying again. As you know, or not I have a 3 and a half year old son. I told him to give me some more time. Maybe later the year of 2004....I am still recuperating , and want to cleanse more for the health of our next child, and to give my poor body a true chance at getting well. As much as my tummy tingles at babies....I have to stay focused. Starting the 1st of this new year, I am planning a 2 to 3 week juicing fast (eliminating the greens) and daily enema's along with liver flushes (Patty- I'll need you!) To clean up.

But I am posting this all, because I wanted to share my happiness! I cant believe how much better I am feeling. It has been a year and 2 months since explant. I am really almost back to my old self again. Except for a small amount of totally bearable joint pain left behind, all my symptoms have slowly, by the grace of God been going away. As you all know, I was very ill, and thought there was no way I would ever feel this good. I knew God would heal me, in some ways, but never like this!

For a while, I did have some new symptoms come up, and then go away after explant. And still- some hormonal issues I am balancing (wacked adrenals, hmmm...wonder why? and also some estrogen dominance)

But still, all and all, I feel great! I sleep better, have a better appetite , I am finally losing weight (but still so slowly, that’s ok though) have a better mood, can think straight, no more headaches, no more neck pain, no more scary muscle twitchings into the night, no more viral issues like I used to have, no more yeast infections, no more nervousness, or balance problems, or fuzzy blurry vision, I can finally look into the sunlight without putting sunglasses on, perfumes don’t smell so strong, my periods are better, no more urinary track infections, no more blotchy- looks like poor circulation skin on my arms or legs, like no more terribly stiff Rheumatoid arthritis like hands, fingers and feet in the mornings, (just a little is left, but I think it will go away in time) my shoulder doesn’t hurt like it sometimes did, no more crying for no reason, or feeling panicky, no more shortness of breath, or rashes on my chest, or bloating, or constipation, I feel so much more like my old self.

I went over my records the other night, and I found I had over 32 apts w/ doctors for all my problems my last year with implants. WOW! This last year, I have had 6. One is with my gyne, and of the others most really not needed, as Dr Mercola likes to see you a lot in the beginning, most not a medical neccessity.

I can work out with one sport bra, sleep on my stomach, have natural cleavage again, wear tight button down tops, I can be intimate again without me being uncomfortable, as they used to hurt or feel strange when touched. When I hold my son, he is closer to my heart, and feels softer to my chest. When I hug strangers, I feel warmth, not wondering thoughts if they feel these cement balls under my shirt. I can hug better! Who would have thought???? I feel softer, more beautiful, more balanced, more alert, more peaceful. I feel like, well... me! The old is finding her way back home. And I missed her.

So, I just wanted to shout this out , don’t ever give up hope. It may take weeks, or months, or years to feel the effects of wellness after explant, but really all of us have improved in different ways! And Thank you Lord for holding me close, and promising me a new chance of recovery and life again. Thank you Lord! And thank you group....for all your help! I feel so marvelous in my natural skin again! Love