Sorry I have not been in touch lately... But my explant is three weeks away

[Guest guest]

I just wanted to drop a note to all to let you all know that youre in

my prayers, and please keep me in yours. My explant is three weeks

away! I have been fatigued more than normal, weak, and so

breathless, its hard to do anything... My pain is more so than

usual... I have been resting better, they gave me restoril at nite,

and it helps... Well, it seems that this is getting worse for me,

but I know the light is near... the surgery is almost here... Just

please keep me encouraged, as my brain fogs, I sometimes feel that Im

so scared that this is how Ill feel forever... I know Ive read the

stories and such, I just am not thinking clear... YOu ladies are

such hope and inspiration to me to keep chugging along.... and I

will, but its so hard.... Love you all, Iggy

[Guest guest]

Good luck Iggy, you are steps away from getting better! You may get "winded" but its worth all the climbing! Love you! ---- Original Message -----

From: mikat828

Sent: Wednesday, January 21, 2004 10:24 PM

Subject: Re: Sorry I have not been in touch lately... But my explant is three weeks away

-IggyI know how dark it can get. Just keep hanging on. It is amazing how much longer we can keep hanging on through tough times than we ever thought we could. there were so many times over the last five years that I thought I couldn't go down in the pit of despair one more time. Endless days of spending the entire day wanting to die and half the night---the middle of the night--praying that God would forgive me for my daytime wishes---and keep me alive for my children. And this was before I got really sick from the implants and thought I would die. Looking back, I know that God saw me through the worst of it. And continues to. I now know that I will get well, and God is still leading me. He has been so faithful. He gave me a wonderful new husband and now is leading me to the right people who will continue to help me heal emotionally and physically. I still get very depressed at times, but know that I can rely on God to help me through that too. I have never been able to take antidepressants or painkillers---I am extremely sensitive to all meds in even small doses. God has always helped me find the way to deal with my pain and also my depression in spite of this fact. I pray He will help you with your pain also. Blessing, kathy-- In , "iggyangel7" <Iggys_girl@m...> wrote:> I just wanted to drop a note to all to let you all know that youre in > my prayers, and please keep me in yours. My explant is three weeks > away! I have been fatigued more than normal, weak, and so > breathless, its hard to do anything... My pain is more so than > usual... I have been resting better, they gave me restoril at nite, > and it helps... Well, it seems that this is getting worse for me, > but I know the light is near... the surgery is almost here... Just > please keep me encouraged, as my brain fogs, I sometimes feel that Im > so scared that this is how Ill feel forever... I know Ive read the > stories and such, I just am not thinking clear... YOu ladies are > such hope and inspiration to me to keep chugging along.... and I > will, but its so hard.... Love you all, Iggy

[Guest guest]

-Iggy

I know how dark it can get. Just keep hanging on. It is amazing

how much longer we can keep hanging on through tough times than we

ever thought we could. there were so many times over the last five

years that I thought I couldn't go down in the pit of despair one

more time. Endless days of spending the entire day wanting to die

and half the night---the middle of the night--praying that God

would forgive me for my daytime wishes---and keep me alive for my

children. And this was before I got really sick from the implants

and thought I would die. Looking back, I know that God saw me

through the worst of it. And continues to. I now know that I will

get well, and God is still leading me. He has been so faithful. He

gave me a wonderful new husband and now is leading me to the right

people who will continue to help me heal emotionally and

physically. I still get very depressed at times, but know that I

can rely on God to help me through that too. I have never been able

to take antidepressants or painkillers---I am extremely sensitive to

all meds in even small doses. God has always helped me find the way

to deal with my pain and also my depression in spite of this fact.

I pray He will help you with your pain also.

Blessing, kathy

-- In , " iggyangel7 " <Iggys_girl@m...>

wrote:

> I just wanted to drop a note to all to let you all know that youre

in

> my prayers, and please keep me in yours. My explant is three

weeks

> away! I have been fatigued more than normal, weak, and so

> breathless, its hard to do anything... My pain is more so than

> usual... I have been resting better, they gave me restoril at

nite,

> and it helps... Well, it seems that this is getting worse for me,

> but I know the light is near... the surgery is almost here...

Just

> please keep me encouraged, as my brain fogs, I sometimes feel that

Im

> so scared that this is how Ill feel forever... I know Ive read

the

> stories and such, I just am not thinking clear... YOu ladies are

> such hope and inspiration to me to keep chugging along.... and I

> will, but its so hard.... Love you all, Iggy

[Guest guest]

--- Thanks everyone... I feel God's presence w/me, so no matter how

rough it gets, I will fight it and I will take shelter in the Lord.

Im going to lay down, just so tired lately.... you all know the

feeling... LOve and blessings, Iggy

PS, I dont read online much cuz of the energy deprivation, so bear

w/me please! Love Iggy

In , " JOSEPH PALANCA " <juliejp61@m...>

wrote:

> Good luck Iggy, you are steps away from getting better! You may

get " winded " but its worth all the climbing! Love you! ----

Original Message -----

> From: mikat828

>

> Sent: Wednesday, January 21, 2004 10:24 PM

> Subject: Re: Sorry I have not been in touch

lately... But my explant is three weeks away

>

>

> -Iggy

> I know how dark it can get. Just keep hanging on. It is amazing

> how much longer we can keep hanging on through tough times than

we

> ever thought we could. there were so many times over the last

five

> years that I thought I couldn't go down in the pit of despair one

> more time. Endless days of spending the entire day wanting to

die

> and half the night---the middle of the night--praying that God

> would forgive me for my daytime wishes---and keep me alive for my

> children. And this was before I got really sick from the

implants

> and thought I would die. Looking back, I know that God saw me

> through the worst of it. And continues to. I now know that I

will

> get well, and God is still leading me. He has been so faithful.

He

> gave me a wonderful new husband and now is leading me to the

right

> people who will continue to help me heal emotionally and

> physically. I still get very depressed at times, but know that I

> can rely on God to help me through that too. I have never been

able

> to take antidepressants or painkillers---I am extremely sensitive

to

> all meds in even small doses. God has always helped me find the

way

> to deal with my pain and also my depression in spite of this

fact.

> I pray He will help you with your pain also.

>

> Blessing, kathy

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

>

> -- In , " iggyangel7 "

<Iggys_girl@m...>

> wrote:

> > I just wanted to drop a note to all to let you all know that

youre

> in

> > my prayers, and please keep me in yours. My explant is three

> weeks

> > away! I have been fatigued more than normal, weak, and so

> > breathless, its hard to do anything... My pain is more so than

> > usual... I have been resting better, they gave me restoril at

> nite,

> > and it helps... Well, it seems that this is getting worse for

me,

> > but I know the light is near... the surgery is almost here...

> Just

> > please keep me encouraged, as my brain fogs, I sometimes feel

that

> Im

> > so scared that this is how Ill feel forever... I know Ive read

> the

> > stories and such, I just am not thinking clear... YOu ladies

are

> > such hope and inspiration to me to keep chugging along.... and

I

> > will, but its so hard.... Love you all, Iggy

>

>

>