post re: need some support Ive had it...... for everyone

[Guest guest]

Thank you so much for support and reassurance ladies. YOu all help

me from going crazy. Like naturalbeauty said, as long as I take the

right doses and not taking them to get high, that is all that

matters. And also I will tell them all that I dont take them

anymore. I believe I have to keep some of these things to myself,

cuz you all are right, they do not understand how we feel, and how

ill we are... And I still love my family, and I forgave them, cuz

they are ignorant to the illness and severity.... I went to church

yesterday and me and the pastor's wife talked and I confided in her

about the implants, and during the service she had some other women

and her pray for me w/laying of hands, for my surgery and health to

heal. Im not ashamed anymore of getting these implants, I was

misinformed and misguided by society for thinking I needed them..

Incredible isn't it? The pressure to be thin, ageless and perfect is

really heavily in USA, more so than Europe. I think Ill move!!! I

am having a good day today! thank God, this is one of the best days

in months.... I pray that we all will heal and I believe that...

thanks again for all your love and prayers, and support, I would not

of made it this long.... love you all, /Iggy