Guest guest Posted November 4, 2002 Report Share Posted November 4, 2002 Hi Sorry to hear about your many challenges, they are certainly what makes one strong and builds character. I was born with Scoliosis I had 3 operations, I still deal with allot of pain every day. Its true God only gives us what He has already given us the strength to go through. Do you know Jesus as your personel Saviour? Must go for now do write soon Dot dotnew@... bad mood I'm in a very bad mood. I am also a survivor of incest and you can find me on an incest survivors gourp. When I was a kid, i had very bad asthma. I was sick all the time. I was SKINNY. I had back problems by the time i was 17, but by then, I had everything else....dad was a pig, mom was mean, kids at school hated me, I got an asthma attack everytime I used my energy, and every time i turned around I was in the hospital. Now I am almost 38 and have to deal with bursitis, sciatica and scoliosis. They say God only gives you what you can handle....I guess that's why he didnt give me the scoliosis till after my childhood afflictions were over, but now that i reflect on my life, i want to know one thing....WHY? WHY? WHY? Can't I jut be normal for a while?!!!!!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 4, 2002 Report Share Posted November 4, 2002 In a message dated 11/4/02 8:07:54 PM Central Standard Time, jessie_meadows@... writes: > --I am sorry you have had so much to deal with. Not much of a god person > myself..tend to beleive > in the power of positive thinking, a sense of humor and taking charge of > one's own pain. I agree, no matter where you get your strength from, God, your family or friends, this group, wherever, a positive attitude and a support system is a must. I know when I let it all pile up and get me down the pain when I focus on nothing else but the negative is much worse. Finding this group and knowing that others have the same problems that I do was great--not that I am glad that anyone else has problems from their scoliosis, but that I am not the only one. I liked your comment, Jessie about going to Shriner's. My pain level has gotten steadily worse over that past two years, to the point that I am walking with a cane most of the time, my activities have been severely limited, and the pain is really out of control. But I volunteer at a place similiar the Mc house and there are so many people that are in much worse shape that I am. I just know that when I get depressed over all the things that I cannot do, or all the things that I have been through, then it is easier to focus on the pain rather than try and get through it. I also do not want to discount anything that anyone else has been through, I just know in my own life, I have been in both places adn the poitive attitude helps. JMHO, Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 5, 2002 Report Share Posted November 5, 2002 It's okay... don't worry about it. I just didn't want it to get out of hand. The main reason for the restriction is that being an international group we have to remember that others don't share the same faith and you can appreciate the strife religious discussions cause around the world. A lot of people do find comfort in religion and it's not a bad thing. You meant well. A personal message would be more appropriate in this case... I am sure you understand my position. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 5, 2002 Report Share Posted November 5, 2002 Dear I am so, so sorry to hear of everything that you've been through. I just don't have any words to make life better for you. The only thing I can do is listen and say I am here if you need to talk some more. You know, I have asked myself that question a lot of times...Why can't I just be normal. I also crave for maybe even one day to be " normal " . Before my surgery I used to stare at people's straight backs. Now I find myself staring at people who are able to bend at the waist. I thought surgery was going to solve everything, but it didn't. It gave me a new set of problems which I'm still dealing with. All I know is that each one of us has a package to deal with. I know some have more than others. Sometimes we look at others and are either thankful that we don't have theirs, or jealous that we don't have theirs, and they, ours. But we have to keep on keeping on and just trust that someday we will see the big picture because now we only see a small piece of the puzzle. That does not mean there isn't a bigger picture, but just that we can't see it right now. We have to keep on hoping and keep on looking out for that cure, or that magic that is going to make life a bit more tolerable. In my own life that magic has been to surround me with wonderful friends, doing what I can and try to ignore what I can't, living life moment by moment and definitely trying not to dread the new day. Not that I've perfected it, not so. Yesterday when the alarm clock went off, my reaction was: Aaagh Shut Up. What a way to start the day?!- Well, I have my days too. But fortunately I've learnt not to allow myself to even go there, although it sometimes catches me off guard. I have to confess that I had to go on an anti-depressant for a couple of months when I was really really depressed and maybe that is something you could consider, just to get you over this bump. Then I also got a cute dog about two months ago from a rescue foster mom. She is just so precious and gives me so much love, I can't help to smile when I get up. It is a Chinese Crested dog and I can really recommend the breed. I've never had a dog like her. She thinks she's a cat, but really is a dog, and goes to the bathroom like a male, even though she's a, well, she. There is a very thin line between going on and self pity. I pray that you will find strength and will see small ways that can make your life a bit easier. Take care of yourself and please write again- Sanette www.sanette.net -- __________________________________________________________ Sign-up for your own FREE Personalized E-mail at Mail.com http://www.mail.com/?sr=signup Single & ready to mingle? lavalife.com: Where singles click. Free to Search! http://www.lavalife.com/mailcom.epl?a=2116 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted November 5, 2002 Report Share Posted November 5, 2002 Than you all who responded to my bad mood. I am sorry however I started the religon conflict. It was just a saying I have always heard, weather it's God ar anyother higher power. I am still not too sure where I stand on the relious issues anyway so I wil keep any religous coments to my self or e-mail. The bad mood has passed however, and I wanted to thank you all again for your warm support! :-> -- In Scoliosis Treatment@y..., " " <cinder.min@v...> wrote: > I'm in a very bad mood. I am also a survivor of incest and you can > find me on an incest survivors gourp. When I was a kid, i had very > bad asthma. I was sick all the time. I was SKINNY. I had back > problems by the time i was 17, but by then, I had everything > else....dad was a pig, mom was mean, kids at school hated me, I got > an asthma attack everytime I used my energy, and every time i turned > around I was in the hospital. Now I am almost 38 and have to deal > with bursitis, sciatica and scoliosis. They say God only gives you > what you can handle....I guess that's why he didnt give me the > scoliosis till after my childhood afflictions were over, but now > that i reflect on my life, i want to know one thing....WHY? WHY? > WHY? Can't I jut be normal for a while?!!!!!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 5, 2003 Report Share Posted January 5, 2003 Thanks, Sanette. You always shed more light than heat! I am very grumpy from holidays with and without various family members and a few other things, and should probably not be posting anything anywhere at the moment. I also wish better things and brighter days. There sure is a thin line between wherever most of us are right now and self-pity, and it's so easy to find yourself on the other side, bemoaning your fate. Life is hard and sometimes downright rotten. People seem to damage each other so much, out of cruelty or egocentric self- absorption or incomprehensible ignorance . . . Well, I am going to try and do better this coming year, and will start by being kinder to myself. Eliana Eliana > Dear > I am so, so sorry to hear of everything that you've been through. I just don't have any words to make life better for you. The only thing I can do is listen and say I am here if you need to talk some more. You know, I have asked myself that question a lot of times...Why can't I just be normal. I also crave for maybe even one day to be " normal " . Before my surgery I used to stare at people's straight backs. Now I find myself staring at people who are able to bend at the waist. I thought surgery was going to solve everything, but it didn't. It gave me a new set of problems which I'm still dealing with. All I know is that each one of us has a package to deal with. I know some have more than others. Sometimes we look at others and are either thankful that we don't have theirs, or jealous that we don't have theirs, and they, ours. But we have to keep on keeping on and just trust that someday we will see the big picture because now we only see a small piece of the puzzle. That does > not mean there isn't a bigger picture, but just that we can't see it right now. We have to keep on hoping and keep on looking out for that cure, or that magic that is going to make life a bit more tolerable. In my own life that magic has been to surround me with wonderful friends, doing what I can and try to ignore what I can't, living life moment by moment and definitely trying not to dread the new day. Not that I've perfected it, not so. Yesterday when the alarm clock went off, my reaction was: Aaagh Shut Up. What a way to start the day?!- Well, I have my days too. But fortunately I've learnt not to allow myself to even go there, although it sometimes catches me off guard. I have to confess that I had to go on an anti-depressant for a couple of months when I was really really depressed and maybe that is something you could consider, just to get you over this bump. Then I also got a cute dog about two months ago from a rescue foster mom. She is just so precious and gives me > so much love, I can't help to smile when I get up. It is a Chinese Crested dog and I can really recommend the breed. I've never had a dog like her. She thinks she's a cat, but really is a dog, and goes to the bathroom like a male, even though she's a, well, she. > There is a very thin line between going on and self pity. I pray that you will find strength and will see small ways that can make your life a bit easier. > Take care of yourself and please write again- > Sanette > www.sanette.net > > > -- > __________________________________________________________ > Sign-up for your own FREE Personalized E-mail at Mail.com > http://www.mail.com/?sr=signup > > Single & ready to mingle? lavalife.com: Where singles click. Free to Search! > http://www.lavalife.com/mailcom.epl?a=2116 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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