Trauma's

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Hi , thank you for your interest.

I have been removing trauma's following the Trauma Lessons the first two months

or so. Identifying where and when, naming the trauma's, feeling/noticing where

they are and how they feel. Noticing I have traumatized myself, and still doing

it sometimes.

Then the last three months or so, there were all kind of situations in my life

where I felt: I can't handle this now because there is a related trauma. Then I

started to identify where it came from and removed it.

I also removed lots of trauma's when it felt like so, just like removing a

virus. Lots of them.

Last couple of weeks I kept testing I didn't had any trauma's left. Keely

reminded me the goal is to not traumatize myself anymore, and that was right, so

I try to keep an eye at that.

I hope this answers your question?

@...: cdip39@...: Sat, 24 May 2008

11:08:25 -0400Subject: Re: {Cures now 58,402} About trauma's and family energy

Hi :Just curious....have you been working the traumasfollowing the Trauma

Lessons, or just removing traumaslike you would a virus?Love --- " . "

<megan_HV_@...> wrote:> asked: When I read your post, traumas came

to> mind. Have you tested to do those?> > Yes I have. I have been busy with

traumas for> months, removing, removing and removing. Finally a> week ago I

tested there are no more trauma's left in> my 12 bodies. But I know that I have

been> traumatising myself a lot and that its still a soft> spot, so I keep

checking it, especially when I've> been with my family. > > For instance when

I'm with my daughter I can feel> she has traumas in her bodies. Since the

removal of> all the trauma's, I am more clear, I can feel that> she has trauma's

in her bodies, and that they are> not mine. Sometimes I 'catch' those (when at

first I> was more unaware of this), or I just feel them.> Sometimes I 'know' I

am allowed to remove them. So I> do. And I always clean my 'own' bodies when I

feel> that. I tried to learn her immunics ofcourse, but> she chooses her own

path. > > Another example how family energy gets intertwined> (hope thats the

right english word). > A week ago my mother called. I was too late to> answer

the phone, but I could see on the digital> screen that it was her. I didn't have

time to call> her back and got back to my work. So we didn't> actually speak to

each other. > > In about ten minutes I felt there was something> 'wrong' with

one of my bodies. So immediatly I> tested the usual stuff. And I found out that

I had> eating disorders and trauma's in my bodies. > > This was weird. I have

been busy for weeks with my> diet and going strong with it (already got rid of

8> kilo's). Checking every day all the eating disorders> etc. In the beginning I

always had eating disorders,> several times a day. And when I removed them and

I> checked a minute later, I had them again. So it was> hard work. But after a

few weeks all the eating> disorders disappeared, it gave me much quieteness in>

myself, much strength to keep my diet, an increasing> willingness to move my

body, and more happiness. > > And all of a sudden, only the contact my mother

made> through maybe thinking of me, and I thinking of her,> I don't know

exactly, I had my eating disorders> again, and I 'catched' trauma's. > > I

tested it were HER trauma's, not mine. Remember, I> was the one who wrote that I

always was a canary in> a cole mine. I would rather solve other people's> pain

and hurt then my own. I still don't know if I> do that for my family. Lets test

it: I test Yes....> > But I also test its my task on earth. But I'm not> sure if

this is a right answer. I will check that> again. > > I gave this example to

show how subtle we are> influenced by our family. And now I can see so> clearly

how I had such a hard time to stay with my> diet before I was an immunic

student. I could go> with the right flow for weeks, till I visited my> parents

(who are very nice folks by the way, lol).> Did not ever know what happened

exactly, the only> thing I knew was that I always ate like crazy after> that.

For days. > > I test now, which came to mind, that I have some> sort of

'contract' with them. A contract to help> them. But it doesn't feel like it is

the right> contract. It doesn't feel like the contract I want> to have. Can I

remove that? I test Yes. > > I will look into this tomorrow. Because tonight it>

makes me afraid to remove that contract. I know I> don't have to, but I still am

and I want to have> more focus when I remove that to really really> remove it. >

> Thanks for reading> > > > > >

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