What you don't know has killed you over and over again

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I should start, in case you don't read this whole e-mail, which is fine -- read

what you've got time for -- by telling you that usually removal of trauma from

past lives has absolutely no immediate effect on any disease you're trying to

cure. You're not going to close a traumatic death and have your lupus disappear

or your cancer shrink noticeably within minutes. Except sometimes. Because I

have also seen a lot of cases where a trauma from a past life was the linchpin

for curing a disease. Not all of them, in fact very few of them, were people

who were curing things the way you are. Most of them were doing it the old,

clunky, slow way. Past-life regression has come into the mainstream, and is

making people feel better. Oprah had a psychiatrist on her show who hypnotized

her audience and had them relive or regress to a past life. I didn't see the

show, so I don't know exactly what happened, but my friend who told me about it

said some of them felt better.

You will not be using hypnosis to remove past-life trauma.

Anyway, for years people like that psychiatrist have been writing books, or

having articles written about them in magazines, about curing past-life trauma.

Shirley MacLaine wrote about it in her autobiography. She's been doing it for

years. And some of those people cured things, like cancer, because a past-life

trauma they happened on was a direct cause of it. And there was one article I

read years ago, maybe 20 years ago, where the woman was talking about a simple

physical trauma from this lifetime, and she said how, when she hit herself on an

open drawer, she knew that she would get cancer, and she did, 20 years later, in

that spot. She didn't cure it, though, but she saw that physical trauma as the

cause of it, which it wasn't. The cause of it was something else, possibly a

past-life trauma, but whatever it was it not only caused the cancer but also

caused her to hit herself on the drawer.

So just bear this in mind as you read on -- past-life trauma isn't necessarily a

direct cause of what you're trying to cure; but it might be.

Did I ever tell you that I started this when I realized that I could remove

trauma from past lives? And that that would make me feel better?

I had been a psychotherapist back in the 1970s; I only did it for three years,

because I discovered I hated it, and it wasn't making me feel better. It's

often true that people go into that field because they want to help themselves.

And it's also true that they discover that they can't -- that's why the highest

rate of suicide of any medical profession is among psychiatrists. And I made

that discovery, and got out of it and started doing seminars in personal and

professional development. I had quite a few doctors who did my seminars,

medical doctors and also chiropractors and doctors of acupuncture. And some of

the doctors were doing courses, advanced training, in muscle testing, applied

kinesiology. Not the medical doctors so much, but the chiropractors.

And that was how it started. Some of the courses they did were about removing

emotional trauma from this lifetime. And one day I was out with one of the

doctors. We were in Jamaica where he was doing one of my seminars, and during

the breaks we would jog up a mountain and he would teach me how to do this

removal on him, so he could help himself, and he exchanged it with me, so I was

removing some trauma also. And it definitely made me feel better.

But the way this curing things started, the thing that got me so hooked on this,

was not removing one of my trauma from this lifetime, or even removing a

past-life trauma -- which we didn't do because the company that was training him

was scared of that kind of thing, at least back then. No, it was when we

accessed somebody else's past life -- not his, not mine, but his father's.

He was convinced that his father had been a guard at Auschwitz, and we accessed

something about that that had a profound effect on him. But its effect on me

was even more profound, because he was testing about his father on me, and I

could pick up things about his father. He never knew his father, who died a few

months after he was born without ever coming home.

And when we accessed that, about his father, through me, and he felt better, I

realized that I could know anything.

I didn't realize what the limitations on that are, though. When people hear

this, they think they can use it to win the lottery. I just didn't think about

that, and I never have. But when they try, and don't win, they decide that

they're incapable of doing anything with it, and they go right on getting the

flu, which is too bad, because that they could do -- they could stop themselves

from getting the flu, even though they can't win the lottery. In my case, well,

I never gamble. I do this, and get an immediate good feeling from it, and

that's not gambling; I've come to know it is a sure thing. Same with not

getting the flu. I haven't had a flu since 1993 -- that's pretty much of a sure

thing, too. My immunity is not a gamble; it's an ability, a skill. That's why

the Skills in the Hierarchy of Skills are called Skills.

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, the doctor I discovered this with, got scared away by the prospect of

accessing past lives, at least for the time being, even though the thing about

his father did him so much good. But to me, well, it was what I originally had

gone into studying psychotherapy for -- that good feeling, the one you get every

time you come to know anything that you didn't previously know. And that's the

way it is, isn't it? When you ask a question about yourself, and get an

unexpected answer, the answer may be the opposite of what you thought about

yourself, and it may be some terrible thing that you're discovering about

yourself, but a big smile comes across your face, and your chest opens up --

does this sound familiar? That you actually feel good, discovering something

terrible. Yes?

Well, if that hasn't happened yet, trust me, it will. There are terrible things

for you to discover -- we've all got them. We've all been bad down through the

centuries, in one way or another, but the funny thing is that when we discover

it this way, we accept ourselves, we can feel good about ourselves, even when we

are discovering something bad. There's forgiveness there. And at the same time

we're not choosing to continue the bad. Quite the contrary, actually. When we

discover these things, or at least when I do, I know that I wouldn't do that

again. I can handle behaving differently now, when I'm in the calm, clear

place.

So in the months after I discovered that I could access and remove my past-life

trauma,

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and also trauma from this life, and also current trauma, trauma that happened

usually within the last few weeks,

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I started to spend around two or three hours a day doing it. It became my goal

to remove all of my past-life trauma. And by around mid-1994, I had.

Well, back when I didn't know anything, when I was a shrink -- and I didn't know

from past-life trauma then; I was a primal therapist and I was focused on

infancy -- I thought that if you removed all your trauma you would be completely

well. And totally happy. And after I removed all my past-life trauma, which I

did, I discovered that just isn't so. I wasn't cured.

But there was a definite difference.

And that difference has lasted up to now. Still, I don't recommend that you go

about it the way it did. At that time I just didn't understand that there are a

lot of other things to remove,

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and when you remove them, the trauma come out without you ever having to think

about them. Like if you can just do things to make yourself more loving, if you

remove things that impede you from going in that direction, the direction where

you care about the little guys in your life whom you care about and know and

love, the direction that causes you to care about all mankind, about humanity,

and increases and deepens your own humanity -- well, that's way curative.

And is there any ultimate cure, where you're just fine? You're the Buddha?

You're in a state of grace, always?

I sometimes wonder about that, but I don't take that question seriously anymore.

I just keep thinking that I better know as much as I can about myself; I better

approach my mission

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from knowingness.

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I better know what my mission really is -- people are always telling me what

their mission in life is, and I'm always looking right through them and seeing

that they have no idea what their mission in life is. Do I know what mine is?

Well, I'm probably closer to it than the people I'm looking at, or else I

wouldn't be able to see right through them, would I?

You'll find this, too, as you come to your mission. You'll be looking right

through people. And that can be a very lonely place; you might not like it. So

that will be something else to get to the bottom of, to know things about, and

to find what's causing that dysfunction, because not liking it, and even being

lonely, are dysfunctions -- loneliness is an immune dysfunction. And it just

means there's more self-adjustment to make.

Adaptation. Adjustment. Acumen. Vision. Seeing. These are functions.

And you know what I found to be the most valuable? The most valuable thing of

all? Is just to know what I've been trying to accomplish for thousands of

years.

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Because, though it may not be that easy to put it into words, it hasn't really

changed that much, it's always been the same thing. When you get to the bottom

of yourself, you'll find that will be true for you, too. We really do have a

mission, and knowing what it is is the most valuable thing there is, because it

sets the direction for my cure, and causes the exact things I need to know

about, and remove, and install

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to come into consciousness so I can do something about them. And it also makes

it easy for me to act. I never procrastinate, because I know exactly what I'm

doing. When you have an immune dysfunction like procrastination, it often

indicates a deeper problem -- you probably wouldn't be procrastinating if you

knew what you were doing, and that's a deeper problem than procrastination.

So I would say that working on my career -- this procedure/approach that we call

the Whole Career Clearing -- has done me an awful lot of good.

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