About my unreasonable demands

[Guest guest]

My dear and precious Keely,

One of the best things about my relationship with you is how you're always

confronting me with what I do wrong, and sometimes you're right about

it. Well, for the past few years, I would say it may be the past 27 or so,

you've been confronting me about how I require too much of people, and they

run off for the hills and are never heard from again. Well, I've just

thought of something that might give us both a clue about what appropriate

behavior would be, for me, and really for all of us, with our demands of

people. I've seen a lot of people disappear from the Cure Drive over the

years, and some of them had cured things, but now I notice, upon giving it

a second look, or maybe a second hundredth look, that in every case there

was always something that the person couldn't cure, or didn't, or refused

to, or just wouldn't.

Sometimes it was that they couldn't cure a friend, even though they cured

things for themselves -- a friend, a loved one, a family member. They

failed, somehow, and wouldn't stand up for Cure anymore, because cure for

them had become mitigated.

It seems like people need absolute cure, or nothing. They either cure it

all, or at some point cure nothing.

Now, in my case, I've kept going, and I think you have too, and you're

always talking about how you stuck with me, and you say it's out of

loyalty, and maybe you never say this, but you might also say out of

love. And I know that you do love me, and you always did. But maybe the

reason you're able to stick around is that you've always cured everything

as it came up. And I know that you still have a lot to cure, as I do, but

I don't think you walk around during the day feeling as though you've got

something you failed to cure, in yourself, or anybody else.

And when Jerry, your significant other gets sick, you know it's his

responsibility to handle that, so you don't worry about that, and you

probably also have an effect on his ailments -- he probably doesn't get as

sick as he would have had he not known you. It's my own personal opinion

the Jerry would probably have been dead of cancer a long time ago, had it

not been for you, though Jerry has no knowledge of ever having cured

cancer, though he did have a little problem with it years ago that his

doctor fixed. As I remember it, it was the same kind of problem

had, and in case it took us to fix it, and a lot of hard work, and

almost died -- people reading his e-mail can find out more about

by going to his Cure Show on this page and listening to it. The

whole record of him curing his cancer is in there:

http://www.wayimmune.org/00-cure_shows/cancer/cure-cancer.htm

Anyway, Keely, what I think about us, you and I, is that we ought to make

as many demands as we want on anybody we feel like, but obviously the

number one demand is that they cure everything,

And if the person has an obvious symptom hanging out, a symptom that pops

out at me when I look at it, I ought to, at least for that moment, forget

about any demands for anything else but that they take the thing out,

because if they don't, sure enough, the person will probably be off for the

hills, shouting back over their shoulder that I drove them away by

expecting too much from them.

At least if only if I only expect that they cure the thing, well that's

certainly a reasonable demand/expectation for me to have.

Then, when they've cured it, which often only takes a few minutes, I can go

back to insisting that they do I want them to do, and they'll probably do

it, unless my judgment is off and maybe it isn't necessary or somehow is

inappropriate for them for some valid reason that I can understand, since

I'm a very reasonable person at bottom, even though I don't seem to be

sometimes.

Bayard