About trauma's and family energy

[Guest guest]

asked: When I read your post, traumas came to mind. Have you tested to do

those?

Yes I have. I have been busy with traumas for months, removing, removing and

removing. Finally a week ago I tested there are no more trauma's left in my 12

bodies. But I know that I have been traumatising myself a lot and that its still

a soft spot, so I keep checking it, especially when I've been with my family.

For instance when I'm with my daughter I can feel she has traumas in her bodies.

Since the removal of all the trauma's, I am more clear, I can feel that she has

trauma's in her bodies, and that they are not mine. Sometimes I 'catch' those

(when at first I was more unaware of this), or I just feel them. Sometimes I

'know' I am allowed to remove them. So I do. And I always clean my 'own' bodies

when I feel that. I tried to learn her immunics ofcourse, but she chooses her

own path.

Another example how family energy gets intertwined (hope thats the right english

word).

A week ago my mother called. I was too late to answer the phone, but I could see

on the digital screen that it was her. I didn't have time to call her back and

got back to my work. So we didn't actually speak to each other.

In about ten minutes I felt there was something 'wrong' with one of my bodies.

So immediatly I tested the usual stuff. And I found out that I had eating

disorders and trauma's in my bodies.

This was weird. I have been busy for weeks with my diet and going strong with it

(already got rid of 8 kilo's). Checking every day all the eating disorders etc.

In the beginning I always had eating disorders, several times a day. And when I

removed them and I checked a minute later, I had them again. So it was hard

work. But after a few weeks all the eating disorders disappeared, it gave me

much quieteness in myself, much strength to keep my diet, an increasing

willingness to move my body, and more happiness.

And all of a sudden, only the contact my mother made through maybe thinking of

me, and I thinking of her, I don't know exactly, I had my eating disorders

again, and I 'catched' trauma's.

I tested it were HER trauma's, not mine. Remember, I was the one who wrote that

I always was a canary in a cole mine. I would rather solve other people's pain

and hurt then my own. I still don't know if I do that for my family. Lets test

it: I test Yes....

But I also test its my task on earth. But I'm not sure if this is a right

answer. I will check that again.

I gave this example to show how subtle we are influenced by our family. And now

I can see so clearly how I had such a hard time to stay with my diet before I

was an immunic student. I could go with the right flow for weeks, till I visited

my parents (who are very nice folks by the way, lol). Did not ever know what

happened exactly, the only thing I knew was that I always ate like crazy after

that. For days.

I test now, which came to mind, that I have some sort of 'contract' with them. A

contract to help them. But it doesn't feel like it is the right contract. It

doesn't feel like the contract I want to have. Can I remove that? I test Yes.

I will look into this tomorrow. Because tonight it makes me afraid to remove

that contract. I know I don't have to, but I still am and I want to have more

focus when I remove that to really really remove it.

Thanks for reading