Re: [phoenix-universal-energies] Downtime

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At 04:33 PM 9/27/2006 -0700, you wrote:

>Dear Lynn

>Thank you for sharing this. I will definitely look up Louise L. Hay. What

>you have explained is very true. We really have to stop, and look within

>oursleves to set things right.

>In fact there is a movement The Cure Drive

>

>http://www. immunics.org that is empowering people to heal/ cure

>themselves by connecting within.

>

>

>Begum

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>lynn & allan pryor <pryor1@...> wrote:

>>Dear ,

>>Yes I too think that this sharing has brought us a lot closer, perhaps let us

>>Know that, hey, I'm having a problem, is anyone else? And not feel like

>> " I'm sure I'm the only one this is happening to, so I better not say

>>anything "

>>And maybe it'll go away...we all talk about reaching out, but it is

>>easier to

>>Reach out and give, and forget that we must be open to receive also, and

>>To remember that we are here to help each other.

>>Kind of like the Angels, we know they are there to help us along the way,

>>What we forget is that we have to ASK,... they ...like us, can't help if

>>no-one

>>Asks...

>>So I think I'm going to put aside the fear of asking because I think someone

>>Might think I'm .....well.....not stupid, but you all know what I mean....

>>Like I felt embarrased to mention that I can't really " vision " yet, I

>>was really

>>Beginning to feel like I was lacking in some area and that's why it wasn't

>>happening....I really know it's fear based, and will improve as I learn

>>not to

>>Fear.....

>>Ok, for a little chuckle here....

>>Our group was talking about visioning one night, we had been doing

>>Guided meditations, and everyone could clearly picture what was suggested

>>But me.....I was so frustrated (now it's funny), but we were talking

>>about how

>>Nice it would be to be able to envision our loved ones, and I said....

>>You know what???...If my mother all of a sudden appeared before us, I'd

>>Probably have a heart attack.....I wasn't prepared for that, since then

>>Though I have seen her, and once I actually heard her voice, while I was

>>outside....and at the time, that's all the confirmation I needed.

>>So I do understand what you say about letting go of the fear, and as it is

>>Dropping away, I am having short visions.....it's like they're kind of

>>preparing

>>The way......to take me back.....to where I've been before.....

>>But with a whole new understanding......

>>

>>Now I really wanted to write about this neck pain that seems to be running

>>A common thread between us all....well a lot of us anyway....

>>o mentions, the left side possible having a Cardio/Heart link, and the

>>Right side having a link to " deep angst and Emotional Bitterness.....

>>Then Robin mentions having a pinched nerve and compressed vertebrae,

>>And all that goes with it.....and I certainly know where she's coming from...

>>Now here's myself, with a pinched nerve, and it affects my left side,

>>left baby

>>Finger numb, pain in my arm and a lot of other symptoms, and I thought it

>>Was caused because I moved some big containers with wet soil in them...

>>This has been ongoing for two years, the only improvement is that the

>>Agonizing pain finally let up after 4 months, but all the other irritating

>>Symptoms are still happening, and it doesn't matter, how much Reiki we

>>Do, or exercise, or physio, or etc, etc or etc..... And this wasn't just

>>Myself,.....another of our group, had a quad accident, and popped out

>>Her collor bone, and another was hurting herself with almost anything

>>That she did in the physical arena.....

>>So we started asking ourselves and each other questions.....

>>Ok, why is this happening, because we are definitely doing this to ourselves

>>It seemed like we'd just get motoring again, and WHAM, there we were,

>>Down again.....No No we'd say, we must keep at it, gotta keep busy, gotta

>>Produce, gotta work, gotta make money, gotta, go, go, go, and everytime

>>BOOM, something else would happen and put us in the prone position.

>>So geez girls, how many times does this have to happen to us, before we

>>Get the message, and START LOOKING WITHIN.....

>>We started with Louise L. Hay, and Heal Your Body....I remember the first

>>Time we looked a few things up.....and our comments ran something like,

>>No, that's not me, that's not my problem, and after about a week of

>>digesting

>>It, we were saying, well maybe there is some truth to that.....

>>So I just looked up " Neck (Cervical Spine) " and Louise's - probable

>>cause,,is...

>>Represents Flexibility..the ability to see what's back there....

>>Then she lists beside it a New Thought Pattern, which was " I am peaceful

>>With life.....

>>Anyone with neck problems, I hope you take the time to mull that one over,

>>As after awhile the hidden problem starts to surface, and if you use the new

>>Thought pattern as an affirmation......things start to change....HONEST....

>>Other neck problems were also to do with flexibility. Such as...

>>Refusing to see other sides of a question....stubborness...and

>>inflexibility...

>>The spine --- flexible support of life....

>>Anyway, before I get too carried away, her little handbook is " awesome " ,

>>There's even a spinal chart, which shows every vertabrae, what it connects

>>To, ..the probable cause and the new thought pattern....it's absolutely

>>amazing.

>>3-C Accepting blame for others, Guilt, indecision, Grinding one's self down.

>>6-C Burdens, Overload, Trying to fix others, Resistance, inflexibility

>>7-C Confusion, anger, Feeling helpless, Can't reach out...

>>Those were just a couple of my serious areas, and when I took it seriously

>>And started working on them, well all I can say, is my neck is starting

>>to get

>>better.....Now the Reiki is working, because I am dealing with the problems

>>Internally......

>>So now combine all that with working on the actual Chakra centres which

>>Relate to each of the problems and we finally have something we can come

>>To terms with, and really learn how to LET GO....

>>

>>Sure hope I haven't driven you all crazy with this, but the more I read

>>about

>>Neck problems, I just couldn't shut it off.....I just feel that all this

>>physical stuff

>>Is outward signs of where to look within to keep clearing.

>>Many Blessings to all of us, we have a bright rosy road ahead, filled

>>with light

>>And many angels singing....(I'm a base)

>>Lynn

>>P.S. How is doing????

>>

>>

>>-- Re: [phoenix-universal-energies] Downtime

>>

>>Hi Lynn,

>>Thank you for sharing that with us all...it is nice that we can connect

>>more as a family and not feel so isolated...I hope this discussion has

>>done just that.

>>

>>I too thought I was alone in my " off the Air " times so it is great to

>>know that it is something most light workers seem to be experiencing.

>>

>>I find, like you, that when I am having a seriuous learning curve the

>>feeling is one of complete abandonment...I realise now that this is not

>>so and that I am actually learning but on a subconscious level.

>>

>>As to the visualising well it took me about 20 years to get to that

>>stage...I never thought it would happen and I am certain it will come to

>>you when you finally believe it will. What was holding me back was my

>>feeling of it couldn't happen to me...once I truly let go of that...Voila!!!!

>>

>>So again thanks Lynn for your thoughts

>>

>>With Love

>>

>>

>>

>>

>>Lynn <pryor1@...> wrote:

>>Hello everyone,

>>I've been reading the mails on this shutdown phenomenon, and like

>>someone said, hindsight is so wonderful. Especially when someone

>>talks about it...the door opens...

>>Unlike most of you, I haven't had the privilege to really " vision "

>>yet, (but I'm working on it - it's coming slowly), but I have always

>>been aware of my guardian angels and guides...

>>my most recent shutdown, was a couple of weeks ago, when I had

>>similar feelings of " empty, no one there, what am I doing this for

>>and such...

>>it was kind of like, after being in a warm room, walking outside and

>>couldn't get back in....kind of freaky....

>>I thought, this is ridiculous, there's no reason why I shouldn't be

>>feeling that connection...so when I went to bed I did some Reiki,

>>called in my AA's, I just remember being rather explicit about it,

>>and bing, the feeling was back....

>>But to talk about a longer shutdown,,,,I think it was more of

>>a " walk out " ....when I was in my late 20's, I had spent about 5 yrs

>>involved with a spiritual group, went to India, did the ashram

>>thing, meditated..lived in BLISS,,,,I still wonder why I left, and

>>the only thing I could come up with, was I couldn't marry the two,

>>the spiritual world and the material world...(at that time anyway)

>>and I walked away...spent the next 25 years, totally back in the 3rd

>>dimension, totally into the physical, didn't read, didn't relate,

>>just shut it off.....

>>About 10 yrs ago the door started to open again, books started

>>surfacing for me to read, you know, the synchronicity thing

>>happening....yet I was still slow to pick up the pieces because this

>>time, I thought, I have to be able to live in this world, yet I

>>still wanted the experience, I wanted the BE ING again...

>>It took the last couple of years of my mothers life that brought me

>>back...I had to accept what I said I believed in... the sense of

>>relief was almost overwhelming as I had really thought,,,geez girl,

>>you really blew it. you walked off the path and I truly didn't

>>think I'd ever get back on it....it seemed so far out of reach....

>>

>>Geez I'm getting longwinded....well, to try and shorten it up....

>>I didn't know where to look, who to go see, so I left it all up to

>>my guides and angels, and basically, they led me to healing, and to

>>Reiki. I found out that the long time of being shutdown, was so I

>>could learn....all kinds of lessons....It's only now, that I am

>>understanding those lessons and the why....

>>

>>I was told I was a lightworker, and I had no idea, and that was only

>>2 yrs ago.....since then it's just sort of all come together, piece

>>by piece, and when I had those down times, I never really thought

>>about being disconnected...I just thought, whew, a break to get this

>>sorted out....and this whole ascension experience, well lets just

>>say, I never could have dreamed this one up, so it's been a journey

>>of confirmation, you know,, OHHHHH, so that's why, AAHHHAAAA, I

>>thought so...

>>Whether, it's a fault or a blessing, I don't know, but I don't

>>really question alot....if it rings true, I accept it,,,if it

>>doesn't, I dismiss it

>>Does that sound too easy??...it makes it simple anyway,

>>although packing in 25 yrs of learning in 2 (so far) has been an

>>experience in itself.

>>

>>About the only clear thing that has struck me about this downtime,

>>is that when it happens I think something has just gone off balance,

>>and it's time to really go through the chakras, re-balance, re-

>>calibrate, and re-integrate, then things start moving forward again..

>>That's what works for me and us at Tranquility Base..

>>

>>I just feel so honoured and blessed that I am part of this

>>experience and that I have found such wonderful people as all of

>>you. We truly are not alone...

>>Blessings to all

>>Lynn

Your friend,

Bayard

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