Guest guest Posted May 24, 2009 Report Share Posted May 24, 2009 Holly, your post moved me to tears. Thank you. katie From: J S <requireshelp@...>Subject: Re: Re: Marriagebird mites Date: Friday, May 22, 2009, 9:49 PM Thanks for the reply Holly. You are very encouraging. Jay From: Holly <hollyjane11>bird mitesSent: Tuesday, May 19, 2009 10:19:06 AMSubject: Re: Marriage Jay,My marriage has recovered, but it took a willingness on my husbands part. He knew deep down that i wasnt making it up. He also had outside influences that werent helping. If your ex is willing to talk maybe you could show her some things. If she isnt willing to listen then maybe it is for the best. From what i have learned from dealing with people and this infestation, is that it is YOUR reality. If someone wants to judge you based off of it then its not worth trying to prove because they will always find something to balk at. You could also be fueling the fire. The world will not end if one or two people dont like, or believe you. WE believe you, and we know its true. You will see when you do find true love, because true love would listen and understand. You are an awesome person, and i have no doubt that you wont be single for long. I hope this helps, if it doesnt pertain to your situation, then please disregard.Love and LuckHolly> >> > > > I've had a horrible 24 hours. Fridays are the worst for me, probably because of exhaustion. I'm also out of a lot of key things (ESP, Opaline, a few herbs and oils). I tried to use the safe2use enzyme cleaner and it just seemed to aggravate the little buggers. An all-out attack started in the shower and has barely let up since. Everything I touch = bite. > > > > After the shower I put on my strongest oil yet (olive, tea tree, coconut, neem, oregano, clove, wormwood, black walnut + esp serum). Lately the things emerging from my skin after oil application are enough to make me want to weep.. Huge grey blobs that look like little rocks, but are very spongy. I used to get about a dozen of these, mainly clear w/ some fibers tangled within. The last 2 oil applications yeilded appx. 400 or 500 of these little balls. They range in size from barely visible to the size of a pea. INCREDIBLY disgusting. (I don't know if I should scrape them all up and send them to Wymore or something.)> > > > I can't say that any part of my protocol is working, to be frank. I've been hitting the Psyllium husk powder hard at night, and this has forced 6 or 7 bowel movements per day. On my third day of doing this, a thick wad of what resembled black rubber bands came out. I do not think they were worms but maybe they were (I am on a high dose of Vermox). They didn't look organic at all. Pehaps the Willard Water had some affect there, too. Anyway, enough about my shit. > > > > After spending most of the early morning wiping off the grey globs, I slipped on the oil on the floor. Luckily I didn't break my neck, but I burst my air mattress and slept on a board all night. > > > > Well, enough of my sharing. I will just end by saying that I looked up a very respected friend and reverend and I think he did more for me spiritually than anyone or anything ever has. But god I know so much can happen -- especially for my poor parents! If only the money was there. I would seriously rob a bank if I felt i could pull it off.. I think I've passed the point where the beautiful freedoms mostpeople experience are such gold to me, I can hardly dream of having them again.> > > > Ian> > > > "You are in love with intelligence, until it frightens you. For your ideas are terrifying and your hearts are faint. Your acts of pity and cruelty are absurd, committed with no calm, as if they were irresitible. Finally, you fear blood more and more. Blood and time."> > - Valéry> > > > > > "It's impossible for words to describe what is necessary to those who do not know what horror means. Horror. Horror has a face... and you must make a friend of horror. Horror and moral terror are your friends. If they are not then they are enemies to be feared. They are truly enemies. I remember when I was with Special Forces. Seems a thousand centuries ago. We went into a camp to inoculate the children. We left the camp after we had inoculated the children for Polio, and this old man came running after us and he was crying. He couldn't see. We went back there and they had come and hacked off every inoculated arm. There they were in a pile."> > -Walter E. Kurtz (Col.)> >> > > > > > ____________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _> Make your browsing faster, safer, and easier with the new Internet Explorer® 8. Optimized for Get it Now for Free! at http://downloads. / ca/internetexplo rer/> Canada Toolbar : Search from anywhere on the web and bookmark your favourite sites. Download it now! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 24, 2009 Report Share Posted May 24, 2009 Hey I second this--well said Holly. I wish you the best Jay...I am going through a divorce, but it has been a long time coming and we have lived apart for years--remaining friends though and I will give him credit for one thing: he does believe and emotionally support me. Who knows, maybe she will eventually come around, but if not, you need to find someone who will appreciate all that you are and support what you are going through... we all need emotional support when going through such a nightmare! BTW, Jay, how old are you and where do you live??? LOL Love Pdidit > > > > > > > > > I've had a horrible 24 hours. Fridays are the worst for me, probably because of exhaustion. I'm also out of a lot of key things (ESP, Opaline, a few herbs and oils). I tried to use the safe2use enzyme cleaner and it just seemed to aggravate the little buggers. An all-out attack started in the shower and has barely let up since. Everything I touch = bite. > > > > > > After the shower I put on my strongest oil yet (olive, tea tree, coconut, neem, oregano, clove, wormwood, black walnut + esp serum). Lately the things emerging from my skin after oil application are enough to make me want to weep.. Huge grey blobs that look like little rocks, but are very spongy. I used to get about a dozen of these, mainly clear w/ some fibers tangled within. The last 2 oil applications yeilded appx. 400 or 500 of these little balls. They range in size from barely visible to the size of a pea. INCREDIBLY disgusting. (I don't know if I should scrape them all up and send them to Wymore or something.) > > > > > > I can't say that any part of my protocol is working, to be frank. I've been hitting the Psyllium husk powder hard at night, and this has forced 6 or 7 bowel movements per day. On my third day of doing this, a thick wad of what resembled black rubber bands came out. I do not think they were worms but maybe they were (I am on a high dose of Vermox). They didn't look organic at all. Pehaps the Willard Water had some affect there, too. Anyway, enough about my shit. > > > > > > After spending most of the early morning wiping off the grey globs, I slipped on the oil on the floor. Luckily I didn't break my neck, but I burst my air mattress and slept on a board all night. > > > > > > Well, enough of my sharing. I will just end by saying that I looked up a very respected friend and reverend and I think he did more for me spiritually than anyone or anything ever has. But god I know so much can happen -- especially for my poor parents! If only the money was there. I would seriously rob a bank if I felt i could pull it off.. I think I've passed the point where the beautiful freedoms mostpeople experience are such gold to me, I can hardly dream of having them again. > > > > > > Ian > > > > > > " You are in love with intelligence, until it frightens you. For your ideas are terrifying and your hearts are faint. Your acts of pity and cruelty are absurd, committed with no calm, as if they were irresitible. Finally, you fear blood more and more. Blood and time. " > > > - Valéry > > > > > > > > > " It's impossible for words to describe what is necessary to those who do not know what horror means. Horror. Horror has a face... and you must make a friend of horror. Horror and moral terror are your friends. If they are not then they are enemies to be feared. They are truly enemies.. I remember when I was with Special Forces. Seems a thousand centuries ago.. We went into a camp to inoculate the children. We left the camp after we had inoculated the children for Polio, and this old man came running after us and he was crying. He couldn't see. We went back there and they had come and hacked off every inoculated arm. There they were in a pile. " > > > -Walter E. Kurtz (Col.) > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ____________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _ > > Make your browsing faster, safer, and easier with the new Internet Explorer® 8. Optimized for Get it Now for Free! at http://downloads. / ca/internetexplo rer/ > > > > > > > > __________________________________________________________________ > Looking for the perfect gift? Give the gift of Flickr! > > http://www.flickr.com/gift/ > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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