Guest guest Posted January 7, 2007 Report Share Posted January 7, 2007 Jmace: I know what you are saying, you don't have to battle like those with breast cancer or those going through chemotherapy and the like. You are correct, we don't have short term battles, but we do indeed have long term ones. We are battling for quality of life, for longevity and for acceptance in our new circumstances. There is nothing to feel guilty about. Sometimes I used to feel jealous. I know of many people cured of cancer that fought through chemotherapy or operations and are now healed. Now that is a battle I could get up for. You fight, you win or lose, and then your life returns to normal. But you know what, I don't think that their lives are normal either. They have to worry about the cancer returning, about their immune system and about being accepted as a " survivor " , just like we do. I got over my jealousy when I understood that about everyone with cancer. We all fight battles, both physical and mental, but the battles are all different. You know, when I was first diagnosed, I thought that I would have to quit my job and concentrate on beating CML. So I thought I would take a light hearted look and find jokes about Leukemia. The only jokes I found had the punch line " Well at least I don't have Leukemia " . So much for humor. I did make one up, but it is fairly awful. Also I am the sole wage earner in my family and my job is very demanding. In fact, my employer was going through hard times and cut everyones pay who stayed and laid others off. Since I needed health insurance, I had to stay. So I " battled " to make additional money, while I was getting used to 800 mg of Gleevec per day. I have been able to start a small business of my own, but I still work for the same employer and fear leaving them completely because of my lack of health insurance. I am just starting to make the salary from both jobs that I did when I was diagnosed. However, I feel the pressure daily and I really cannot allow myself the chance to think about what may happen if CML revisits me in full force again. We do have our battles and struggles. Don't feel guilty in the least. Our battle is just different from others. With regards, Matt Dx 01/05 Gleevec since 03/05 Father of 3 In a message dated 1/7/2007 3:32:40 P.M. Eastern Standard Time, jmace2000@... writes: Since being dx'ed in July, I have felt physically great and increasingly great emotionally as I've come to accept CML and that life can carry on normally thanks to Gleevec. I am thankful for this every moment. When I was dx'ed, my life was turned upside down. As we all know, you go through so many stages of emotions and your life really changes. I became very aware of my own mortality and what is really important. I became very aware of the various cancer organizations like Relay For Life and Team In Training and felt compelled and obligated to participate. I had never before been one to rally behind a cause and there I was attending the meetings and supporting the initiatives. I was and still am blown away by how caring people can be and how generous some people are with their time and efforts. But as I become more and more involved I feel like I'm doing it more for other people than for myself. I'm feeling obligated (and urged) to be the new poster boy for CML. The truth is, I feel the best emotionally and physically when I forget that I have CML (truly a blessing). Being a part of Relay or other cancer groups constantly reminds me that I have cancer and that I could die. People are dying every day from this stuff and it breaks my heart to dwell on that, to read the blogs, and constantly acknowledge death. In Relay For Life, I'm called a " Survivor " . I don't feel like a survivor because I haven't gone to battle. I feel unworthy of the membership and guilty that I just want to live a life that isn't focused on cancer. Personally, I feel that carrying on with life, staying positive, eating right, and not dwelling on cancer is the best approach for me but it does nothing for the movement. Has anyone battled with this guilt? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 8, 2007 Report Share Posted January 8, 2007 At 08:25 PM 1/7/07 +0000, you wrote: >In Relay For Life, I'm called a " Survivor " . I don't feel like a >survivor because I haven't gone to battle. I feel unworthy of the >membership and guilty that I just want to live a life that isn't >focused on cancer. Personally, I feel that carrying on with life, >staying positive, eating right, and not dwelling on cancer is the >best approach for me but it does nothing for the movement. Dear ?? You are early in this journey (being dx in July)........ I have heard that the day after you are dx with cancer, you are a survivor! every day you are a survivor. Despite anything or any obstacle that CML puts in your path, you carry on, living life with cancer. That does not mean that it has to be the focus of your life....and we all go through phases, when we need to just escape it and that may be where you are right now. Lots to people take 'breaks' from the lists, etc. You will have CML for many years to come.......if you feel like it, you can contribute to the cause later. Right now maybe it is better to focus on your own needs and what you want to do in the future (with new insights and maybe some modifications to old plans). So, I would say....don't feel guilty......go live your best life. Check in with the list when you feel like it.....and when you have stuff to share. an old timer, C. (dx 8.5 years ago) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 8, 2007 Report Share Posted January 8, 2007 Good morning, I remember being at a Leukemia & Lymphoma Society event (Light the Night) soon after diagnosis where they were giving out t-shirts to survivors and I didn't think that I should take one. I thought the shirts were for those who had undergone a stem cell transplant and come out of it cured. I was surprised to find out that the LLS definition of survivor is anyone diagnosed with cancer -- that is, you are a survivor a minute after diagnosis. I was also saddened and scared by the number of people walking in memory of someone who had passed away. It rattled me to the point that I couldn't finish the walk. The next year I took a t-shirt. And it empowers me to think of myself as a survivor. We all walk this new post-diagnosis life differently. My first year was tough for me. I didn't tell many people about my diagnosis. I'm more open now as I approach my 4 year anniversary. And I'm more comfortable at LLS events and volunteering -- but it's taken a while to reach this point. I don't read these boards each day and I don't post too often, and that's OK for me. Do what is comfortable for you. Enjoy your life. You deserve to approach this new life with CML in whatever way feels right to you. Best wishes, Kathy dx 5/03 > > Since being dx'ed in July, I have felt physically great and > increasingly great emotionally as I've come to accept CML and that > life can carry on normally thanks to Gleevec. I am thankful for this > every moment. > > When I was dx'ed, my life was turned upside down. As we all know, you > go through so many stages of emotions and your life really changes. I > became very aware of my own mortality and what is really important. I > became very aware of the various cancer organizations like Relay For > Life and Team In Training and felt compelled and obligated to > participate. > > I had never before been one to rally behind a cause and there I was > attending the meetings and supporting the initiatives. I was and > still am blown away by how caring people can be and how generous some > people are with their time and efforts. But as I become more and more > involved I feel like I'm doing it more for other people than for > myself. I'm feeling obligated (and urged) to be the new poster boy > for CML. > > The truth is, I feel the best emotionally and physically when I > forget that I have CML (truly a blessing). Being a part of Relay or > other cancer groups constantly reminds me that I have cancer and that > I could die. People are dying every day from this stuff and it breaks > my heart to dwell on that, to read the blogs, and constantly > acknowledge death. > > In Relay For Life, I'm called a " Survivor " . I don't feel like a > survivor because I haven't gone to battle. I feel unworthy of the > membership and guilty that I just want to live a life that isn't > focused on cancer. Personally, I feel that carrying on with life, > staying positive, eating right, and not dwelling on cancer is the > best approach for me but it does nothing for the movement. > > Has anyone battled with this guilt? > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 8, 2007 Report Share Posted January 8, 2007 Amen brother! Thanks for your reply. > > > Jmace: > > I know what you are saying, you don't have to battle like those with breast > cancer or those going through chemotherapy and the like. You are correct, we > don't have short term battles, but we do indeed have long term ones. We are > battling for quality of life, for longevity and for acceptance in our new > circumstances. There is nothing to feel guilty about. > > Sometimes I used to feel jealous. I know of many people cured of cancer > that fought through chemotherapy or operations and are now healed. Now that is > a battle I could get up for. You fight, you win or lose, and then your life > returns to normal. But you know what, I don't think that their lives are > normal either. They have to worry about the cancer returning, about their > immune system and about being accepted as a " survivor " , just like we do. I got > over my jealousy when I understood that about everyone with cancer. We all > fight battles, both physical and mental, but the battles are all different. > > You know, when I was first diagnosed, I thought that I would have to quit my > job and concentrate on beating CML. So I thought I would take a light > hearted look and find jokes about Leukemia. The only jokes I found had the punch > line " Well at least I don't have Leukemia " . So much for humor. I did make > one up, but it is fairly awful. > > Also I am the sole wage earner in my family and my job is very demanding. > In fact, my employer was going through hard times and cut everyones pay who > stayed and laid others off. Since I needed health insurance, I had to stay. > So I " battled " to make additional money, while I was getting used to 800 mg > of Gleevec per day. I have been able to start a small business of my own, but > I still work for the same employer and fear leaving them completely because > of my lack of health insurance. I am just starting to make the salary from > both jobs that I did when I was diagnosed. However, I feel the pressure daily > and I really cannot allow myself the chance to think about what may happen > if CML revisits me in full force again. > > We do have our battles and struggles. Don't feel guilty in the least. Our > battle is just different from others. > > With regards, > > Matt > Dx 01/05 > Gleevec since 03/05 > Father of 3 > > > > > In a message dated 1/7/2007 3:32:40 P.M. Eastern Standard Time, > jmace2000@... writes: > > > > > Since being dx'ed in July, I have felt physically great and > increasingly great emotionally as I've come to accept CML and that > life can carry on normally thanks to Gleevec. I am thankful for this > every moment. > > When I was dx'ed, my life was turned upside down. As we all know, you > go through so many stages of emotions and your life really changes. I > became very aware of my own mortality and what is really important. I > became very aware of the various cancer organizations like Relay For > Life and Team In Training and felt compelled and obligated to > participate. > > I had never before been one to rally behind a cause and there I was > attending the meetings and supporting the initiatives. I was and > still am blown away by how caring people can be and how generous some > people are with their time and efforts. But as I become more and more > involved I feel like I'm doing it more for other people than for > myself. I'm feeling obligated (and urged) to be the new poster boy > for CML. > > The truth is, I feel the best emotionally and physically when I > forget that I have CML (truly a blessing). Being a part of Relay or > other cancer groups constantly reminds me that I have cancer and that > I could die. People are dying every day from this stuff and it breaks > my heart to dwell on that, to read the blogs, and constantly > acknowledge death. > > In Relay For Life, I'm called a " Survivor " . I don't feel like a > survivor because I haven't gone to battle. I feel unworthy of the > membership and guilty that I just want to live a life that isn't > focused on cancer. Personally, I feel that carrying on with life, > staying positive, eating right, and not dwelling on cancer is the > best approach for me but it does nothing for the movement. > > Has anyone battled with this guilt? > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 9, 2007 Report Share Posted January 9, 2007 Thanks to you all for your feedback on this and kind comments. > > Since being dx'ed in July, I have felt physically great and > increasingly great emotionally as I've come to accept CML and that > life can carry on normally thanks to Gleevec. I am thankful for this > every moment. > > When I was dx'ed, my life was turned upside down. As we all know, you > go through so many stages of emotions and your life really changes. I > became very aware of my own mortality and what is really important. I > became very aware of the various cancer organizations like Relay For > Life and Team In Training and felt compelled and obligated to > participate. > > I had never before been one to rally behind a cause and there I was > attending the meetings and supporting the initiatives. I was and > still am blown away by how caring people can be and how generous some > people are with their time and efforts. But as I become more and more > involved I feel like I'm doing it more for other people than for > myself. I'm feeling obligated (and urged) to be the new poster boy > for CML. > > The truth is, I feel the best emotionally and physically when I > forget that I have CML (truly a blessing). Being a part of Relay or > other cancer groups constantly reminds me that I have cancer and that > I could die. People are dying every day from this stuff and it breaks > my heart to dwell on that, to read the blogs, and constantly > acknowledge death. > > In Relay For Life, I'm called a " Survivor " . I don't feel like a > survivor because I haven't gone to battle. I feel unworthy of the > membership and guilty that I just want to live a life that isn't > focused on cancer. Personally, I feel that carrying on with life, > staying positive, eating right, and not dwelling on cancer is the > best approach for me but it does nothing for the movement. > > Has anyone battled with this guilt? > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 10, 2007 Report Share Posted January 10, 2007 : I think you should go back into law and fight for the insurance rights for everyone on Gleevec, Sprycel and Interferon. Heck, because of the medication, we all have that cognitive issue, so we would forget what you had and had not done. You would never have to worry about your malpractice insurance. By the way, I took a Gleevec Holiday (against the wishes of MD but with full approval of my local oncologist) and felt great over the holidays. No nausea, no diarrhea, no bone pain, no muscle cramps. It is good to know that if you cease the medication, the side effects disappear in a short period of time. Just started back on 400 mg today. With warm regards, Matt ville, FL DX January of 2005 Gleevec Since May 2005 Father of 3 _mtmaynor@..._ (mailto:mtmaynor@...) In a message dated 1/10/2007 1:15:14 P.M. Eastern Standard Time, deh12@... writes: Hi, Donna. I can relate to what you're saying (and I appreciate your poem). I, too, stopped working and went on disability last April. I was a lawyer in my former life and, like full-time nursing, the job was just too much for me, especially since my side effects include cognitive deficits like memory loss and impaired focus and concentration -- the minimum requirements for being a lawyer. I was constantly in fear of committing malpractice, getting fired and leaving me uninsured and unemployable. I'm still on my firm's medical plan, but that will end when they eventually terminate my employment (which will probably happen this spring if I can't return to work). At that point, like you I'll have COBRA available for 18 months. The interesting thing that my firm's benefits coordinator told me is that, after COBRA runs out, I can " convert " it to a private policy with the insurance company (which happens to be Oxford Health Plans). You might consider looking into this with your former employer's benefits person or with the insurance company you have through COBRA. I don't know if that's unique to my firm's plan or if it's universally available. Of course it's more expensive than an employer-provided plan, but I don't think and insurer can turn you down for pre-existing conditions as long as you don't let coverage lapse for a certain amount of time. (Here's where my knowledge of the rules gets rather shaky -- you should definitely speak with someone knowledgeable about the rules.) Best of luck to you. Warm regards. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 10, 2007 Report Share Posted January 10, 2007 Hi all, my name is Donna, I was dx in nov.05 and started on hydroxyurea and allunpurinal for awhile, now on 300mg of G, I can't work full time anymore, I am a pediactric nurse and the job is just too demanding, I've been doing some homecare jobs and seems to be better. I pay my cobra insurance right now and am not sure what to do when that runs out. Anyway, when I was first dx I started writing some poems. This is one from early on, I to feel guilty sometimes, seems like friends and family are concerned at first and then they kinda forget about you because you're going on with your life, of course I'm grateful for this, just hard to deal with. Good Cancer? I guess if you don't look sick not lying in bed Some people poo poo you say " it's all in your head " I had someone say " you don't really have cancer, well not the BAD kind " Myabe she wants some is she out of her mind As I retch in the bathroom, and lose yet another meal I pray no one else has to feel what I feel Well my hair is cut short and I have lost some fat So it must be the good kind of cancer at that People say that I'm looking better than I have in years Well now that makes my day and calms all my fears I've met lots of new people drs, nurses and such Even went to a meeting but didn't care for it much Maybe tomorrow I won't feel so doomy and maybe my next writing won't be so gloomy by, Donna Marie CML survivor! mtmaynor@... wrote: Jmace: I know what you are saying, you don't have to battle like those with breast cancer or those going through chemotherapy and the like. You are correct, we don't have short term battles, but we do indeed have long term ones. We are battling for quality of life, for longevity and for acceptance in our new circumstances. There is nothing to feel guilty about. Sometimes I used to feel jealous. I know of many people cured of cancer that fought through chemotherapy or operations and are now healed. Now that is a battle I could get up for. You fight, you win or lose, and then your life returns to normal. But you know what, I don't think that their lives are normal either. They have to worry about the cancer returning, about their immune system and about being accepted as a " survivor " , just like we do. I got over my jealousy when I understood that about everyone with cancer. We all fight battles, both physical and mental, but the battles are all different. You know, when I was first diagnosed, I thought that I would have to quit my job and concentrate on beating CML. So I thought I would take a light hearted look and find jokes about Leukemia. The only jokes I found had the punch line " Well at least I don't have Leukemia " . So much for humor. I did make one up, but it is fairly awful. Also I am the sole wage earner in my family and my job is very demanding. In fact, my employer was going through hard times and cut everyones pay who stayed and laid others off. Since I needed health insurance, I had to stay. So I " battled " to make additional money, while I was getting used to 800 mg of Gleevec per day. I have been able to start a small business of my own, but I still work for the same employer and fear leaving them completely because of my lack of health insurance. I am just starting to make the salary from both jobs that I did when I was diagnosed. However, I feel the pressure daily and I really cannot allow myself the chance to think about what may happen if CML revisits me in full force again. We do have our battles and struggles. Don't feel guilty in the least. Our battle is just different from others. With regards, Matt Dx 01/05 Gleevec since 03/05 Father of 3 In a message dated 1/7/2007 3:32:40 P.M. Eastern Standard Time, jmace2000@... writes: Since being dx'ed in July, I have felt physically great and increasingly great emotionally as I've come to accept CML and that life can carry on normally thanks to Gleevec. I am thankful for this every moment. When I was dx'ed, my life was turned upside down. As we all know, you go through so many stages of emotions and your life really changes. I became very aware of my own mortality and what is really important. I became very aware of the various cancer organizations like Relay For Life and Team In Training and felt compelled and obligated to participate. I had never before been one to rally behind a cause and there I was attending the meetings and supporting the initiatives. I was and still am blown away by how caring people can be and how generous some people are with their time and efforts. But as I become more and more involved I feel like I'm doing it more for other people than for myself. I'm feeling obligated (and urged) to be the new poster boy for CML. The truth is, I feel the best emotionally and physically when I forget that I have CML (truly a blessing). Being a part of Relay or other cancer groups constantly reminds me that I have cancer and that I could die. People are dying every day from this stuff and it breaks my heart to dwell on that, to read the blogs, and constantly acknowledge death. In Relay For Life, I'm called a " Survivor " . I don't feel like a survivor because I haven't gone to battle. I feel unworthy of the membership and guilty that I just want to live a life that isn't focused on cancer. Personally, I feel that carrying on with life, staying positive, eating right, and not dwelling on cancer is the best approach for me but it does nothing for the movement. Has anyone battled with this guilt? 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Guest guest Posted January 10, 2007 Report Share Posted January 10, 2007 Hi, Donna. I can relate to what you're saying (and I appreciate your poem). I, too, stopped working and went on disability last April. I was a lawyer in my former life and, like full-time nursing, the job was just too much for me, especially since my side effects include cognitive deficits like memory loss and impaired focus and concentration -- the minimum requirements for being a lawyer. I was constantly in fear of committing malpractice, getting fired and leaving me uninsured and unemployable. I'm still on my firm's medical plan, but that will end when they eventually terminate my employment (which will probably happen this spring if I can't return to work). At that point, like you I'll have COBRA available for 18 months. The interesting thing that my firm's benefits coordinator told me is that, after COBRA runs out, I can " convert " it to a private policy with the insurance company (which happens to be Oxford Health Plans). You might consider looking into this with your former employer's benefits person or with the insurance company you have through COBRA. I don't know if that's unique to my firm's plan or if it's universally available. Of course it's more expensive than an employer-provided plan, but I don't think and insurer can turn you down for pre-existing conditions as long as you don't let coverage lapse for a certain amount of time. (Here's where my knowledge of the rules gets rather shaky -- you should definitely speak with someone knowledgeable about the rules.) Best of luck to you. Warm regards. > > Jmace: > > I know what you are saying, you don't have to battle like those with breast > cancer or those going through chemotherapy and the like. You are correct, we > don't have short term battles, but we do indeed have long term ones. We are > battling for quality of life, for longevity and for acceptance in our new > circumstances. There is nothing to feel guilty about. > > Sometimes I used to feel jealous. I know of many people cured of cancer > that fought through chemotherapy or operations and are now healed. Now that is > a battle I could get up for. You fight, you win or lose, and then your life > returns to normal. But you know what, I don't think that their lives are > normal either. They have to worry about the cancer returning, about their > immune system and about being accepted as a " survivor " , just like we do. I got > over my jealousy when I understood that about everyone with cancer. We all > fight battles, both physical and mental, but the battles are all different. > > You know, when I was first diagnosed, I thought that I would have to quit my > job and concentrate on beating CML. So I thought I would take a light > hearted look and find jokes about Leukemia. The only jokes I found had the punch > line " Well at least I don't have Leukemia " . So much for humor. I did make > one up, but it is fairly awful. > > Also I am the sole wage earner in my family and my job is very demanding. > In fact, my employer was going through hard times and cut everyones pay who > stayed and laid others off. Since I needed health insurance, I had to stay. > So I " battled " to make additional money, while I was getting used to 800 mg > of Gleevec per day. I have been able to start a small business of my own, but > I still work for the same employer and fear leaving them completely because > of my lack of health insurance. I am just starting to make the salary from > both jobs that I did when I was diagnosed. However, I feel the pressure daily > and I really cannot allow myself the chance to think about what may happen > if CML revisits me in full force again. > > We do have our battles and struggles. Don't feel guilty in the least. Our > battle is just different from others. > > With regards, > > Matt > Dx 01/05 > Gleevec since 03/05 > Father of 3 > > > > > In a message dated 1/7/2007 3:32:40 P.M. Eastern Standard Time, > jmace2000@... writes: > > Since being dx'ed in July, I have felt physically great and > increasingly great emotionally as I've come to accept CML and that > life can carry on normally thanks to Gleevec. I am thankful for this > every moment. > > When I was dx'ed, my life was turned upside down. As we all know, you > go through so many stages of emotions and your life really changes. I > became very aware of my own mortality and what is really important. I > became very aware of the various cancer organizations like Relay For > Life and Team In Training and felt compelled and obligated to > participate. > > I had never before been one to rally behind a cause and there I was > attending the meetings and supporting the initiatives. I was and > still am blown away by how caring people can be and how generous some > people are with their time and efforts. But as I become more and more > involved I feel like I'm doing it more for other people than for > myself. I'm feeling obligated (and urged) to be the new poster boy > for CML. > > The truth is, I feel the best emotionally and physically when I > forget that I have CML (truly a blessing). Being a part of Relay or > other cancer groups constantly reminds me that I have cancer and that > I could die. People are dying every day from this stuff and it breaks > my heart to dwell on that, to read the blogs, and constantly > acknowledge death. > > In Relay For Life, I'm called a " Survivor " . I don't feel like a > survivor because I haven't gone to battle. I feel unworthy of the > membership and guilty that I just want to live a life that isn't > focused on cancer. Personally, I feel that carrying on with life, > staying positive, eating right, and not dwelling on cancer is the > best approach for me but it does nothing for the movement. > > Has anyone battled with this guilt? > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 11, 2007 Report Share Posted January 11, 2007 Matt, LOL. You sound like the ideal client. Think twice, though, before you ask a befuddled corporate tax lawyer to dabble in insurance law - - like asking your (drunken) proctologist for CML advice. Interesting about your G-holiday. Exactly what prompted that? Side effects? I'm glad you were able to fully enjoy the holidays. Warm regards. > > > > : > > I think you should go back into law and fight for the insurance rights for > everyone on Gleevec, Sprycel and Interferon. Heck, because of the medication, > we all have that cognitive issue, so we would forget what you had and had > not done. You would never have to worry about your malpractice insurance. > > By the way, I took a Gleevec Holiday (against the wishes of MD but > with full approval of my local oncologist) and felt great over the holidays. > No nausea, no diarrhea, no bone pain, no muscle cramps. It is good to know > that if you cease the medication, the side effects disappear in a short > period of time. Just started back on 400 mg today. > > With warm regards, > Matt > ville, FL > DX January of 2005 > Gleevec Since May 2005 > Father of 3 > _mtmaynor@..._ (mailto:mtmaynor@...) > > In a message dated 1/10/2007 1:15:14 P.M. Eastern Standard Time, > deh12@... writes: > > > > > > > Hi, Donna. > > I can relate to what you're saying (and I appreciate your poem). I, > too, stopped working and went on disability last April. I was a > lawyer in my former life and, like full-time nursing, the job was > just too much for me, especially since my side effects include > cognitive deficits like memory loss and impaired focus and > concentration -- the minimum requirements for being a lawyer. I was > constantly in fear of committing malpractice, getting fired and > leaving me uninsured and unemployable. > > I'm still on my firm's medical plan, but that will end when they > eventually terminate my employment (which will probably happen this > spring if I can't return to work). At that point, like you I'll > have COBRA available for 18 months. > > The interesting thing that my firm's benefits coordinator told me is > that, after COBRA runs out, I can " convert " it to a private policy > with the insurance company (which happens to be Oxford Health > Plans). You might consider looking into this with your former > employer's benefits person or with the insurance company you have > through COBRA. I don't know if that's unique to my firm's plan or > if it's universally available. > > Of course it's more expensive than an employer-provided plan, but I > don't think and insurer can turn you down for pre-existing > conditions as long as you don't let coverage lapse for a certain > amount of time. (Here's where my knowledge of the rules gets rather > shaky -- you should definitely speak with someone knowledgeable > about the rules.) > > Best of luck to you. > > Warm regards. > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 12, 2007 Report Share Posted January 12, 2007 : You always have a great sense of humor. I thought both tax accountants and tax attorneys were devoid of any sense of humor. You certainly are a throwback to that perception. Hey, maybe you can at least make a post of Tax Deductions that CMLers often miss. I think this could lead to a whole new life, Tax Account to the Chronically ill or Adviser to Cognitively Dysfunctional. Yes, I took a G-Holiday because I was experiencing too many side effects and the oncologist wanted to see if there was some other underlying cause other than Gleevec. Once I was off the medication for a few days, the side effects resided and it was just like being back to normal. I started the medication back two days ago and some of them are already returning. MD has recommended a change to Sprycel, but my oncologist (and friend) does not want me to switch until he sees more data and more history. I go back to Houston in March, about a week before my birthday. Until then, we are planning my daughters 2nd Birthday. I was diagnosed several weeks before she was born and she is our third and, hopefully, final. We are having a bounce house and a large cake. I like your post that stated CML hits the good looking. I think I will put that down on my list of symptoms to look for when my friends and acquaintances ask about it. Most of them will not qualify, so they should rest easier. Keep fighting the good fight. With warm regards, Matt ville, FL DX January of 2005 Gleevec Since May 2005 Father of 3 _mtmaynor@..._ (mailto:mtmaynor@...) In a message dated 1/10/2007 8:47:27 P.M. Eastern Standard Time, deh12@... writes: Matt, LOL. You sound like the ideal client. Think twice, though, before you ask a befuddled corporate tax lawyer to dabble in insurance law - - like asking your (drunken) proctologist for CML advice. Interesting about your G-holiday. Exactly what prompted that? Side effects? I'm glad you were able to fully enjoy the holidays. Warm regards. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 12, 2007 Report Share Posted January 12, 2007 Matt, I hope the side effects don't get too bad. I'm curious how much Sprycel history would make your onc comfortable before he tries it on you. My onc seems more willing to let me try it if I wanted to, but I'm actually squeamish about switching. Not sure why -- maybe just the devil you know is better than the devil you don't know. Happy birthday to your daughter. My two are 10 and 6. No longer sweet, innocent 2-year olds, but great kids. Be well. Warm regards. , ACD* *Advisor to the Cognitively Dsyfunctional > > > : > > You always have a great sense of humor. I thought both tax accountants and > tax attorneys were devoid of any sense of humor. You certainly are a > throwback to that perception. Hey, maybe you can at least make a post of Tax > Deductions that CMLers often miss. I think this could lead to a whole new life, > Tax Account to the Chronically ill or Adviser to Cognitively Dysfunctional. > > Yes, I took a G-Holiday because I was experiencing too many side effects and > the oncologist wanted to see if there was some other underlying cause other > than Gleevec. Once I was off the medication for a few days, the side effects > resided and it was just like being back to normal. I started the medication > back two days ago and some of them are already returning. MD has > recommended a change to Sprycel, but my oncologist (and friend) does not want > me to switch until he sees more data and more history. I go back to Houston > in March, about a week before my birthday. > > Until then, we are planning my daughters 2nd Birthday. I was diagnosed > several weeks before she was born and she is our third and, hopefully, final. We > are having a bounce house and a large cake. > > I like your post that stated CML hits the good looking. I think I will put > that down on my list of symptoms to look for when my friends and > acquaintances ask about it. Most of them will not qualify, so they should rest easier. > > Keep fighting the good fight. > > With warm regards, > Matt > ville, FL > DX January of 2005 > Gleevec Since May 2005 > Father of 3 > _mtmaynor@..._ (mailto:mtmaynor@...) > > In a message dated 1/10/2007 8:47:27 P.M. Eastern Standard Time, > deh12@... writes: > > > > > Matt, > > LOL. You sound like the ideal client. Think twice, though, before > you ask a befuddled corporate tax lawyer to dabble in insurance law - > - like asking your (drunken) proctologist for CML advice. > > Interesting about your G-holiday. Exactly what prompted that? Side > effects? I'm glad you were able to fully enjoy the holidays. > > Warm regards. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 13, 2007 Report Share Posted January 13, 2007 : I like the new title, it sure fits some of us. My oncologist does not feel that there is enough " long term " data. He would like to see Sprycel out on the market for a while, not just clinical trial data. I guess he is trying to err on the side of caution. In looking at drugs like Vioxx and Celebrex, maybe that is appropriate. Both of those drugs were out a while before the revelation of the heart issues they caused. Good luck in your new position. Matt ville, FL Dx Janaury 2005 In a message dated 1/12/2007 6:14:44 P.M. Eastern Standard Time, deh12@... writes: Matt, I hope the side effects don't get too bad. I'm curious how much Sprycel history would make your onc comfortable before he tries it on you. My onc seems more willing to let me try it if I wanted to, but I'm actually squeamish about switching. Not sure why -- maybe just the devil you know is better than the devil you don't know. Happy birthday to your daughter. My two are 10 and 6. No longer sweet, innocent 2-year olds, but great kids. Be well. Warm regards. , ACD* *Advisor to the Cognitively Dsyfunctional Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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