Re: Dreams and Waking

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> Hi Friends,

>

> Night before last, after taking a fair amount of mms that day, I

> had " nightmare " type dreams,

>

> Well, I think I need to talk about them. Jill and daddybob talked

> about their dreams, so I'll do it here, don't know where else to.

>

Angel I know my horror nightmares are not from MMS because I just

started it. Yours certainly could be if you feel so.Once in the

hospital demerol gave me halucinations(SP?)Drugs can do weird things

to us. I did go through a REAL nightmare time in my life with

menopause. As silly as this sounds it helped me bunches to tell my

dreams to my husband in the morning so I could let go of them.

Somehow just the telling about them relieved some of the left over

anxity. Course then my husband would say something silly like NO

WONDER you were beating the heck out of me last night and thrashing

and yelling. My answer is ok dear if I was that bad then WAKE ME UP!!

Please......... Hehehe

I hope your telling us and your reasoning them out helps you to feel

free of them.

As far as trying to help someone like you did. Well gee the same

happened to me once when I worked in a store in a small town in

winter. Young man came walking by and this is miles from nowhere. He

said he would do some work for food. I told him I would just buy him

a sandwich from the cooler. It was all there was to eat except some

canned things. We all know most of those are awful but if you are

really hungry and no money in the cold. Well he took the sandwich and

doctored it up with the mayo and relish etc. He ate it down then said

it was just awful and left. Shrug. Sad. We do what our hearts want us

to do . Sometimes it just is not appreciated.

Maggie

[Guest guest]

Hi Angel,

I'm sorry about the bad dreams, and even more so about the death of

the homeless man (and your own unsettling robbery experience). It

made me very sad to read it, as this must be happening in every city

that is experiencing cold weather right now.

But to try to allay your fears somewhat, please hang in there and

know that the bad symptoms you're experiencing right now are die-off

symptoms and once the bacteria etc die off some more, you're going to

have some very good, totally side-effect days, when you'll wonder

what you were worrying about!

I have had some ill-feeling days since starting the MMS, but now I'm

starting to have some really good days too.

You can build up the dose, because it won't continue to make you feel

like this. Before long, it will be like drinking a glass of water and

you won't give it a second thought.

Please keep going and keep building the dose slowly. You are stronger

than you think, and so is the MMS!!

Take care,

ruth

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Angel,

I had a rash of dreams last night, I can not remember what they were

( usually I wake up during bad dreams ) I do remember feelings of

terror, but mine were rather bazzare and strange. But today I felt

well though.

I found this comment by Jim that might explain what to do when faced

with anxiety due to MMS overdose:

Q2 2)a lot of the members seem to be experiencing heart palpitations

after being on MMS for just a few days. Have you found that many

people here in the US experience this? When they have this fluttering

or palpitations they immediately stop the MMS. Should they consider

taking high doses of C for a few weeks, as you recommended in your

book, and then restarting the MMS? Or for these people would it be

best to not take MMS at all?

A2 2). The palpitations has got to be the result of something being

cleaned out. Never completely stop MMS, just take less until the

problem passes. MMS never causes any reactions from a healthy person,

thus the palpitations are a sign of something being fixed. Probably

deposits being removed. Just take less MMS. If I were advising

someone I say reduce the dose about 75% for a few days then slowly

increase it. Of course this is not advice.

In ten years no one has ever been hurt with MMS and thousands have

been helped. I'd say when such a thing happens that one has found

something that needs to be fixed. It is probably a growth of bacteria

or mold in the wrong place and MMS is killing it. This is not a usual

problem, but in my opinion it should be fixed by smaller doses for a

while

I hope that can help you some.

S

>

> Hi Friends,

>

> Night before last, after taking a fair amount of mms that day, I

> had " nightmare " type dreams,

>

> Well, I think I need to talk about them. Jill and daddybob talked

> about their dreams, so I'll do it here, don't know where else to.

>

> First, (and this will tie in) -- the headline in my small to

> medium-sized town yesterday was HOMELESS MAN DIES OVERNIGHT IN COLD

> WEATHER or something like that. This man, Mark, " camped " at a spot

> less than two blocks from my home, in the railroad yard. He was new

> and not part of the homeless crowd that lives in and around the

park.

>

> The first time I saw him the weather was beautiful. He was friendly

> and asked me for a blanket. I returned with some clothes and small

> blankets, all I had, but it wasn't what he wanted. The next day I

> took him lunch. This time he reacted with hostility and told me to

go

> away. I was so shocked I begged him to allow me to give him the

food,

> but he ignored me.

>

> I felt defeated ... as though I hadn't handled the situation well.

He

> seemed to have an independent spirit, and I felt I my approach must

> have been wrong. In any case, I stopped going by that location.

Then,

> just a few days ago, I did notice he was still there. The weather

of

> course had gotten cold.

>

> The night after I took all the mms I felt so anxious, it was hard

to

> fall asleep. When I did, I had two series of terrifying dreams. In

> the second I was sleeping on the ground. It started to rain and I

got

> up. Then I was waiting for a bus, but I didn't know to where, and

> everything was dark. I was scared and alone and confused.

>

> I knew it was a dream about death, but last evening I suddenly

> realized I had the dream the night Mark died, and I think it was

> about HIS death. Even thinking about it now makes me cry.

>

> The other dream was about having my purse and wallet stolen in

scary

> circumstances. Two years almost to the day I DID have my purse and

> wallet stolen under scary circumstances. It was during a time of

much

> stress, and it felt like the topper. It could well have been the

> moment cancer started to grow. One year later, again almost to the

> date, I was diagnosed.

>

> I cut my mms way down yesterday but I still felt terrified when I

> went to bed last night. I did a few things that helped ... I

> revisioned the dreams in positive ways (Ie saw Mark get on the bus

> and the bus go to the light) and then I revisioned the incident

that

> happened with my wallet and purse 2 years ago in a postiive way.

This

> technique is called " The healing shears of revision " and is by a

> writer named Neville who says that by revisioning the past we

change

> the consequences. At least we change our emotions. Well it gave me

> enough peace to get to sleep last night, but I'm " all shook up "

this

> morning. Actually I don't think it's morning anymore. I'm

disoriented.

>

> The mms for me doesn't seem to cause nausea/diarrhea, but a kind of

> shaky feeling in my chest, a kind of " falling apart " feeling. A

> " breathless " feeling. Maybe it's my heart ... I think that was it

for

> Daddybob.I don't see how I can increase enough to affect cancer. I

> don't feel well today, but it's more a mental/psychological feeling

> than a physical one. And I am tired after two nights of not

sleeping

> much or well. I wish I had a spiritual counselor to talk with

today.

> Usually I do pretty well with my own relationship to the divine,

but

> today I feel " fraught " .

>

> I took only 6 drops in small doses over the course of the day

> yesterday. I abhor the idea of taking more today, but that means

it's

> out of my system. I know I went too far too fast, but I was going

on

> the nausea diarrhea theory of taking too much. That doesn't seem to

> work the same when taking smaller doses more often. I do feel a

> little nausea NOW, a bit after the fact, but bowels have been find

> all the way through.

>

> Well, just had to tell someone, as they say.

>

> Angel

>