Guest guest Posted August 19, 2008 Report Share Posted August 19, 2008 Corrina not only have I been diagnosed positive but I have been running around for the past 10-years without a clue that anything was wrong with me. All of a sudden I came down with severe pneomonia that laned me in the hospital. I have a loving wife, an exwife and 2 grown children. I fooled around briefly after my first divorce 10-15 years ago never thought anything of it since my health was great. All of a sudden I am told that I have AIDS not HIV - AIDS and to complicate things I also have Karposi Sircoma and CMV Virus. Well don't ya think I just wanted to die? That's all I could think about was how to die. The pain I went through from one hospital to the next and one test to the next. I finally after almost 2 months (diagnosed 6/20/08)am starting to feel a little better. I saw a psych and got some depression meds that helped me a great deal. Now the crying is gone the anger gone and the fight is on. Please hang in there you can't be worse than me!!!!! It will get better - Today the drugs are good tomorrow maybe even better.... -- In cures for AIDS , Corrina Springer <corrinaspringer@...> wrote: > > I have been trying to think of what to say in this message, I have finally decided to just write from the heart. Ever since i have been diagnosed as being HIV- Positive, I just have not been the same, there are days when I feel like I want to die since this will be alot easier on me not being here. My family have been very supportive but they dont really understand how I feel, only those who are infected will ever understand me.How do I save what is left of me? > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 19, 2008 Report Share Posted August 19, 2008 Corrina not only have I been diagnosed positive but I have been running around for the past 10-years without a clue that anything was wrong with me. All of a sudden I came down with severe pneomonia that laned me in the hospital. I have a loving wife, an exwife and 2 grown children. I fooled around briefly after my first divorce 10-15 years ago never thought anything of it since my health was great. All of a sudden I am told that I have AIDS not HIV - AIDS and to complicate things I also have Karposi Sircoma and CMV Virus. Well don't ya think I just wanted to die? That's all I could think about was how to die. The pain I went through from one hospital to the next and one test to the next. I finally after almost 2 months (diagnosed 6/20/08)am starting to feel a little better. I saw a psych and got some depression meds that helped me a great deal. Now the crying is gone the anger gone and the fight is on. Please hang in there you can't be worse than me!!!!! It will get better - Today the drugs are good tomorrow maybe even better.... -- In cures for AIDS , Corrina Springer <corrinaspringer@...> wrote: > > I have been trying to think of what to say in this message, I have finally decided to just write from the heart. Ever since i have been diagnosed as being HIV- Positive, I just have not been the same, there are days when I feel like I want to die since this will be alot easier on me not being here. My family have been very supportive but they dont really understand how I feel, only those who are infected will ever understand me.How do I save what is left of me? > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 20, 2008 Report Share Posted August 20, 2008 Dave, that's one great encouraging email and i hope Corrina got to read it. It has encouraged me greatly and once more would like to say to Corrina that the worst is over is now it's reclaiming back time and fighting to keep a good health spiritually, mentally and physically. God bless us and keep our fighting spirit on. > > > > I have been trying to think of what to say in this message, I have > finally decided to just write from the heart. Ever since i have been > diagnosed as being HIV- Positive, I just have not been the same, > there are days when I feel like I want to die since this will be alot > easier on me not being here. My family have been very supportive but > they dont really understand how I feel, only those who are infected > will ever understand me.How do I save what is left of me? > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 20, 2008 Report Share Posted August 20, 2008 Dave, that's one great encouraging email and i hope Corrina got to read it. It has encouraged me greatly and once more would like to say to Corrina that the worst is over is now it's reclaiming back time and fighting to keep a good health spiritually, mentally and physically. God bless us and keep our fighting spirit on. > > > > I have been trying to think of what to say in this message, I have > finally decided to just write from the heart. Ever since i have been > diagnosed as being HIV- Positive, I just have not been the same, > there are days when I feel like I want to die since this will be alot > easier on me not being here. My family have been very supportive but > they dont really understand how I feel, only those who are infected > will ever understand me.How do I save what is left of me? > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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