6 week wait for 2nd dilation!!

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Well I got my second opinion!

The new doc is going to try the 35mm dilation but can't get me in for 6 weeks!!!

I guess that means at least 6 more weeks of soup, yogurt and Sustagen. Dr

Bessel couldn't get me in any earlier.

Apparently there are 5% of us where no treatment is going to work and the end

result for us is the ectomy! I am sensing that's where I am going to end up

after all the stuffing around of more dilations and eventually a repeat HM.

I will also add that I had the worst nightmare last week. I was watching my own

funeral. My age was shown on a screen as 52. I am 51 next week. To say this

has freaked me out is an understatement!

I told my husband that I will not be having any operations or treatment during

the year I am 52.

I have to share this because this is obviously where my subconcious state of

mind is right now and it's probably the reason why I am not sleeping well at the

moment!