Guest guest Posted April 14, 2008 Report Share Posted April 14, 2008 I wonder what happened to Hostismost? I think the last I read was that she was moving and was having success with Cedarcide in the process. In the last two or three days I've been attacked more than in the last month. I don't know what is up with them. I've been trying to figure it out. Maybe they have a new host. > > > > > > > > Hello, the dawn soap doesn't kill the things when you shower with > > > it, it just gets the oil and residue off the skin so that the Epsom > > > salt can get right down onto the skin as it's dried on with the > > > drier. My husband and I never really understood how these damn > > > things work. I know they can sit for months without feeding. We > > > stored some furniture for 8 solid months and when we pulled them > out > > > at the end of the 8th month we could feel the " things " getting back > > > on us with in 10 minutes of sitting in the chairs. We think the > > > sting that is felt is an actual " bite " . Like you we never saw a > > > thing that looked like a bug. We had little white balls of stuff > all > > > in our house that sort of looked like sesame seeds and under a > black > > > light we could see little black and white specks on our skin. The > > > black light helped us get them off our skin.....what you can see > you > > > can remove. It's a battle that's for sure. We tried the poisons and > > > the enzymes, etc. I spent 2 years trying to find a way to get them > > > off our skin and out of our house. I tried everything that I read > > > and gave each new treatment at least 2 months to see if it was > going > > > to help. Nothing worked but the salt, Clorox and the mantic > cleaning > > > routine. How I would love to have this " thing " identified. Rita > > > > > > > > What is the sharp stinging feeling? > > > > > > > > > > > > What is the sharp stinging feeling? Feeding on skin? Also, I > > > took a > > > > bath in dish soap and that didn't do anything. Nor did Hydrogen > > > > peroxide did anything at all. I've been thinking about getting > > > that > > > > Kleen product to bath in. My mom's friend had bird mites before > > > and > > > > that really helped. Her's were the larger kind though; I have > > > yet to > > > > see one. I know they are there though. > > > > I finally slept good last night. I could feel them but I didn't > > > > really care that much. I feel like this forum will help me a > > > lot. > > > > I've been getting so many new ideas.... " hope " ! I think I might > > > move > > > > into a hotel for a while that has monthly rates. I'm going to > > > stay > > > > clear of my boyfriend's or any other place I'd like to visit in > > > the > > > > future. If they are like fleas, they have a low survival rate but > > > > maintain their presence by their numbers. I figure the more > > > > environments I knock down for them to get to me, the less I will > > > see > > > > them. (That just leaves work and my clothes...and me) Also, what > > > is > > > > the average bites you guys get a day? I used to get around 30 but > > > > have been down to ten recently.... due to this webpage. > > > > Anyways, I wish all the luck to you guys out their in the world. > > > Fuck > > > > the doctors that think we are crazy. They said the world was > > > flat for > > > > thousands of years and that the earth was the center of the > > > universe. > > > > Science is suppose to have evolving knowledge... .not denying > > > stuff. > > > > I was a biology major in college. The one thing we learned was > > > that > > > > the most simplest answer was usually the correct one. Bird mites > > > make > > > > more sense. I have some family members that think some medicine I > > > > have been on is making me crazy....explain the bite marks > > > people? I > > > > don't take a pin and poke myself at night. Or do I? Sorry, just > > > need > > > > some humor in this. I've had those mornings when I didn't want to > > > > live anymore. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- - > > > ----------- > > > > > > > > > > > > No virus found in this incoming message. > > > > Checked by AVG. > > > > Version: 7.5.519 / Virus Database: 269.22.13/1375 - Release > > > Date: 4/12/2008 11:32 AM > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- - > > > > > > > > > No virus found in this incoming message. > > > Checked by AVG. > > > Version: 7.5.519 / Virus Database: 269.22.13/1375 - Release Date: > > 4/12/2008 11:32 AM > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- - > > > > > > No virus found in this incoming message. > > Checked by AVG. > > Version: 7.5.519 / Virus Database: 269.22.13/1375 - Release Date: > 4/12/2008 11:32 AM > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > between 0000-00-00 and 9999-99-99 > > > > ______________________________________________________________________ ______________ > Be a better friend, newshound, and > know-it-all with Mobile. 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Guest guest Posted April 14, 2008 Report Share Posted April 14, 2008 Yeah, I do wonder how she is doing. I hope she is well. You could be having some success. Overlapping generations may have been whittled down enough for you to notice hatches or attacks. My cycles seem to run about every 24-32 days. Do you notice any cycles? What is the sharp stinging feeling?> > > > > > > > > > > > What is the sharp stinging feeling? Feeding on skin? Also, I > > > took a> > > > bath in dish soap and that didn't do anything. Nor did Hydrogen> > > > peroxide did anything at all. I've been thinking about getting > > > that> > > > Kleen product to bath in. My mom's friend had bird mites before > > > and> > > > that really helped. Her's were the larger kind though; I have > > > yet to> > > > see one. I know they are there though. > > > > I finally slept good last night. I could feel them but I didn't> > > > really care that much. I feel like this forum will help me a > > > lot. > > > > I've been getting so many new ideas...."hope" ! I think I might > > > move> > > > into a hotel for a while that has monthly rates. I'm going to > > > stay> > > > clear of my boyfriend's or any other place I'd like to visit in > > > the> > > > future. If they are like fleas, they have a low survival rate but> > > > maintain their presence by their numbers. I figure the more> > > > environments I knock down for them to get to me, the less I will > > > see> > > > them. (That just leaves work and my clothes...and me) Also, what > > > is> > > > the average bites you guys get a day? I used to get around 30 but> > > > have been down to ten recently.... due to this webpage.> > > > Anyways, I wish all the luck to you guys out their in the world. > > > Fuck> > > > the doctors that think we are crazy. They said the world was > > > flat for> > > > thousands of years and that the earth was the center of the > > > universe.> > > > Science is suppose to have evolving knowledge... .not denying > > > stuff. > > > > I was a biology major in college. The one thing we learned was > > > that> > > > the most simplest answer was usually the correct one. Bird mites > > > make> > > > more sense. I have some family members that think some medicine I> > > > have been on is making me crazy....explain the bite marks > > > people? I> > > > don't take a pin and poke myself at night. Or do I? Sorry, just > > > need> > > > some humor in this. I've had those mornings when I didn't want to> > > > live anymore. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- ----------> > > -----------> > > > > > > > > > > > No virus found in this incoming message.> > > > Checked by AVG. > > > > Version: 7.5.519 / Virus Database: 269.22.13/1375 - Release > > > Date: 4/12/2008 11:32 AM> > > >> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >> > ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- -> > > > > > > > > No virus found in this incoming message.> > > Checked by AVG. > > > Version: 7.5.519 / Virus Database: 269.22.13/1375 - Release Date:> > 4/12/2008 11:32 AM> > >> > > > > > > > > > > > > >> ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- -> > > > > > No virus found in this incoming message.> > Checked by AVG. > > Version: 7.5.519 / Virus Database: 269.22.13/1375 - Release Date:> 4/12/2008 11:32 AM> >> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > between 0000-00-00 and 9999-99-99 > > > > ____________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _____________ __> Be a better friend, newshound, and > know-it-all with Mobile. Try it now. http://mobile. / ;_ylt=Ahu06i62sR 8HDtDypao8Wcj9tA cJ> Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 15, 2008 Report Share Posted April 15, 2008 , Thanks for inquiring about me Your place is the only encouraging sanctuary of sorts in this gloom and doom existence, have been deeply depressed, even suicidal thinking has creeped in , especially after my 'bubble of hope got busted' thinking a move would solve it all, I paid so much for the movers, poorly and in apathy packed my 'stuff', only to realize after settling into my new place and unpacking, all hell got unpacked as well, this weekend I got rid of suitcases of 'fine coats, garments etc ( even caught one of the tenant wearing my coat of cashmere etc.( I had it all placed into the trash bins !!!) and I just laughed actually in relief of sorts, material things have taken over by a new philosphy of mine, thinking maybe this hell was send to me for a reason ,to realize the true reason for living I am in a metaphoric state on this subject and will be a work in progess. I tackled all my office documents, all infested as well, threw more of the infested leather and other containers, about to toss all ( headboard, platform frame, tv, tv stand and that bench that goes with the bedroom suit, night stands, desks and adjecent shelves, that leather chair although never that suspect to me, got to go to ,just keeping a few items in ziplocks, they have great sizes now, got my cleaning regimen in better order and almost have my methodolical approach down pat, my ears are constantly full and now painful, my eyes are less loopsided and 'styed' feeling since I found those drops.I lost weight and appetite, look terrible...I feel like an incubator to those things, everywhere in my body , but hey I am nuts, right! I know this is long winded re introduction email and I thank you for bearing with me.... I must tell you my story with my doc during one of my unannounced visit on a friday no less about two weeks ago, me in total despair, reeking of my new found repellent tea tree oil all over me and some people have already 'gagged' that day, but hey it worked for the day...so my note to her for simply giving me an order for having swabs of my nose, ears, and other places send to microbiology (thinking that may bypass the search for local entomology or like places that can identify my still poorly trapped specimen of the beast) so she ignored my request and simply told me I was halluzinating and all the people on the internet are crazzies.... she can not see anything,did leave me with some scripts for an urgent psychiatrist consult, valium, antibiotics ( unfortunately I forgot or was not in a state of instructing her to make it sulfa based one), did get a pinworm RX, cortisone cream and antifungal cream... so, the same evening I took off my plastic of the mattress, hung all my clothes up and pretended I live a normal live.....as I welcomed the halluzinating diagnosis very much over the real hell of living started in January this year...after pigeon infested roof collapsed and to proof how much I was exposed to the flat roof: during the once a year rain storm here in California the first week in Jan, it rained just as hard inside my apartment right down my bath tub,..then it was hard coming down for ours on the outside, that was after the collapse however, the leak existed since Nov '07.....(my pre-existing open air roof communication with the birds??) then the first noticing of these things a week or so after the collapse ! So, I am almost done, and promise never to write that long again: 1. I used up the 4 gallon cedarcide via Tri Jet fogger, I felt insufficient of its use because the battery-less smoke alarm is to sensitive, refined it to bedroom and then close the door for hours which I still felt relief and I do not mind the smell at all , however, it must be all inclusive for total effective outcome, electronics must be protected, it will leave a mist or destroy PC, TV's etc.. 2. I ordered from Dermatech Q health.com the whole kit, I spare you the detail as I am convinced it is more geared toward the scabbies sufferer...I like the mask of DE and various herbal oils etc.. 3. Epsom and iodized table salt therapy big time believer now, it works best, a strong hair dryer a must, (they hate extreme heat and death by drowning. thanks Rita..makes a lot of sense too 4. ordered another 4 gallon box of cedarcide for my next appartment, yes in the same complex, another building and will spare you the details, (you are welcome !!0 5. It will be a smaller place, enough for my zip locks and my PC etc. hopefully not infected, oops infested will go on the kitchen, breakfast counter and wait until the lease runs out, then will consider hotel/motel wandering living, I do not care, it is only me, all alone, my daughter finally does some research and not totally dismiss me as crazy.. 6. Today, I went to a local Vit/nutritional store, loaded up on alkalizing agents ( decided for the future to replace that with a 'greener' diet will do just fine, already do the B complex thing for longest, got me some O2 oral solution, Neem Oil ( to be added to my still using up my expensive hair products after Dawn showering and shampooing and my hair took its toll with all these showers etc..), also got Omega 3 etc..fish oil, Biotin..... 5. I would appreciate more info about the CO2 and Ozone treatments,my car is a mess, my brand new fine car! ( A must for work, or may have to consider pushing a shopping cart and sleep under the bridge) 6. I believe and will consider Hyperbaric sessions, I have a hunch... So now I am done and ready to fight some more battles My most sincerest and very heartfelt thank you for beeing on this site, you are truly angels to me and yes, I do pray in my own way for you and I, ( Foundation for Inner Peace, student of a Course in Miracles for a long time.....M ( hosttomost) > > > > > > > > > > Hello, the dawn soap doesn't kill the things when you shower > with > > > > it, it just gets the oil and residue off the skin so that the > Epsom > > > > salt can get right down onto the skin as it's dried on with the > > > > drier. My husband and I never really understood how these damn > > > > things work. I know they can sit for months without feeding. We > > > > stored some furniture for 8 solid months and when we pulled them > > out > > > > at the end of the 8th month we could feel the " things " getting > back > > > > on us with in 10 minutes of sitting in the chairs. We think the > > > > sting that is felt is an actual " bite " . Like you we never saw a > > > > thing that looked like a bug. We had little white balls of stuff > > all > > > > in our house that sort of looked like sesame seeds and under a > > black > > > > light we could see little black and white specks on our skin. > The > > > > black light helped us get them off our skin.....what you can see > > you > > > > can remove. It's a battle that's for sure. We tried the poisons > and > > > > the enzymes, etc. I spent 2 years trying to find a way to get > them > > > > off our skin and out of our house. I tried everything that I > read > > > > and gave each new treatment at least 2 months to see if it was > > going > > > > to help. Nothing worked but the salt, Clorox and the mantic > > cleaning > > > > routine. How I would love to have this " thing " identified. Rita > > > > > > > > > > What is the sharp stinging feeling? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > What is the sharp stinging feeling? Feeding on skin? Also, I > > > > took a > > > > > bath in dish soap and that didn't do anything. Nor did > Hydrogen > > > > > peroxide did anything at all. I've been thinking about > getting > > > > that > > > > > Kleen product to bath in. My mom's friend had bird mites > before > > > > and > > > > > that really helped. Her's were the larger kind though; I have > > > > yet to > > > > > see one. I know they are there though. > > > > > I finally slept good last night. I could feel them but I > didn't > > > > > really care that much. I feel like this forum will help me a > > > > lot. > > > > > I've been getting so many new ideas.... " hope " ! I think I > might > > > > move > > > > > into a hotel for a while that has monthly rates. I'm going to > > > > stay > > > > > clear of my boyfriend's or any other place I'd like to visit > in > > > > the > > > > > future. If they are like fleas, they have a low survival rate > but > > > > > maintain their presence by their numbers. I figure the more > > > > > environments I knock down for them to get to me, the less I > will > > > > see > > > > > them. (That just leaves work and my clothes...and me) Also, > what > > > > is > > > > > the average bites you guys get a day? I used to get around 30 > but > > > > > have been down to ten recently.... due to this webpage. > > > > > Anyways, I wish all the luck to you guys out their in the > world. > > > > Fuck > > > > > the doctors that think we are crazy. They said the world was > > > > flat for > > > > > thousands of years and that the earth was the center of the > > > > universe. > > > > > Science is suppose to have evolving knowledge... .not denying > > > > stuff. > > > > > I was a biology major in college. The one thing we learned > was > > > > that > > > > > the most simplest answer was usually the correct one. Bird > mites > > > > make > > > > > more sense. I have some family members that think some > medicine I > > > > > have been on is making me crazy....explain the bite marks > > > > people? I > > > > > don't take a pin and poke myself at night. Or do I? Sorry, > just > > > > need > > > > > some humor in this. I've had those mornings when I didn't > want to > > > > > live anymore. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- ------- -- > - > > > > ----------- > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > No virus found in this incoming message. > > > > > Checked by AVG. > > > > > Version: 7.5.519 / Virus Database: 269.22.13/1375 - Release > > > > Date: 4/12/2008 11:32 AM > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- - > > > > > > > > > > > > No virus found in this incoming message. > > > > Checked by AVG. > > > > Version: 7.5.519 / Virus Database: 269.22.13/1375 - Release > Date: > > > 4/12/2008 11:32 AM > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- - > > > > > > > > > No virus found in this incoming message. > > > Checked by AVG. > > > Version: 7.5.519 / Virus Database: 269.22.13/1375 - Release Date: > > 4/12/2008 11:32 AM > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > between 0000-00-00 and 9999-99-99 > > > > > > > > > ____________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _ > ____________ __ > > Be a better friend, newshound, and > > know-it-all with Mobile. 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Guest guest Posted April 15, 2008 Report Share Posted April 15, 2008 I'm not sure if I'm noticing cycles. Im almost thinking that my attack may have had to do with the effectiveness of my last dose of ivermectin running out but I've taken a new dose and today I had little activity, except in the evening when I put on my running shoes which i think are infested. > > > > > > > > > > Hello, the dawn soap doesn't kill the things when you shower > with > > > > it, it just gets the oil and residue off the skin so that the > Epsom > > > > salt can get right down onto the skin as it's dried on with the > > > > drier. My husband and I never really understood how these damn > > > > things work. I know they can sit for months without feeding. We > > > > stored some furniture for 8 solid months and when we pulled them > > out > > > > at the end of the 8th month we could feel the " things " getting > back > > > > on us with in 10 minutes of sitting in the chairs. We think the > > > > sting that is felt is an actual " bite " . Like you we never saw a > > > > thing that looked like a bug. We had little white balls of stuff > > all > > > > in our house that sort of looked like sesame seeds and under a > > black > > > > light we could see little black and white specks on our skin. > The > > > > black light helped us get them off our skin.....what you can see > > you > > > > can remove. It's a battle that's for sure. We tried the poisons > and > > > > the enzymes, etc. I spent 2 years trying to find a way to get > them > > > > off our skin and out of our house. I tried everything that I > read > > > > and gave each new treatment at least 2 months to see if it was > > going > > > > to help. Nothing worked but the salt, Clorox and the mantic > > cleaning > > > > routine. How I would love to have this " thing " identified. Rita > > > > > > > > > > What is the sharp stinging feeling? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > What is the sharp stinging feeling? Feeding on skin? Also, I > > > > took a > > > > > bath in dish soap and that didn't do anything. Nor did > Hydrogen > > > > > peroxide did anything at all. I've been thinking about > getting > > > > that > > > > > Kleen product to bath in. My mom's friend had bird mites > before > > > > and > > > > > that really helped. Her's were the larger kind though; I have > > > > yet to > > > > > see one. I know they are there though. > > > > > I finally slept good last night. I could feel them but I > didn't > > > > > really care that much. I feel like this forum will help me a > > > > lot. > > > > > I've been getting so many new ideas.... " hope " ! I think I > might > > > > move > > > > > into a hotel for a while that has monthly rates. I'm going to > > > > stay > > > > > clear of my boyfriend's or any other place I'd like to visit > in > > > > the > > > > > future. If they are like fleas, they have a low survival rate > but > > > > > maintain their presence by their numbers. I figure the more > > > > > environments I knock down for them to get to me, the less I > will > > > > see > > > > > them. (That just leaves work and my clothes...and me) Also, > what > > > > is > > > > > the average bites you guys get a day? I used to get around 30 > but > > > > > have been down to ten recently.... due to this webpage. > > > > > Anyways, I wish all the luck to you guys out their in the > world. > > > > Fuck > > > > > the doctors that think we are crazy. They said the world was > > > > flat for > > > > > thousands of years and that the earth was the center of the > > > > universe. > > > > > Science is suppose to have evolving knowledge... .not denying > > > > stuff. > > > > > I was a biology major in college. The one thing we learned > was > > > > that > > > > > the most simplest answer was usually the correct one. Bird > mites > > > > make > > > > > more sense. I have some family members that think some > medicine I > > > > > have been on is making me crazy....explain the bite marks > > > > people? I > > > > > don't take a pin and poke myself at night. Or do I? Sorry, > just > > > > need > > > > > some humor in this. I've had those mornings when I didn't > want to > > > > > live anymore. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- ------- -- > - > > > > ----------- > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > No virus found in this incoming message. > > > > > Checked by AVG. > > > > > Version: 7.5.519 / Virus Database: 269.22.13/1375 - Release > > > > Date: 4/12/2008 11:32 AM > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- - > > > > > > > > > > > > No virus found in this incoming message. > > > > Checked by AVG. > > > > Version: 7.5.519 / Virus Database: 269.22.13/1375 - Release > Date: > > > 4/12/2008 11:32 AM > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- - > > > > > > > > > No virus found in this incoming message. > > > Checked by AVG. > > > Version: 7.5.519 / Virus Database: 269.22.13/1375 - Release Date: > > 4/12/2008 11:32 AM > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > between 0000-00-00 and 9999-99-99 > > > > > > > > > ____________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _ > ____________ __ > > Be a better friend, newshound, and > > know-it-all with Mobile. 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Guest guest Posted April 15, 2008 Report Share Posted April 15, 2008 Dear m, I will be praying for you tonight. You are NOT crazy, and don't give up! It breaks my heart to hear people to the point of suicidal thoughts. M, let me pray for you right now......Dear God, you hear our cries, you see our hearts, we pray that you will make a way for us, and many of the people that our experiencing this nightmare, to relieve us of this thing that seems to have taken over our lives. I pray for m. I pray in the name of Jesus, against the thoughts of suicide and insignificance. You created her beautiful, and to know you intimately. I pray you will give her the strength to get through this, and support of people that will listen whether it be doctors or friends or people in this group. Be with her in the darkest of nights as she lays there awake, or asleep. May she sense your presence and comfort in the midst of the lonliest times. Hold her in your righteous right hand and bring her comfort and ease from these mites. In Jesus name, Amen. I will be thinking of you, m, don't lose hope. TAmmy --- hosttomost <gentlebaybreeze2@...> wrote: > , Thanks for inquiring about me > Your place is the only encouraging sanctuary of > sorts in this gloom > and doom existence, have been deeply depressed, even > suicidal thinking > has creeped in , especially after my 'bubble of hope > got busted' > thinking a move would solve it all, I paid so much > for the movers, > poorly and in apathy packed my 'stuff', only to > realize after > settling into my new place and unpacking, all hell > got unpacked as > well, this weekend I got rid of suitcases of 'fine > coats, garments > etc ( even caught one of the tenant wearing my coat > of cashmere etc.( > I had it all placed into the trash bins !!!) and I > just laughed > actually in relief of sorts, material things have > taken over by a new > philosphy of mine, thinking maybe this hell was send > to me for a > reason ,to realize the true reason for living I am > in a metaphoric > state on this subject and will be a work in progess. > I tackled all my office documents, all infested as > well, threw more > of the infested leather and other containers, about > to toss all ( > headboard, platform frame, tv, tv stand and that > bench that goes with > the bedroom suit, night stands, desks and adjecent > shelves, that > leather chair although never that suspect to me, got > to go to ,just > keeping a few items in ziplocks, they have great > sizes now, got my > cleaning regimen in better order and almost have my > methodolical > approach down pat, my ears are constantly full and > now painful, my > eyes are less loopsided and 'styed' feeling since I > found those > drops.I lost weight and appetite, look terrible...I > feel like an > incubator to those things, everywhere in my body , > but hey I am nuts, > right! > I know this is long winded re introduction email and > I thank you for > bearing with me.... > I must tell you my story with my doc during one of > my unannounced > visit on a friday no less about two weeks ago, me in > total despair, > reeking of my new found repellent tea tree oil all > over me and some > people have already 'gagged' that day, but hey it > worked for the > day...so my note to her for simply giving me an > order for having > swabs of my nose, ears, and other places send to > microbiology > (thinking that may bypass the search for local > entomology or like > places that can identify my still poorly trapped > specimen of the > beast) so she ignored my request and simply told me > I was > halluzinating and all the people on the internet are > crazzies.... > she can not see anything,did leave me with some > scripts for an urgent > psychiatrist consult, valium, antibiotics ( > unfortunately I forgot or > was not in a state of instructing her to make it > sulfa based one), > did get a pinworm RX, cortisone cream and antifungal > cream... > so, the same evening I took off my plastic of the > mattress, hung all > my clothes up and pretended I live a normal > live.....as I welcomed > the halluzinating diagnosis very much over the real > hell of living > started in January this year...after pigeon infested > roof collapsed > and to proof how much I was exposed to the flat > roof: during the once > a year rain storm here in California the first week > in Jan, it rained > just as hard inside my apartment right down my bath > tub,..then it was > hard coming down for ours on the outside, that was > after the collapse > however, the leak existed since Nov '07.....(my > pre-existing open air > roof communication with the birds??) then the first > noticing of these > things a week or so after the collapse ! > So, I am almost done, and promise never to write > that long again: > 1. I used up the 4 gallon cedarcide via Tri Jet > fogger, I felt > insufficient of its use because the battery-less > smoke alarm is to > sensitive, refined it to bedroom and then close the > door for hours > which I still felt relief and I do not mind the > smell at all , > however, it must be all inclusive for total > effective outcome, > electronics must be protected, it will leave a mist > or destroy PC, > TV's etc.. > 2. I ordered from Dermatech Q health.com the whole > kit, I spare you > the detail as I am convinced it is more geared > toward the scabbies > sufferer...I like the mask of DE and various herbal > oils etc.. > 3. Epsom and iodized table salt therapy big time > believer now, it > works best, a strong hair dryer a must, (they hate > extreme heat and > death by drowning. thanks Rita..makes a lot of sense > too > 4. ordered another 4 gallon box of cedarcide for my > next appartment, > yes in the same complex, another building and will > spare you the > details, (you are welcome !!0 > 5. It will be a smaller place, enough for my zip > locks and my PC etc. > hopefully not infected, oops infested will go on the > kitchen, > breakfast counter and wait until the lease runs out, > then will > consider hotel/motel wandering living, I do not > care, it is only me, > all alone, my daughter finally does some research > and not totally > dismiss me as crazy.. > 6. Today, I went to a local Vit/nutritional store, > loaded up on > alkalizing agents ( decided for the future to > replace that with > a 'greener' diet will do just fine, already do the B > complex thing > for longest, got me some O2 oral solution, Neem Oil > ( to be added to > my still using up my expensive hair products after > Dawn showering and > shampooing and my hair took its toll with all these > showers etc..), > also got Omega 3 etc..fish oil, Biotin..... > 5. I would appreciate more info about the CO2 and > Ozone treatments,my > car is a mess, my brand new fine car! ( A must for > work, or may have > to consider pushing a shopping cart and sleep under > the bridge) > 6. I believe and will consider Hyperbaric sessions, > I have a hunch... > So now I am done and ready to fight some more > battles > My most sincerest and very heartfelt thank you for > beeing on this > site, you are truly angels to me and yes, I do pray > in my own way for > you and I, ( Foundation for Inner Peace, student of > a Course in > Miracles for a long time.....M ( hosttomost) > > > > > > > Yeah, I do wonder how she is doing. I hope she is > well. You could > be having some success. Overlapping generations may > have been > whittled down enough for you to notice hatches or > attacks. My cycles > seem to run about every 24-32 days. Do you notice > any cycles? > > > > > > > > Hostismost? > > > > I wonder what happened to Hostismost? I think the > last I read was > > that she was moving and was having success with > Cedarcide in the > === message truncated === Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 16, 2008 Report Share Posted April 16, 2008 Hey Hosttomost, Your story is makes me sad. Don't give up. I've struggled with depression, too. One thing, please don't give up on a permanent living situation. Living from hotel to hotel can be dangerous in that you may end up homeless as the bills will most likely be higher and you will have less rights as a hotel guest. You may have better luck running a routine, experimenting, and getting this under control in a permanent situation. One idea might be to request that an apartment that you move into have a lithium tile floor put in instead of a new carpet after the last tenants. They tend to be cheap. You can tell them that you have allergies and so you would prefer a hard floor. This can make things easier for you. Loviatar > > > > > > > > > > > > Hello, the dawn soap doesn't kill the things when you > shower > > with > > > > > it, it just gets the oil and residue off the skin so that the > > Epsom > > > > > salt can get right down onto the skin as it's dried on with > the > > > > > drier. My husband and I never really understood how these > damn > > > > > things work. I know they can sit for months without feeding. > We > > > > > stored some furniture for 8 solid months and when we pulled > them > > > out > > > > > at the end of the 8th month we could feel the " things " > getting > > back > > > > > on us with in 10 minutes of sitting in the chairs. We think > the > > > > > sting that is felt is an actual " bite " . Like you we never saw > a > > > > > thing that looked like a bug. We had little white balls of > stuff > > > all > > > > > in our house that sort of looked like sesame seeds and under a > > > black > > > > > light we could see little black and white specks on our skin. > > The > > > > > black light helped us get them off our skin.....what you can > see > > > you > > > > > can remove. It's a battle that's for sure. We tried the > poisons > > and > > > > > the enzymes, etc. I spent 2 years trying to find a way to get > > them > > > > > off our skin and out of our house. I tried everything that I > > read > > > > > and gave each new treatment at least 2 months to see if it was > > > going > > > > > to help. Nothing worked but the salt, Clorox and the mantic > > > cleaning > > > > > routine. How I would love to have this " thing " identified. > Rita > > > > > > > > > > > > What is the sharp stinging feeling? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > What is the sharp stinging feeling? Feeding on skin? Also, > I > > > > > took a > > > > > > bath in dish soap and that didn't do anything. Nor did > > Hydrogen > > > > > > peroxide did anything at all. I've been thinking about > > getting > > > > > that > > > > > > Kleen product to bath in. My mom's friend had bird mites > > before > > > > > and > > > > > > that really helped. Her's were the larger kind though; I > have > > > > > yet to > > > > > > see one. I know they are there though. > > > > > > I finally slept good last night. I could feel them but I > > didn't > > > > > > really care that much. I feel like this forum will help me > a > > > > > lot. > > > > > > I've been getting so many new ideas.... " hope " ! I think I > > might > > > > > move > > > > > > into a hotel for a while that has monthly rates. I'm going > to > > > > > stay > > > > > > clear of my boyfriend's or any other place I'd like to > visit > > in > > > > > the > > > > > > future. If they are like fleas, they have a low survival > rate > > but > > > > > > maintain their presence by their numbers. I figure the more > > > > > > environments I knock down for them to get to me, the less I > > will > > > > > see > > > > > > them. (That just leaves work and my clothes...and me) Also, > > what > > > > > is > > > > > > the average bites you guys get a day? I used to get around > 30 > > but > > > > > > have been down to ten recently.... due to this webpage. > > > > > > Anyways, I wish all the luck to you guys out their in the > > world. > > > > > Fuck > > > > > > the doctors that think we are crazy. They said the world > was > > > > > flat for > > > > > > thousands of years and that the earth was the center of the > > > > > universe. > > > > > > Science is suppose to have evolving knowledge... .not > denying > > > > > stuff. > > > > > > I was a biology major in college. The one thing we learned > > was > > > > > that > > > > > > the most simplest answer was usually the correct one. Bird > > mites > > > > > make > > > > > > more sense. I have some family members that think some > > medicine I > > > > > > have been on is making me crazy....explain the bite marks > > > > > people? I > > > > > > don't take a pin and poke myself at night. Or do I? Sorry, > > just > > > > > need > > > > > > some humor in this. I've had those mornings when I didn't > > want to > > > > > > live anymore. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- ----- -- > -- > > - > > > > > ----------- > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > No virus found in this incoming message. > > > > > > Checked by AVG. > > > > > > Version: 7.5.519 / Virus Database: 269.22.13/1375 - Release > > > > > Date: 4/12/2008 11:32 AM > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- - > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > No virus found in this incoming message. > > > > > Checked by AVG. > > > > > Version: 7.5.519 / Virus Database: 269.22.13/1375 - Release > > Date: > > > > 4/12/2008 11:32 AM > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- - > > > > > > > > > > > > No virus found in this incoming message. > > > > Checked by AVG. > > > > Version: 7.5.519 / Virus Database: 269.22.13/1375 - Release > Date: > > > 4/12/2008 11:32 AM > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > between 0000-00-00 and 9999-99-99 > > > > > > > > > > > > > > ____________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _ > > ____________ __ > > > Be a better friend, newshound, and > > > know-it-all with Mobile. 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Guest guest Posted April 16, 2008 Report Share Posted April 16, 2008 Amen. Hostismost?> > > > I wonder what happened to Hostismost? I think the> last I read was > > that she was moving and was having success with> Cedarcide in the > === message truncated === Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Mobile. Try it now. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 16, 2008 Report Share Posted April 16, 2008 Amen. > > > > > > Yeah, I do wonder how she is doing. I hope she is > > well. You could > > be having some success. Overlapping generations may > > have been > > whittled down enough for you to notice hatches or > > attacks. My cycles > > seem to run about every 24-32 days. Do you notice > > any cycles? > > > > > > > > > > > > Hostismost? > > > > > > I wonder what happened to Hostismost? I think the > > last I read was > > > that she was moving and was having success with > > Cedarcide in the > > > === message truncated === > > > > > > ______________________________________________________________________ ______________ > Be a better friend, newshound, and > know-it-all with Mobile. Try it now. http://mobile./;_ylt=Ahu06i62sR8HDtDypao8Wcj9tAcJ > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 16, 2008 Report Share Posted April 16, 2008 We all know exactly how you feel. Of course most of us have gotten the nut case diagnosis. I dont know if I will ever be able to face my doctor again it was so humiliating! I just wanted to say that you will get over this....you sound like you have found things that do work for your mites...so run with it! All you need is persistance and a plan that works like the cedarside and epsome salts that you said were helping. When our mites started to go we would notice perhaps one day a week with no bites, then the next week two days and on and on until they had gone. You just need to stick with something that is working until you win. I also wanted to tell you that moving, or motel hopping may not be that effective. My family went to a cabin with all new wardrobes and loads of topicals and ivermectin.....they just went along for the vacation!!! I think you will have just as good a chance beating them on your own turf. Besides that my family caught this in a motel room....but believe me after experiencing this plague I understand that who ever brought it there just wanted a peaceful nights sleep!!! I am sorry that you have gotten rid of so many things....its true that 'things' just seem like a ball and chain when you are dealing with this. But unfortunately when this is over you will feel regret and angry at the loss of you old nice life and the things that you had collected along the way. Fortunately we didnt get rid of much other than clothes. But I admire anyone willing to pay the full price to get rid of this problem! We paid the full price in another way...we quarantined our beloved cat and dog for almost a month and re-homed them....my children attest to how painful that is almost every other day....when they cry for there pets.....this 'thing' just robs us in the end of the things most precious to us. But you will beat it! z Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 17, 2008 Report Share Posted April 17, 2008 Thank you so much Z, it means so much to me right now. All of you are so smart and so caring, thank you ALL. Also, my most admiration to ALL that stuck with that looooooooooong garbled email. m > > We all know exactly how you feel. > Of course most of us have gotten the nut case diagnosis. I dont > know if I will ever be able to face my doctor again it was so > humiliating! > > I just wanted to say that you will get over this....you sound like > you have found things that do work for your mites...so run with it! > All you need is persistance and a plan that works like the cedarside > and epsome salts that you said were helping. When our mites started > to go we would notice perhaps one day a week with no bites, then the > next week two days and on and on until they had gone. You just need > to stick with something that is working until you win. > > I also wanted to tell you that moving, or motel hopping may not be > that effective. My family went to a cabin with all new wardrobes > and loads of topicals and ivermectin.....they just went along for > the vacation!!! I think you will have just as good a chance beating > them on your own turf. Besides that my family caught this in a > motel room....but believe me after experiencing this plague I > understand that who ever brought it there just wanted a peaceful > nights sleep!!! > > I am sorry that you have gotten rid of so many things....its true > that 'things' just seem like a ball and chain when you are dealing > with this. But unfortunately when this is over you will feel regret > and angry at the loss of you old nice life and the things that you > had collected along the way. Fortunately we didnt get rid of much > other than clothes. But I admire anyone willing to pay the full > price to get rid of this problem! > We paid the full price in another way...we quarantined our beloved > cat and dog for almost a month and re-homed them....my children > attest to how painful that is almost every other day....when they > cry for there pets.....this 'thing' just robs us in the end of the > things most precious to us. But you will beat it! > > z > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 17, 2008 Report Share Posted April 17, 2008 How beautiful you all are, thank you so much. , your prayer truly lifted me up, I can smile again. thanks..m -- - In bird mites , " trlyblest " <trlyblest@...> wrote: > > Amen. > > > > > > > > > > Yeah, I do wonder how she is doing. I hope she is > > > well. You could > > > be having some success. Overlapping generations may > > > have been > > > whittled down enough for you to notice hatches or > > > attacks. My cycles > > > seem to run about every 24-32 days. Do you notice > > > any cycles? > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hostismost? > > > > > > > > I wonder what happened to Hostismost? I think the > > > last I read was > > > > that she was moving and was having success with > > > Cedarcide in the > > > > > === message truncated === > > > > > > > > > > > > > ______________________________________________________________________ > ______________ > > Be a better friend, newshound, and > > know-it-all with Mobile. Try it now. > http://mobile./;_ylt=Ahu06i62sR8HDtDypao8Wcj9tAcJ > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 17, 2008 Report Share Posted April 17, 2008 It was actually from me, Tammy, my husband's name is . And you are still in my prayers, m. --- hosttomost <gentlebaybreeze2@...> wrote: > How beautiful you all are, thank you so much. > , your prayer truly lifted me up, I can smile > again. thanks..m > > -- > > - In bird mites , " trlyblest " > <trlyblest@...> wrote: > > > > Amen. > > > > > > > > > > > , Thanks for inquiring about me > > > > Your place is the only encouraging sanctuary > of > > > > sorts in this gloom > > > > and doom existence, have been deeply > depressed, even > > > > suicidal thinking > > > > has creeped in , especially after my 'bubble > of hope > > > > got busted' > > > > thinking a move would solve it all, I paid so > much > > > > for the movers, > > > > poorly and in apathy packed my 'stuff', only > to > > > > realize after > > > > settling into my new place and unpacking, all > hell > > > > got unpacked as > > > > well, this weekend I got rid of suitcases of > 'fine > > > > coats, garments > > > > etc ( even caught one of the tenant wearing my > coat > > > > of cashmere etc.( > > > > I had it all placed into the trash bins !!!) > and I > > > > just laughed > > > > actually in relief of sorts, material things > have > > > > taken over by a new > > > > philosphy of mine, thinking maybe this hell > was send > > > > to me for a > > > > reason ,to realize the true reason for living > I am > > > > in a metaphoric > > > > state on this subject and will be a work in > progess. > > > > I tackled all my office documents, all > infested as > > > > well, threw more > > > > of the infested leather and other containers, > about > > > > to toss all ( > > > > headboard, platform frame, tv, tv stand and > that > > > > bench that goes with > > > > the bedroom suit, night stands, desks and > adjecent > > > > shelves, that > > > > leather chair although never that suspect to > me, got > > > > to go to ,just > > > > keeping a few items in ziplocks, they have > great > > > > sizes now, got my > > > > cleaning regimen in better order and almost > have my > > > > methodolical > > > > approach down pat, my ears are constantly full > and > > > > now painful, my > > > > eyes are less loopsided and 'styed' feeling > since I > > > > found those > > > > drops.I lost weight and appetite, look > terrible...I > > > > feel like an > > > > incubator to those things, everywhere in my > body , > > > > but hey I am nuts, > > > > right! > > > > I know this is long winded re introduction > email and > > > > I thank you for > > > > bearing with me.... > > > > I must tell you my story with my doc during > one of > > > > my unannounced > > > > visit on a friday no less about two weeks ago, > me in > > > > total despair, > > > > reeking of my new found repellent tea tree oil > all > > > > over me and some > > > > people have already 'gagged' that day, but hey > it > > > > worked for the > > > > day...so my note to her for simply giving me > an > > > > order for having > > > > swabs of my nose, ears, and other places send > to > > > > microbiology > > > > (thinking that may bypass the search for local > > > > entomology or like > > > > places that can identify my still poorly > trapped > > > > specimen of the > > > > beast) so she ignored my request and simply > told me > > > > I was > > > > halluzinating and all the people on the > internet are > > > > crazzies.... > > > > she can not see anything,did leave me with > some > > > > scripts for an urgent > > > > psychiatrist consult, valium, antibiotics ( > > > > unfortunately I forgot or > > > > was not in a state of instructing her to make > it > > > > sulfa based one), > > > > did get a pinworm RX, cortisone cream and > antifungal > > > > cream... > > > > so, the same evening I took off my plastic of > the > > > > mattress, hung all > > > > my clothes up and pretended I live a normal > > > > live.....as I welcomed > > > > the halluzinating diagnosis very much over the > real > > > > hell of living > > > > started in January this year...after pigeon > infested > > > > roof collapsed > > > > and to proof how much I was exposed to the > flat > > > > roof: during the once > > > > a year rain storm here in California the first > week > > > > in Jan, it rained > > > > just as hard inside my apartment right down my > bath > === message truncated === Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 18, 2008 Report Share Posted April 18, 2008 Dear M, I have been through exactly what you described. I even took the anti-psychotic rx (Risperdal), for a month. I hoped I was crazy!!!!!!! I would rather be crazy and only have to take a pill every day than go through this hell of getting bit and tormented!!!!!!!!! IT DID NOT WORK It did make me gain a lot of weight and in turn made me more depressed. Have you tried the epsom salt protocol that Rita did?? I suggest you try it--I am going to start again. I know about the suicidal thoughts.... I have those thoughts all too often... We are all here for you.... When you are sad...just write to us! Mel is really good at making you see that there are worse off people than us. With love, LL --- <dzorro21@...> wrote: > It was actually from me, Tammy, my husband's name is > . And you are still in my prayers, m. > > > > --- hosttomost <gentlebaybreeze2@...> wrote: > > > How beautiful you all are, thank you so much. > > , your prayer truly lifted me up, I can > smile > > again. thanks..m > > > > -- > > > > - In bird mites , " trlyblest " > > <trlyblest@...> wrote: > > > > > > Amen. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > , Thanks for inquiring about me > > > > > Your place is the only encouraging sanctuary > > of > > > > > sorts in this gloom > > > > > and doom existence, have been deeply > > depressed, even > > > > > suicidal thinking > > > > > has creeped in , especially after my 'bubble > > of hope > > > > > got busted' > > > > > thinking a move would solve it all, I paid > so > > much > > > > > for the movers, > > > > > poorly and in apathy packed my 'stuff', only > > to > > > > > realize after > > > > > settling into my new place and unpacking, > all > > hell > > > > > got unpacked as > > > > > well, this weekend I got rid of suitcases of > > 'fine > > > > > coats, garments > > > > > etc ( even caught one of the tenant wearing > my > > coat > > > > > of cashmere etc.( > > > > > I had it all placed into the trash bins !!!) > > and I > > > > > just laughed > > > > > actually in relief of sorts, material things > > have > > > > > taken over by a new > > > > > philosphy of mine, thinking maybe this hell > > was send > > > > > to me for a > > > > > reason ,to realize the true reason for > living > > I am > > > > > in a metaphoric > > > > > state on this subject and will be a work in > > progess. > > > > > I tackled all my office documents, all > > infested as > > > > > well, threw more > > > > > of the infested leather and other > containers, > > about > > > > > to toss all ( > > > > > headboard, platform frame, tv, tv stand and > > that > > > > > bench that goes with > > > > > the bedroom suit, night stands, desks and > > adjecent > > > > > shelves, that > > > > > leather chair although never that suspect to > > me, got > > > > > to go to ,just > > > > > keeping a few items in ziplocks, they have > > great > > > > > sizes now, got my > > > > > cleaning regimen in better order and almost > > have my > > > > > methodolical > > > > > approach down pat, my ears are constantly > full > > and > > > > > now painful, my > > > > > eyes are less loopsided and 'styed' feeling > > since I > > > > > found those > > > > > drops.I lost weight and appetite, look > > terrible...I > > > > > feel like an > > > > > incubator to those things, everywhere in my > > body , > > > > > but hey I am nuts, > > > > > right! > > > > > I know this is long winded re introduction > > email and > > > > > I thank you for > > > > > bearing with me.... > > > > > I must tell you my story with my doc during > > one of > > > > > my unannounced > > > > > visit on a friday no less about two weeks > ago, > > me in > > > > > total despair, > > > > > reeking of my new found repellent tea tree > oil > > all > > > > > over me and some > > > > > people have already 'gagged' that day, but > hey > > it > > > > > worked for the > > > > > day...so my note to her for simply giving me > > an > > > > > order for having > > > > > swabs of my nose, ears, and other places > send > > to > > > > > microbiology > > > > > (thinking that may bypass the search for > local > > > > > entomology or like > > > > > places that can identify my still poorly > > trapped > > > > > specimen of the > > > > > beast) so she ignored my request and simply > > told me > > > > > I was > > > > > halluzinating and all the people on the > > internet are > > > > > crazzies.... > > > > > she can not see anything,did leave me with > > some > > > > > scripts for an urgent > > > > > psychiatrist consult, valium, antibiotics ( > > > > > unfortunately I forgot or > === message truncated === ________________________________________________________________________________\ ____ Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Mobile. Try it now. http://mobile./;_ylt=Ahu06i62sR8HDtDypao8Wcj9tAcJ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 18, 2008 Report Share Posted April 18, 2008 -Thanks LL, are you a californian ? I used to ski Mammoth when living in LA. I might just move there on , your comment about the high altitute makes sense. do you know more 'sufferes' from CA ? I would like to connect with someone local, SF now. It feels really great not be dismissed as nuts with this uninvited affliction for a change when on this web site. How can this happen in this modern age? It is mind boggling. I keep searching all the parasitology sites, just saw one, that explains all the mutation of mites in general, where the nature of mites mutate constantly, it is like a turf war, one species of mites can compete with other mites, parasiting other parasites....it is nuts...why they choose us nice people ? My life will ever be the same again, even god help me, mite free. How does one ever trust, plastic removed from mattress, sitting innocently down in pure simple comfort anywhere, never going OCD again, has ever anyone reported post mite free life ? Will we have post trauma stress syndrome, will the finally give us those psycho RX the all were so willing to shove down our throat when even mentioning anything about such an infestation of body and environment in such a relentless hellish fashion.... M -- In bird mites , Lucy Lu <lucylu62@...> wrote: > > Dear M, > > I have been through exactly what you described. I > even took the anti-psychotic rx (Risperdal), for a > month. I hoped I was crazy!!!!!!! I would rather be > crazy and only have to take a pill every day than go > through this hell of getting bit and > tormented!!!!!!!!! > > IT DID NOT WORK > > It did make me gain a lot of weight and in turn made > me more depressed. > > Have you tried the epsom salt protocol that Rita did?? > > I suggest you try it--I am going to start again. > > I know about the suicidal thoughts.... > > I have those thoughts all too often... > > We are all here for you.... > > When you are sad...just write to us! > > Mel is really good at making you see that there are > worse off people than us. > > With love, LL > --- <dzorro21@...> wrote: > > > It was actually from me, Tammy, my husband's name is > > . And you are still in my prayers, m. > > > > > > > > --- hosttomost <gentlebaybreeze2@...> wrote: > > > > > How beautiful you all are, thank you so much. > > > , your prayer truly lifted me up, I can > > smile > > > again. thanks..m > > > > > > -- > > > > > > - In bird mites , " trlyblest " > > > <trlyblest@> wrote: > > > > > > > > Amen. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > , Thanks for inquiring about me > > > > > > Your place is the only encouraging sanctuary > > > of > > > > > > sorts in this gloom > > > > > > and doom existence, have been deeply > > > depressed, even > > > > > > suicidal thinking > > > > > > has creeped in , especially after my 'bubble > > > of hope > > > > > > got busted' > > > > > > thinking a move would solve it all, I paid > > so > > > much > > > > > > for the movers, > > > > > > poorly and in apathy packed my 'stuff', only > > > to > > > > > > realize after > > > > > > settling into my new place and unpacking, > > all > > > hell > > > > > > got unpacked as > > > > > > well, this weekend I got rid of suitcases of > > > 'fine > > > > > > coats, garments > > > > > > etc ( even caught one of the tenant wearing > > my > > > coat > > > > > > of cashmere etc.( > > > > > > I had it all placed into the trash bins !!!) > > > and I > > > > > > just laughed > > > > > > actually in relief of sorts, material things > > > have > > > > > > taken over by a new > > > > > > philosphy of mine, thinking maybe this hell > > > was send > > > > > > to me for a > > > > > > reason ,to realize the true reason for > > living > > > I am > > > > > > in a metaphoric > > > > > > state on this subject and will be a work in > > > progess. > > > > > > I tackled all my office documents, all > > > infested as > > > > > > well, threw more > > > > > > of the infested leather and other > > containers, > > > about > > > > > > to toss all ( > > > > > > headboard, platform frame, tv, tv stand and > > > that > > > > > > bench that goes with > > > > > > the bedroom suit, night stands, desks and > > > adjecent > > > > > > shelves, that > > > > > > leather chair although never that suspect to > > > me, got > > > > > > to go to ,just > > > > > > keeping a few items in ziplocks, they have > > > great > > > > > > sizes now, got my > > > > > > cleaning regimen in better order and almost > > > have my > > > > > > methodolical > > > > > > approach down pat, my ears are constantly > > full > > > and > > > > > > now painful, my > > > > > > eyes are less loopsided and 'styed' feeling > > > since I > > > > > > found those > > > > > > drops.I lost weight and appetite, look > > > terrible...I > > > > > > feel like an > > > > > > incubator to those things, everywhere in my > > > body , > > > > > > but hey I am nuts, > > > > > > right! > > > > > > I know this is long winded re introduction > > > email and > > > > > > I thank you for > > > > > > bearing with me.... > > > > > > I must tell you my story with my doc during > > > one of > > > > > > my unannounced > > > > > > visit on a friday no less about two weeks > > ago, > > > me in > > > > > > total despair, > > > > > > reeking of my new found repellent tea tree > > oil > > > all > > > > > > over me and some > > > > > > people have already 'gagged' that day, but > > hey > > > it > > > > > > worked for the > > > > > > day...so my note to her for simply giving me > > > an > > > > > > order for having > > > > > > swabs of my nose, ears, and other places > > send > > > to > > > > > > microbiology > > > > > > (thinking that may bypass the search for > > local > > > > > > entomology or like > > > > > > places that can identify my still poorly > > > trapped > > > > > > specimen of the > > > > > > beast) so she ignored my request and simply > > > told me > > > > > > I was > > > > > > halluzinating and all the people on the > > > internet are > > > > > > crazzies.... > > > > > > she can not see anything,did leave me with > > > some > > > > > > scripts for an urgent > > > > > > psychiatrist consult, valium, antibiotics ( > > > > > > unfortunately I forgot or > > > === message truncated === > > > > ______________________________________________________________________ ______________ > Be a better friend, newshound, and > know-it-all with Mobile. 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Guest guest Posted April 19, 2008 Report Share Posted April 19, 2008 Hi M, Rita has gotten rid of this for about 90 days. Ray got rid of also for about 4 months. Also, Golfingnut seems to have gotten rid of it. I got rid of it for 6 months....then it started to come back in September...pure hell. I was living in Utah when I got rid of it. Then I moved back to San Diego and was still normal for 3 months here. I still live in San Diego now...but it seems like I should move up to a high elevation (Mammoth) In Utah, I lived at about 5,000 feet...it seems like the higher the elevation, the better. I did the epsom salt last night and got so much crap out of my skin. But then I still had some crawlies last nite....I dont know. My live/with boyfriend doesnot feel a thing. There is a nurse in SF that sees people like us--Ginger Savely--you should see her? I just lost my job...I think alot of it has to do with this affliction--the brain fog. i suggest we both do the epsom salt thing --read Rita's posts. I wish you all the best....keep us posted on your progress... LL --- hosttomost <gentlebaybreeze2@...> wrote: > -Thanks LL, are you a californian ? I used to ski > Mammoth when living > in LA. I might just move there on , your comment > about the high > altitute makes sense. > > do you know more 'sufferes' from CA ? I would like > to connect with > someone local, SF now. > > It feels really great not be dismissed as nuts with > this uninvited > affliction for a change when on this web site. How > can this happen in > this modern age? It is mind boggling. I keep > searching all the > parasitology sites, just saw one, that explains all > the mutation of > mites in general, where the nature of mites mutate > constantly, it is > like a turf war, one species of mites can compete > with other mites, > parasiting other parasites....it is nuts...why they > choose us nice > people ? My life will ever be the same again, even > god help me, mite > free. How does one ever trust, plastic removed from > mattress, sitting > innocently down in pure simple comfort anywhere, > never going OCD > again, has ever anyone reported post mite free life > ? > Will we have post trauma stress syndrome, will the > finally give us > those psycho RX the all were so willing to shove > down our throat when > even mentioning anything about such an infestation > of body and > environment in such a relentless hellish fashion.... > M > -- In bird mites , Lucy Lu > <lucylu62@...> wrote: > > > > Dear M, > > > > I have been through exactly what you described. I > > even took the anti-psychotic rx (Risperdal), for a > > month. I hoped I was crazy!!!!!!! I would rather > be > > crazy and only have to take a pill every day than > go > > through this hell of getting bit and > > tormented!!!!!!!!! > > > > IT DID NOT WORK > > > > It did make me gain a lot of weight and in turn > made > > me more depressed. > > > > Have you tried the epsom salt protocol that Rita > did?? > > > > I suggest you try it--I am going to start again. > > > > I know about the suicidal thoughts.... > > > > I have those thoughts all too often... > > > > We are all here for you.... > > > > When you are sad...just write to us! > > > > Mel is really good at making you see that there > are > > worse off people than us. > > > > With love, LL > > --- <dzorro21@...> wrote: > > > > > It was actually from me, Tammy, my husband's > name is > > > . And you are still in my prayers, m. > > > > > > > > > > > > --- hosttomost <gentlebaybreeze2@...> wrote: > > > > > > > How beautiful you all are, thank you so much. > > > > , your prayer truly lifted me up, I can > > > smile > > > > again. thanks..m > > > > > > > > -- > > > > > > > > - In bird mites , " trlyblest " > > > > <trlyblest@> wrote: > > > > > > > > > > Amen. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > , Thanks for inquiring about me > > > > > > > Your place is the only encouraging > sanctuary > > > > of > > > > > > > sorts in this gloom > > > > > > > and doom existence, have been deeply > > > > depressed, even > > > > > > > suicidal thinking > > > > > > > has creeped in , especially after my > 'bubble > > > > of hope > > > > > > > got busted' > > > > > > > thinking a move would solve it all, I > paid > > > so > > > > much > > > > > > > for the movers, > > > > > > > poorly and in apathy packed my 'stuff', > only > > > > to > > > > > > > realize after > > > > > > > settling into my new place and > unpacking, > === message truncated === ________________________________________________________________________________\ ____ Be a better friend, newshound, and know-it-all with Mobile. Try it now. http://mobile./;_ylt=Ahu06i62sR8HDtDypao8Wcj9tAcJ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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