Guest guest Posted August 12, 2008 Report Share Posted August 12, 2008 I got caught up with the posts just now, and felt such sorrow reading what some are going through. This stuff is NOT easy - it's possibly the worst thing any of us will ever experience. I doubt there is one among us who hasn't thought about suicide; I sure know I did, for MONTHS. There were times that the only thing that would soothe me was making my suicide plans, even writing the letter. And I was very sick physically, probably in part from all the chemicals I used to try to fix this. And I have been alone for over ayear battling this. I lost my home, pets, some friends, and a LOT of money. Things are easier now, the process too complicated to go into at this time, and there is no guarantee that it would work for another person. I am still sad, as I lost so very much and am still alone. But I don't cry every morning before I even open my eyes, and I don't think about suicide all the time. I guess the bottom line is that some of you who are in the worst of it right now still have things/people in your life worth hanging on to. Hold on. Stick close to us, even if some are not as patient as others because of their own trials. Email me privately if you need to ventilate; I'll help you get to the next resting point. God Bless us all... Bessie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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