Re: *sigh* Reprise

[Guest guest]

I had the cereal for breakfast, a sensible portion. Then proceeded to make a HUGE mexican lunch for my mother and me ... but more of that on Monday Confessions ... In chat this afternoon HE came in ... but he didn't acknowledge me nor I him ... life is good. <bryefield@...> wrote: WTG - you knew that ceral wouldn't make you fell any better and you won out!!! Sapphyre

<asmallersapphyre@...> wrote: I got insulted today. In chat. Not that it happens rarely, I've found in chatrooms if you divulge too much of yourself there's someone there to pick it apart and rip it to peices, just for fun.But this was from a person I thought of as a friend. Afterward, I thought of nothing but a bowl of cereal. I'd had 1293 calories and before the insult was fine to make that it for the day and be proud, I wasn't hungry after all, why add more calories? But then, THAT. And I got thinking of cereal. We have some, vanilla shredded miniwheats ... good stuff. But I realized I

didn't want the cereal, that the cereal was a bandaid and even after I ate the cereal, my insulter would still be in the room to deal with when I went back in. And wouldnt it be better to not eat the cereal, have a good low day, another good weighin ... and make Mr. Insulter eat his filthy words? I didn't eat it. I feel alright, I'm watching a movie that I like a lot and it's taken my mind from it some, but this is the final step. Telling you guys and purging it from my system once and for all. Because he's a small minded jerk and knows NOTHING about me and I'm not letting his hatefulness get the better of me. He's not worth it. He doesn't get to win. I win! -Sapphy . Live, Love, Laugh -Sapphyre Feel Free to Visit: www.geocities.com/asmallersapphyre www.livejournal.com/users/changescomin www.geocities.com/mothernatureschyld Subscribe to my Group for Food Addiction Support! food_addicts_anon-subscribe

Messenger with Voice. Make PC-to-Phone Calls to the US (and 30+ countries) for 2¢/min or less.