Guest guest Posted July 4, 2005 Report Share Posted July 4, 2005 Sorry I didn't strip the attachments from the last email.. Dan Dan & Carmella Dunkin The Gourd Reserve http://www.thegourdreserve.com Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 6, 2005 Report Share Posted July 6, 2005 > CFIDS was first brought to the attention of the public as a result of an epidemic in the Lake Tahoe region in 1984. Patients seemed to have a chronic version of mononucleosis, with debilitating fatigue, pain and neurological disturbance. Their immune systems were disturbed as well. > Originally CFIDS was blamed on the Epstein Barr virus, but it soon became apparent that this was not the cause, but rather an effect of the victim's damaged immune systems. The latent Epstein Barr virus is awakened, much as it does in many AIDS victims when their immune system fails. -Rick I've been showing that paper to CFS doctors, groups, and researchers since 1998 and they fought me harder than the denier doctors ever did! Which is exactly what CFS groups did to Rick when he presented that abstract in 1994 and tried to give CFSers a hand out of the morass in which they are mired. When I followed up on the mycotoxin connection for myself in spite of the contradictions and sheer intransigence of all doctors and finally made contact with Rick (who told me about this group), I said that my experience of independently reaching this conclusion and demonstration of its effects was a compelling validation of the concept and that it was important to make the CFS doctors understand that they have made a serious mistake by overlooking the effect of mold toxins in CFS. But the CFSers had angered Rick with their intant rejection and abuse and even though he was perfectly willing to help those who were " Reaching for the light " as Dr Shoemaker puts it in Desperation Medicine, he was not willing to waste his time on people who were so eager to self destructively trash the idea, even to the extent of denying obvious clues and abnormalities - just as the denier doctors always do. I told Rick, " That won't happen to me, since I'm an original Incline Village survivor who was used as a prototype for refining the parameters of CFS in the CDC study group. Dr Cheney used my blood to rule out EBV when this illness was called CEBV and asked me to volunteer to be a prototype for CFS. I was even a Truckee High school so I know about the mold in the teachers lounge where the famous " CFS teacher cluster " occurred that was described in " Osler's Web " . Only a brain dead moron could overlook a story like that " . Rick laughed and told me, " I don't think they will listen to you " . I didn't believe him at the time. I had more faith in people then, but after all these years and even after CFSers saw my story in Mold Warriors, they are more eager than ever to suppress the concept and CFS doctors STILL refuse to take any interest in this. Rick was right. It truly seems as if CFS doctors have no interest in helping their patients and CFSers themselves are so suspicious and jaded after so many years of abuse and mistreatment that they can't even bring themselves to find anything of interest in the story of a CFS prototype who walked out of Dr s ampligen program to pursue a concept which resulted in a fairly spectacular recovery. I often said: " I shouldn't even have to speak a word. All that should be necessary is to show documents that I am an Incline Village CFS survivor and show a few pictures of me on top of various mountains to get people interested " . But surprisingly, they ask " Where is your proof? " and to that I can only respond, " Pictures of me climbing mountains doesn't cut it for you? What do you want?; A signed affidavit from Dean Edell? " The truth is that there is nothing I can do and nothing that I can say that will make any dent in CFSers brains about the mycotoxin connection to CFS. The more I made any assertion that my experience and information may be relevent or important, the stronger their dismissal and rejection grew until now CFS groups treat me like a " troll-ona Non Grata " . But there is one major difference between now, and the years of denial, abuse, " psychologizing " and inappropriate skepticism " in the face of obvious abnormalities " that I received from people for being unfortunate enough to have this illness, for this time, it is they who are doing the suffering for their denialism, obstinance and intransigence instead of me. " Priceless " ! - Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 6, 2005 Report Share Posted July 6, 2005 , You should have a website with details of your story, pictures, etc. It is so interesting and important to tell. I have CFS with Epstein Barr and systemic Candida I'm fighting right now. Mine however started with artificial suppression of my immune system with a prescription drug. I'm trying to gather evidence to complain to Surgeon General, not lawsuit. It would be too hard to prove for lawsuit since doctors have been so hesitant to run tests, probably because they think a lawsuit is what I have in mind against drug maker OR fellow doctor-comrade. I'm was just interested in getting well in the beginning. However doctor's have been so incompetent and lazy about helping me that I am now interested in also report to 'authorities', so down the road this prescription medicine should be studied if it should be on market. Barb > > I've been showing that paper to CFS doctors, groups, and researchers > since 1998 and they fought me harder than the denier doctors ever > did! > Which is exactly what CFS groups did to Rick when he > presented that abstract in 1994 and tried to give CFSers a hand out > of the morass in which they are mired. > When I followed up on the mycotoxin connection for myself in spite > of the contradictions and sheer intransigence of all doctors and > finally made contact with Rick (who told me about this group), > I said that my experience of independently reaching this conclusion > and demonstration of its effects was a compelling validation of the > concept and that it was important to make the CFS doctors understand > that they have made a serious mistake by overlooking the effect of > mold toxins in CFS. > But the CFSers had angered Rick with their intant rejection and > abuse and even though he was perfectly willing to help those who > were " Reaching for the light " as Dr Shoemaker puts it in Desperation > Medicine, he was not willing to waste his time on people who were so > eager to self destructively trash the idea, even to the extent of > denying obvious clues and abnormalities - just as the denier doctors > always do. > I told Rick, " That won't happen to me, since I'm an original > Incline Village survivor who was used as a prototype for refining > the parameters of CFS in the CDC study group. Dr Cheney used my > blood to rule out EBV when this illness was called CEBV and asked me > to volunteer to be a prototype for CFS. I was even a Truckee High > school so I know about the mold in the teachers lounge where the > famous " CFS teacher cluster " occurred that was described in " Osler's > Web " . Only a brain dead moron could overlook a story like that " . > Rick laughed and told me, " I don't think they will listen to you " . > I didn't believe him at the time. I had more faith in people then, > but after all these years and even after CFSers saw my story in Mold > Warriors, they are more eager than ever to suppress the concept and > CFS doctors STILL refuse to take any interest in this. > Rick was right. > It truly seems as if CFS doctors have no interest in helping their > patients and CFSers themselves are so suspicious and jaded after so > many years of abuse and mistreatment that they can't even bring > themselves to find anything of interest in the story of a CFS > prototype who walked out of Dr s ampligen program to pursue > a concept which resulted in a fairly spectacular recovery. > I often said: " I shouldn't even have to speak a word. All that > should be necessary is to show documents that I am an Incline > Village CFS survivor and show a few pictures of me on top of various > mountains to get people interested " . But surprisingly, > they ask " Where is your proof? " and to that I can only > respond, " Pictures of me climbing mountains doesn't cut it for you? > What do you want?; A signed affidavit from Dean Edell? " > The truth is that there is nothing I can do and nothing that I can > say that will make any dent in CFSers brains about the mycotoxin > connection to CFS. > The more I made any assertion that my experience and information may > be relevent or important, the stronger their dismissal and rejection > grew until now CFS groups treat me like a " troll-ona Non Grata " . > But there is one major difference between now, and the years of > denial, abuse, " psychologizing " and inappropriate skepticism " in the > face of obvious abnormalities " that I received from people for being > unfortunate enough to have this illness, for this time, it is they > who are doing the suffering for their denialism, obstinance and > intransigence instead of me. > > " Priceless " ! > > - Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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