How tired is tired for you?/stimulants/toxoplasmosis.

May 3, 2012

Hi. So I'm wondering how tired people are? Because even though I was in bed last

night 12-14 hours and

slept, I still woke up exhausted and it took a while to remember I'd left the

house yesterday for a while and that might it. Do you get to where you can't

even really move? Like if you have to go to the bathroom, you try to work up the

energy to even stand? Even breathing is taxing me. I've never felt this bad, not

even with food poisoning, the flu, etc. I can't remember basic things in

conversations. It feels like gravity is pulling me as far down as it can. Are

people generally able to leave their house? I don't know how much worse this is

going to get. No one is treating me. At the hosp., doctors can't agree what's

wrong with me. All I've been able to do is google, then on a rare day I'm

capable of leaving the house, I get whatever vitamin I think might make this

better. Holy basil extract, etc.

Ritalin made me anxious & paranoid; was glad to go off it after a month. Also

didn't last long after taking it. I have a high metabolism. Dexedrine totally

works. The 5mgs work better and are stronger for me than the 10mgs... same for

some others I've read online. Maybe it's the filler, who knows. Can't find the

fives anymore, at least in this cowtown. Dex does help a lot but doesn't at all

touch what's underneath the fatigue. This feels viral. I take up to 50mg a day-

some take more, others less. My average is between 25-40. Lasts a bit longer

than Ritalin. Def. helps with focus & getting thru something ugly that's been

putoff. I tend to hyperfocus on it so I watch that tendency.

Toxoplasmosis: anyone have this? WHat do you do for it? I had no idea cat feces

could make one sick. I've scooped it out of litter boxes with bare hands since

early 20's- decades. Supposedly my test said " 4 " for Toxo. Hosp. said the #

means nothing bc it's too low. Has to be 5 for " clinical significance " yet I've

seen others labs where a 4 is interp. diff. I know this is gross, but if you

have Toxo., have you seen anything odd in the toilet bowl?

Thank you, be well

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